The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin 17. My Demons
SKYLA.
As the door shuts behind him, my small smirk fades away, and I look around the cottage. That cosy touch feels empty… My stomach drops, guilt filling me, followed by a void, one so deep it almost hurts to
breathe. This is the part I hate the most; I know my flaws… I know when I’m fucking up but it doesn’t stop me from self- sabotaging everything. Even then, it’s easier to identify my flaws and another thing entirely trying to move away from them. 1
Breaking a cycle that, for a fleeting moment, fills that emptiness, is hard. I live in those moments… It offers me temporary relief, a distraction I really need from the constant war that wages in my mind. But it always comes to an end and then it all sinks in, knowing I fucked up. But deep down I know I’ll do it all over again, because I need that,
those small moments of reprieve they offer
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Picking up my phone, I unlock it and click on the chat app. It’s instinctual, another bad habit of mine that I’ve picked up recently. It
has become a part of my routine… One I
always knew would probably end in disappointment, yet still, I check my
messages anyway.
Still nothing.
Sighing heavily, I stare unseeingly at the
screen.
I can still feel his touch on my body, and I
don’t know how to feel about it. In the
moment everything feels good, but then… now, I feel hollow. Moving toward the front door, I can still smell his scent clinging to me, to this place…. 1
Locking the door, I sigh, resting my forehead against the wood before I slowly
turn and head to the bedroom. A place that
still smells of him and sex… It’s like I can’t
escape him, escape what I did. I messed up and once Royce finds out…
I sigh heavily, feeling sick with guilt and I
turn away, shutting the door, hoping hist scent won’t linger too long.
“Meow?”
Malevolent’s whine draws my attention to
her, and I smile softly as I crouch down and
scoop her into my arms. “Come on, little
one.” I whisper, nuzzling my nose into her
neck. She’s my forever one.
Nothing helps, nothing ever helps.
Royce’s words fill my mind. ‘You’re worth
than a one-night hook-up…’ Why
sting so
he
be able to go back
the
cradling Malevolent to my
the ceiling, and watch the shadowy
reflect. I’m in the dark, and the curtains are open, but
I
casual hook-ups aren’t
at the school? Usually, I am not that
getting to me… Yeah, I’m not making sense. Was I trying to
makes me a bitch,
for his brother.
Nicely played Sky…
out, I bet he’ll be disgusted that I bounced from
the other
Nice work.
my side, I run
my hair, breathing deeply,
than to hurt
to scream, and cry, the guilt and hollowness seeping
can I
People think I’m a fucking
I’m tough and
but no one sees the
in a deep breath, I flex my fingers, trying to rid the
void so big
and
you want
both threatening to take over,
havoc and
me, or
feel something other than empty,
of the sofa, trying to regain myself. Even if I agreed to a casual thing, I can’t let it happen again even if he was pretty good in bed or if he gave me an incredible orgasm… I can’t… not with him. It’s
I know I’ll fuck up again. I always
at
if I’m betraying him, but he’s the one refusing to talk to me… but does it even matter? It’s not like we
couple-
His ex. Fuck!
my heart thundering, and I wonder if something
together again.
I should be happy
he
with me… and stop
You’re overthinking Sky, chill.
anger and frustration rising, and my claws
Fuck calm down…
she knows to move away when I lose control. My heart thunders and right now, I can’t lose control. I hate how I have empty blanks in my memory whenever I completely spiral. What if I do
phone in the process; it hits the floor, but I don’t care. I can
grab one of the vials of serum with shaking hands and bite off the lid, my eyes blazing, my aura raging around me
on me to mask my aura, are not enough right now.
as my Lycan
I win and gulp it down. Pain. rips through me and I scream in agony as it cripples me, making me fall to my knees. The poison bleeding through me, setting my blood on fire,
within me. 4
my head will burst as I
but I can’t
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