The Silent Alpha (Natalia)

Chapter 22

Chapter 22: Rivers
***WARNING***

The following chapter contains a scene with self harm and abuse.

Reader discretion is advised, I will place (*) asterisk when the abuse self-harm begins for those of you who wish to Skip.

** ***Zane***

What are you so nervous about? Grayson mutters as we walk over to the main pack house, my legs barely able to drag me to our destination.

We need this training! What use is our gift if we can’t use it? I know he’s right but that doesn’t stop the fear somersaulting in my belly.

My father always said I was weak.

What if my power truly is weak and worthless? Then what? Then we learn to fight like any other f****”g mutt! Grayson growls in annoyance.

Talia and Agnes walk silently behind me, both equally nervous for our first day in our new assignments.

Kota appears to be the only one excited to visit the River Moon wolves.

To keep herself calm, Agnes holds her butterfly in her hand, the beautiful creature crawling along her finger and fluttering its wings.

She had kept it in her room since we arrived in River Moon and it seemed to give her comfort.

I would have to thank Salvador again for Talia fidgets with the sack lunch that I prepared for her this morning, wrinkling the paper bag with her fingers.

To my surprise, she took the lunch willingly and my heart only soared higher when I noticed she was still wearing the gold bracelet I gave her.

I just hope she will still be okay with me when she reads my note today.

Quit worrying.

We were smooth, Grayson grins We finally approach the pack house, Rosalie already waiting for us with her young pup cradled in her arms.

“Come with me Agnes,” She smiles warmly at her before turning to Talia and I.

“Aurora is in the entertainment room waiting for you.”

Talia and I exchange nervous glances and make our way to the entertainment room where we find Aurora sitting on the floor with her eyes closed, Oliver combing through her hair with tenderness, as if her hair were made of silk.

Evan sits on the couch, watching the two with friendly disgust while Rio sits lazily at his feet.

Oliver leans in close to his mate and kisses her temples, murmuring soothing words in her ears.

The Queen looks completely relaxed in his lap as he begins to gently braid her hair into one long french braid, her breaths slow and steady.

It almost feels wrong to watch such an intimate moment between two loving mates and I feel a pain in my heart.

Would Talia ever trust me enough to let me care for her as the Rio jumps up to greet Kota and the two roll around the floor playfully.

“Please sit,” Aurora says, her eyes fluttering open as Oliver ties up the braid.

Kota stops his play for a moment and we bow our heads in reverence to the timid Queen.

“My sister will be here soon for you, Talia.You can wait here while I take Zane to the training grounds.Kota can stay at the daycare or here with Rosalie and Agnes.It’s up to you and what you feel most comfortable with.”

“Here,” Talia replies almost immediately.

“H-here, please.” The Queen smiles brilliantly at her as she rises to her feet with Oliver’s help.

“Then it shall be so.” Oliver grabs his coat and car keys from the coffee table and prepares to take off.

“Be safe,” Oliver murmurs as he kisses his Queen on the cheek before he glares at me.

“If you hurt her, I will kill you.Understand?” he threatens, his voice a low growl.

I nod obediently, swallowing the lump in my throat.

Aurora rolls her eyes at her mate and pacifies him with a kiss.

“No you will not,” she chuckles.

“You cannot heal on your own,” he argues.

“If he hurts you during training-”

“Then I will heal her,” a woman’s voice calls out from behind us.

“So go huff and puff somewhere else and let my sister train in. We all turn around to the source of the voice and find a small woman identical to Queen Aurora standing by the door.

The only difference between the two appears to be their eyes, with this woman’s eyes being silvery grey while Aurora’s are a golden honey color.

Aurora wastes no time running towards the woman, embracing her in a tight hug.

“You literally see each other every f*****g day,”

Evan exasperates, Oliver rolling his eyes at the gamma wolf.

The small woman lifts her middle finger up at Evan, Aurora giggling hysterically.

Celina,” She says as

is more

sticking her tongue

Satan’s spawn, then what are

a bored look on her face, Talia snorting as she tries to hold back her

where’s this Talia chick? I’m running late, so

and Celina looks her up and down as if assessing

she says, stepping closer to Talia, Aurora giving her sister a warning

worked too

in Celina’s silver irises as she scowls

f*****g attitude,” she

our girls have gone through far worse.They need someone who won’t flinch away from them or look at them like they’re maggots.They’re broken and they need help.I’m not taking

Celina’s face as she crosses

Talia nods, never once flinching from the

but Talia remains

turns to her sister and

head disapprovingly at her sister

“She didn’t mean that.”

I most definitely did,” her sister shrugs

go.We have a long

before I even blink an eye, the two women vanish into thin air wrapping his arms

be back later

her knees and speaking in a soothing tone to the

and play

to Rosalie’s office before the three of us walk to the training

gifts so

worry” Aurora reassures as we arrive to

all about exploring your ability and helping you figure out exactly what

with all of the equipment stored away and all

in peace,” she smiles sheepishly as she leads

an audience

“Evan can leave too.”

he replies, sitting down

heaves a heavy sigh and rolls her

can do.” I remain frozen in place, unsure

can be a little scary at first.It’s a

sitting down and patting the ground in front

I ask as I take a seat

your walls,” she says, her eyes scanning me

usually make my way into a person’s thoughts and their memories without them noticing but it wasn’t so easy getting into your head.It was like there was this massive force

a little push but you felt me enter your memories …didn’t you?” I nod, remembering the pinch

you with

No, Grayson snarls.

until Talia came into the picture

you didn’t help!

didn’t trust me! Aurora

each other.This just means you both need to learn to work together.Let’s furrow my

I

“No, she chuckles softly.”

made our connection.I’m inside your head.Now I want you

I ask, growing nervous with hurting her as I remember all the failed attempts I had made on

catatonic state for hours after my attempts of reading her mind on purpose.I couldn’t do that to the

cut our connection and is now expecting me to make contact but she

a small ball of fire forms inside

a lot of fears,

dangerous.Fear and anger make you irrational….they make you

if to demonstrate, the flames in her palm grow bigger

letting your fears get the best of you,” She adds, the violet flame

can manipulate the fire element but it is very difficult to control.My flames are fueled by my emotions and if I let them get the

principle for you if you ever want to control your gift.You need to learn to let go of your fears and trust

don’t know if I can do

a

connection with your mate, Grayson seeks a connection with you.” I don’t like him, Grayson

He’s an i**”t.

Aurora frowns at me.

his trust by belittling him, “she

fear more ashamed of himself than he already is, Wolf You know his

help? No! He put me in a corner and forced me to watch him suffer! I could feel the hurt in his voice as he growled

even like myself…” I

like me either or want to help…so I thought it was better to put

doesn’t reply, wallowing in his

look Aurora in the eyes but she suddenly moves closer to me and holds my wrists

matter how much you hurt him.He is part of your soul.” I pull at the

else to do ….I whisper.I’m sorry too, hesighs.I should

is good, ”

to enter my head.I’ll put my walls down to

do I enter your mind? ” I ask, looking over at Evan

hurt them. ” Aurora

of thoughts as

them are flowing at different speeds and currents and unfortunately, they are all

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