The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn

The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 28

~ATTICUS~

Out of all the things I was expecting Autumn to say to me, this was the last thing I expected to hear. She was upset with me this entire time because she thought I was leaving her tonight to see Anya?

What did I say for her to jump to that conclusion? Did Autumn already not trust me?

The unmistakable distress on her face stunned me. I never thought that being around Anya would affect her this much. We weren’t in love with each other; we barely knew each other. She’s never shown me before that she didn’t like me around Anya. She’s always been fond of Anya and always looked after her. The only time I saw a reaction out of her was on our engagement night, and her response that night was still not as bad as this. But again, she was intoxicated; how do I know this was how she truly felt? Autumn acted totally different when the alcohol was out of her system, she was understanding, and she didn’t mind when I took time to care for Anya. It was like she was a totally different person.

I realized that she was still waiting for a response from me, and the more I remained silent, the more she would think that I was planning on seeing Anya tonight when the truth remained that I was only joining a search.

That was the last thing I wanted her to think about after tonight. I’ve always known that Autumn has never had any love interests. For her to give a part of herself to me tonight would surely upset her tomorrow, I wanted her to know that it was something I would treasure and not take for granted. She’d never had a serious boyfriend, and boys have always chased after her, but I’ve done my part of telling them she was off limits. No one knows I did that. Even I wasn’t sure why I’d done it. At that time, I told myself I was protecting my mate’s best friend from heartbreak. I knew none of those men were ever worthy of her, and I was positive that they would hurt her. I made sure that it never happened. And if I had an opportunity to do it all over again, I would. If I’d known Autumn like I did now, I’d have been even more protective of her in the past.

She attempts to walk away from me, and I pull her straight back so that her back is now pressed up against the front of me. I ignore how good it felt to hold her like this. If I kept those thoughts, I will be of no help to the others.

“Autumn,” I whisper, “I’m not going to see Anya. I’ve been told that two of our guests have gone missing. I’m joining the search to find them before things get worse.”

She shouldn’t have any problems believing that since anyone can see what was going on around us.

Her lips form a small ‘o’, and her face brightens. And then she smiled that beautiful smile that crushed my heart, “who’s missing?”

“Kane and a woman that I don’t have a name for. She’s lost her memory for a while now. I don’t know what to call her.” I try to explain to her in the best way possible.

Her eyes widen, “that’s my friend! She’s the woman that was with Gabriella in the spa room!”

I wasn’t sure what Autumn was speaking about. When did they become friends? Why

need to go with you!” She

to the house so that she could join the search. There wasn’t any room for

be out there searching with

she was this desperate to find her friend, but I’d made up my mind. She could barely stand straight; how could she survive hours of walking in the forest? There is no telling

move toward the search party. I wasn’t putting her life in danger; besides, I wouldn’t be able to help if I had to keep making sure she was okay every second. And that’s what it was like whenever Autumn was around me, everything revolved around

to go with you.” She continues to say while I’m carrying her. “I

I walk into the house with her still in my arms. I notice a few stares our way but that’s the least of my

parents have obviously thought about everything. Did they expect something to happen between us tonight when this was more

I wasn’t sure how Autumn would react

promise to find your friend. I’ll bring her back here and prove to you that I keep

I pause, unsure of what to do now

in. I knew I couldn’t avoid this confrontation forever. It’s better to get it over with now than later when things become more complicated. It was already complicated. I wasn’t sure what was this s****l tension between Autumn and me. It’s stronger than anything else I’ve ever experienced in my life before. After tonight, I’d

you have to do that in front of me?” Anya asks, successfully breaking me out of my thoughts. She’s no longer trying to

speaking about. If she was this angry about a kiss between Autumn and me, how would she react

What the f**k was I thinking? After tonight I didn’t think it was possible to keep that promise. I always kept my commitments, but I’ve been breaking all my promises to Anya recently. It makes me feel guilty, but

can do about this thing between us. I’m not a cheater. I’ve never been that, and I don’t plan on being it now; I would not do that to Autumn, no matter how much I loved Anya. I was doing us both

whenever she was hurt. I

was I waiting for? All of the memories and emotions I had tied to her were preventing me from doing what I had to. Even now, I couldn’t bring myself to ask her

a noise inside the room, which puts me on

not to see Anya tonight. Did this mean that I was going against her word? I didn’t tell Anya to meet me here. I wasn’t even aware that

were still speaking about the kiss. I was already panicking while thinking about Autumn and what could go wrong if she opened that door. “Out of every possible way you can hurt me, this is how you choose for it to

She can kiss me whenever she pleases. We’re no longer together. This has to stop. I can’t keep comforting you, or Autumn will get the wrong idea. I don’t want to

consideration around me. In case you haven’t realized, Atticus. I still love you. It hurts to see you with her, but you don’t care about that! All you care

getting louder. I was