Chapter 139
At that, she rushed downstairs.
Staring at the untouched soup, I found myself lost in my thoughts. I was born without getting much love and attention in my life, and the “so-called” love that I met was pretty much the same.
In fact, I had never experienced much familial love not to mention romantic love. Hence, I didn’t know much about love, nor have I learned how to love someone.
Grandma adopted me, and she showed me what love and care were in those short years. I regarded her and her care as the figure of love.
On the contrary, John’s extreme behavior, inflexibility, and apathy meant stubbornness to me.
Whereas Macy’s protection and support meant friendship to me.
As for Ashton, in the two years of our married life, he rarely treated me well. I dared not consider those rare moments as romantic love.
It had not been my intention to misinterpret it as love.
I liked Ashton, and that was why I could endure his cold treatment to me in silence. However, that did not mean I could pretend to be a fool who saw his cheap love as true love.
The sky was getting darker, and I was exhausted. Yet, I could not fall asleep despite lying on the bed for quite some time. I had gotten used to sleeping with Macy.
a gap in my heart. Outside
clock on the wall. It was already one in the
by the rain the last time I was on the balcony, Ashton had made some modifications to the balcony. Now, raindrops could not reach me, only the
frustrated, I went down the stairs to the garden
plants in the garden. Now that it was raining heavily the plants were tilting to the side by the force of the raindrops. The sight of them
plants and I had in common. With that thought, I walked into the garden
head to toe. The rain was not cold, but it felt good to be in it. I had been sheltering the sorrow in
keep living without ever venting their emotions, so the rain was my chance to
to drag me back to the house. However, she was not as young as me; if I did not want to leave, there was
she had a raincoat in her hands. As she put it on me, she consoled, “Letty, you can’t do this to yourself. Even if you don’t think about yourself, think about the baby in
lost in the howling wind. All I wanted to do was to crouch down and cry, hoping that I could
I were in the best of health, my body would not be able to take it
the world spun around
then, I heard Mrs. Eriksen’s delighted
a black suit by the doorway. Then, he walked toward
lifted me up into his arms,
prolonged crying, and I could see that he had a gloomy expression on his face. Then, I shut my eyes
was back, Mrs. Eriksen no longer
bedroom door, Ashton pulled off my clothes and carried me into the
When There Is Nothing Left But Love (Ashton And Scarlett) Chapter 139
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Scarlett became pregnant with Ashton a married man. Confused about whether to discuss this with Ashton? Will Ashton accept this? Will Ashton leave his wife for her? And what will life be like for Scarlett and her child?
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