The Trap Of Ace

Read The Trap Of Ace [by Eva Zahan] Chapter 6 – The amber rays colored the horizon, manifesting a crown of crimson and pink above the setting sun. Lines of birds flew alongside across the sky in the direction of their shelter; melodic twittering of them felt like a announcement of the darkness to befall.

I took in a deep breath, filling my lungs with the cool evening air.

“Beautiful, isn’t it?” Dad said, sitting on the car hood beside me.

I nodded, a smile curved onto my lips. “Yes, very. Thank you for bringing me here, Dad. It’s been so long I’d last visited. I really missed our sunrises and sunsets.”

We used to come to this medow at least once a week. Well, at least me, Dad and Tobias. Mom and Tess was too lazy to join every time. It was like a tradition for us. The tradition my grandfather started with Dad. But after my shifting to NY, I couldn’t join Dad and Tobias anymore.

“Me too, princess. Without you, our visits here didn’t have the same meaning.” His tone filled with nostalgia.

“Yeah, that idiot had all the fun for himself,” I joked, mentioning my brother. He couldn’t join us due to an important meeting this evening. “But I’m happy that you came here with me this time. It’s my turn today to have all the fun.” I grinned.

Chuckling, he shook his head. “Nah, our time here became pretty boring as even Achilles stopped joining us after you left for you highschool.”

My smile slipped at the mention of his name.

He used to accompany us regularly to watch the sunrises and sunsets. But after his father’s d***h, his visits became less, until it stopped totally. I still remember my extra enthusiasm for the ride here even at four in the morning to see him. Meeting him was more important for me than watching anything else.

I heard Dad heaving a sigh. “Sometimes we’ve to let go of the past to live our present, Emerald. Because until you live your present, you won’t be able to accept your future.”

I knew what he was trying to say. Though my family hadn’t said anything, but I knew everyone’d sensed my distance with Ace even after so many years. But I couldn’t explain anything to them even if I wanted. They didn’t know the whole truth, so they couldn’t understand.

“But what if it’s too difficult to let go of the past?”

His blue gaze locked with mine. “Nothing is impossible, sweetheart. Sometimes we indulge ourselves so deep in our pain that we can’t see anything past that. All you’ve to do is, open your heart a little more, be a little more greater, and let go of the grudges. Don’t let the past hold you from your happiness of present.”

I put my head on his shoulder, saying nothing. Could I do it? Could I be that brave to let go of everything and move on? I haven’t been able to in years.

The buzz of my phone cut my thoughts.

“Who is it?”

I put my phone back. “Casie. She and Beth wants us to have dinner together at our regular.”

Nodding his head, his gaze turned back to the chromatic horizon.

After spending some more time talking and refreshing memories, we headed back to home. Once dropping him off, I turned the car around and drove to Nova’d Diner, where the girls were waiting for me.

But all the way, the only thing that consumed my mind was, Dad’s words. I knew he was right. I couldn’t let go of the past because I held grudges. Grudges against my sister, grudges against Ace, grudges against myself.

I could understand the reason I blamed Tess and myself, for being so naive. But Ace, he didn’t deserve my hatred. He’d never promised to take care of my heart that I’d blamed him to break it. But the heart couldn’t see anything else than its ache.

And it knew, it’d to hurt others if it wanted to prevent another ache. After talking to Tess last night, I decided to give us another chance. Maybe it was time to let go. Even if it was just a tiny step, but it was something. I couldn’t just hold over something that happened years ago.

And maybe, it wasn’t all I thought it was. Last night’s conversation flashed in my mind.

“Did you love him?”

Her eyes didn’t flicker as she answered, “No.”

“Then why did you do it? Why did you do it even after knowing that you’d be hurting me by doing that?” I asked, my voice was desperate.

A look of sorrow had covered her features. “I didn’t want to hurt you, Em. I’d never hurt my little sister like that, no matter how much we were different from each other.”

“Then why?”

She’d casted me a look of apology. “I’m sorry, Em. I can’t tell you why. But you will know, soon.”

that, just told me to think over

hiding? I didn’t

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you decided to forgive her?”

the fork into

Life is too short to hold grudges

things only sounds good in your stupid books. They’re not that brilliant in real life. Once a b***h, always

her to roll her eyes and taking a

something like that

heart says.” She wiggled in her seat. “Uh, now that you forgave Tess, will you consider to

guys, will you?” There was nothing to forgive Ace in the first place, but trying to get my relationship good with him meant sacrificing my heart again.

your wish didn’t get granted at all,” Casie

widened when I followed her

a gasp from Beth.

and a woman in her twenty something sat around the table. She sat right beside him, too close to just be

hand on his shoulder. And he

eyes set on her hand on his shoulder. Turning around, I gulped the lump down my

I thought he didn’t have any barbie in his life.” Casie

throwing

sorry, Em. I didn’t mean to…

don’t care if he is here or not, or whom he brought here. We’re here to enjoy our dinner, and we will just do that.” I

“You sure?” Beth whispered.

of spaghetti in my mouth, not wanting to give them

sent draggers at

and here I thought his sending you

friend. And after what he did and said at the race track, it

They look too cosy to

teeth. “I don’t care if they’re friends or not. Why should I anyway? It’s not that I’m

the food, I seemed to lose my appetite. Even if I didn’t want to, my

him and his hand patting hers. And my treacherous eyes stung,

outside, announcing

gaze. Her eyes widened slightly as she untangled her herself from him once she noticed the direction of my stare. But

why would he? It’s not that he really did care for you or he’d any soft corner

a sudden, I felt

up abruptly, grabbing my purse. Casie and Beth went to follow me but I stopped

guys finish your dinner. I’m done.” When they went to protest, I shook my head. “Don’t. I will see you guys later.

purse in a vice

to go away. I

as I stepped out of the exit, a shoulder bumped into

shoulder, his face morphed into concern.

him an answer, I moved away and walked

It’s raining!” he called out behind me,

of cold wind. Goosebumps rose across my arms as the water drops pricked my skin. But it didn’t stop me,

me, it didn’t make any sense. But it did bother me. It did bother me to see him with that girl even if I didn’t have any

like a b***h! And that’s what frustrated me. I didn’t

must’ve parked it in the parking lot. So ignoring the rain and

it’d take for me to get over him? What’d it take for my heart to heal the

pouring rain washed it

flash of blinding light fell onto my eyes, causing me to cover them with my hands. A shout of my name came with a screech of tires as a pair of strong

my gaze remained in no particular direction

is wrong with you! Where was your attention? You could’ve just died, G*d d**n it!” He shaking me

his lady love