True Luna by Tessa Lilly

Chapter 36 In The Dark

Emma POV

This was the longest time I had spent in the dark. Or at least I thought it was. What did he do to me? Usually, I would wake up by now.

I couldn’t hear Eliza, but I did hear my brother and Logan talking to me. They were telling me things I really wanted to hear, but I knew it couldn’t be true. I knew that I was dreaming. They weren’t looking for me. They thought that I was a rogue and they moved on. Sienna was right. I was just a burden. They would finally be free when I die.

I dreamt about doctor Wren as well. I wondered why? I mean, I always liked him. We became good friends when I started volunteering at the hospital. But I really didn’t understand why I’d dreamt of him. I remembered him talking to me, telling me something that I couldn’t

understand. I took the opportunity to tell him that I was not a rogue. I asked him to tell Andrew not to hate me. I was aware it was a dream, but it somehow made me feel better.

I’d dreamt about Asher as well. Oh, Goddess, how much I missed him. He was the best wolf there was. He was the best brother there was. I dreamed about touching his soft fur, and it was the most joyful dream I’d had in a long time. It hurt so much to know that Asher hated me. I just wished that I could tell him the truth. I wished that I could feel his body wrapped around mine just one more time. He always used to do that when I was cold. He would wrap himself around me to keep me warm. He would lick my face while I whined and

protested. He would ignore my protests and grin at me playfully. I missed him a lot.

I could hear Andrew’s voice telling me that I was not a rogue. He told me that he would be next to me when I woke up.

My mind was playing games with me.

He won’t be next to me. He was back home, planning a Luna ceremony for Sienna.

would tell me that Sienna was a new Luna now. He would tell me that Logan marked her.

should

different. Was I dead already?

why

move? Was this what death was? Was I going to spend eternity in the dark? What did I do to deserve this? Was I such a horrible

I was crying, but I couldn’t be sure. I couldn’t feel my body. I

and I didn’t think

spend eternity here, thinking about all

with Alpha and Luna. Andrew was fourteen at the time, and mom and dad thought he was old enough to leave us alone for

was so angry when he finally found me. I guess that was one of

the house with Amy and Jacob. I would lie to Andrew. I would pretend to be asleep and then leave through my bedroom window to hang out

life away to raise me. I should have been more grateful. I should never have been angry

wolves came here? I wasn’t a good enough mate. I wasn’t a good enough wolf. This was

being punished for that. It was my fault that he had to do it. If I was stronger, he wouldn’t have to reject me.

rejecting Jake. I hurt his feelings and I deserved this. He wanted

was hurt because of me.

at the hospital because I had a training

forget all the horrible things I said about Sienna? I called her a bitch numerous times. I talked badly