The Silent Alpha (Natalia)

Natalia*** Four Years Ago…. 

Up until this morning, my life had been quite simple. I was the Alpha’s human mate. I was his Luna. I was his wife. And then, in a blink of an eye, I was nothing…

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A surge of pain ripples from my abdomen as I wait for the doctor to return with my test results. I’ve been getting these pains a lot recently and they are starting to freak me out. Doctor Lila said it was all in my head, that I was simply putting too much pressure on myself to get pregnant.

She couldn’t have been more wrong.

I grip the edge of the table, whimpering to myself as I let the pain roll through on its own. The walls feel as though they are closing in on me at the thought of receiving another negative test result. Christian and I had been trying for several months now and I could feel it driving a wedge between us. He was colder, distant. I knew how much he wanted a son and it hurt to know I was failing so miserably to make him happy.

The door swings open and I nearly fall off the table from the fright of the sound. Doctor Lila offers me a warm smile, rubbing some hand sanitizer on her hands as she settles down on her chair. I could hear my heart pounding against my ribcage at an unnatural speed as I wait for her to speak.

“Just breathe, Luna,” she smiles, inhaling slowly with me and reaching for my hands.

My hands were trembling but I manage to calm down. Doctor Lila’s smile deepens.

“Congratulations, Luna,” she says, placing her hand on my tummy. “You’re carrying our little Alpha in there.”

My heart skips a beat as I process the news.

I’m pregnant! Oh my gosh, I’m pregnant!

“H-how far along?” I whisper, barely able to string together a sentence from holding back the sob in my throat.

“Well, let’s find out, shall we?” she smiles, pulling the ultrasound machine out and squirting cold gel on my belly.

Butterflies dance in my stomach as I stare at the screen, unable to read the images but hoping somewhere in that black and white mess my little Alpha would show up.

“Well, I’d say from the looks of it, about four weeks, which means we have to start your prep immediately, Luna,” she says sternly, handing me some documents. “A werewolf pregnancy is very dangerous for a human. We’ll have to take extra precautions.”

She wipes the gel off my stomach and gives me a crash course on what to expect and prescribes me a full regime of prenatal care.

I rub my belly the entire ride home, still on cloud nine from the news. I couldn’t wait to tell Christian. He was going to be so happy about this. As I pull up to the pack house, the pain once again returns and I sit still in the car for a minute to let it pass, clenching my teeth together to keep from screaming.

Slowly, I drag myself out of the car and through the front door of the house. I’m usually met with several omegas eager to take my things, but the house was eerily quiet and empty. I don’t have time to question it when a burning sensation spreads across my chest, making every breath I take unbearable. I couldn’t scream even if I wanted to, my lungs on fire.

I climb up the stairs to the second floor, looking forward to lying down and resting. My every step is more difficult than the last as the pain intensifies, a thousand tiny needles piercing through my stomach. From where I stood at the top of the stairs, I could see the door to my room slightly cracked open, a strange muffled sound coming from within.

As I inch closer, an unmistakable scene unfolds before me, my blood boiling at the sight.

Peeking through the door, I see my sister, Vanessa, riding my husband, a look of sheer delight on the contorted features of her face.

Ah! Ah! Christian!” She moans, eagerly bouncing up and

her bare breasts in his hand as he moves her

begs. “I’ll give you the pup you deserve. I’ll be

over, forcing her up on her knees so that her ass was on

reply. “Give. Me. A. Pup.” he pants between thrusts, Vanessa’s moans growing louder

pain reaches a crescendo as I watch him empty his seed inside her and I place my hand over my mouth

I’ll make you my Luna,”

my ears. I nearly sprint out of the house, still clutching my pregnancy test in my

my mate, my gamma, the doctor, the other she-wolves and the omegas, all of them had told me it was all in my head. That I was

kept it from me, to mock me for being so absolutely clueless. I had been so stupid to believe any of them ever cared about me. Wolves only care about

other than my own sister, my own blood. I had brought Vanessa to our pack after I mated with Christian. She had known Christian before I had and it was she who introduced us

After today, we

I was truly a pitiful sight and I was suddenly grateful Jordan, my gamma, was busy leading a training session today. I needed to be alone and I knew if he saw me like this, he’d

into my car, wiping the tears on my

while I was human; I had done everything that had been asked of me. I was the calm to Christian’s anger. I was the mother everyone turned to in crisis. I was the woman who held this pack together when Christian and his beta, Derek, were away. I had been a good Luna… and I did not deserve

tapping my steering wheel.

to start the car again when I catch a glimpse of my pregnancy test I had tossed in the passenger seat. I look down at my flat stomach and realize no one beside Doctor Lila and

Ever. But I knew Christian would never let me go if he knew

two hours formulating my plan. I scour the web for fertility tests, recreating my own version with which to trick Christian. If he thought I could not give him a child, he would easily seek

a Spirit Witch divide our mated souls or (2) Get the approval

test, not willing to leave evidence behind. I knew Doctor Lila could out me anytime now so

take my things. It takes everything in me not to scream at them for betraying me but instead I force

they don’t even notice my arrival and I stare at them, completely bewildered by what I see.

couldn’t help but wonder how it was that I never noticed their

and both get to their feet to greet me. I offer a small smile, tucking away my disgust for

pulls out my chair for me, a look of concern swimming in

I sit down in

he was concerned about. He didn’t actually care about my well being. In fact, he probably knew of Christian’s betrayal and while he had sworn to protect me, his loyalty belonged

innocently at him, waving him away so he can take his seat

not convinced, but I didn’t care and focus instead on

reaches for my hand to kiss it. I flinch at his touch and he gives me a puzzled

his head to the side

the pain,” I smile, picking

always complaining. How many times do we have to tell you, it’s all

my fork in my hands and force a smile at him, hiding the sadness in my heart that only seemed to

continuing to pick at

awkward silence settles in the room as we all try to eat. I focus on the vegetables on my plate and force myself to