The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin 17. My Demons
SKYLA.
As the door shuts behind him, my small smirk fades away, and I look around the cottage. That cosy touch feels empty… My stomach drops, guilt filling me, followed by a void, one so deep it almost hurts to
breathe. This is the part I hate the most; I know my flaws… I know when I’m fucking up but it doesn’t stop me from self- sabotaging everything. Even then, it’s easier to identify my flaws and another thing entirely trying to move away from them. 1
Breaking a cycle that, for a fleeting moment, fills that emptiness, is hard. I live in those moments… It offers me temporary relief, a distraction I really need from the constant war that wages in my mind. But it always comes to an end and then it all sinks in, knowing I fucked up. But deep down I know I’ll do it all over again, because I need that,
those small moments of reprieve they offer
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Picking up my phone, I unlock it and click on the chat app. It’s instinctual, another bad habit of mine that I’ve picked up recently. It
has become a part of my routine… One I
always knew would probably end in disappointment, yet still, I check my
messages anyway.
Still nothing.
Sighing heavily, I stare unseeingly at the
screen.
I can still feel his touch on my body, and I
don’t know how to feel about it. In the
moment everything feels good, but then… now, I feel hollow. Moving toward the front door, I can still smell his scent clinging to me, to this place…. 1
Locking the door, I sigh, resting my forehead against the wood before I slowly
turn and head to the bedroom. A place that
still smells of him and sex… It’s like I can’t
escape him, escape what I did. I messed up and once Royce finds out…
I sigh heavily, feeling sick with guilt and I
turn away, shutting the door, hoping hist scent won’t linger too long.
“Meow?”
Malevolent’s whine draws my attention to
her, and I smile softly as I crouch down and
scoop her into my arms. “Come on, little
one.” I whisper, nuzzling my nose into her
neck. She’s my forever one.
Nothing helps, nothing ever helps.
Royce’s words fill my mind. ‘You’re worth
than a one-night
so much
shake my head; he
I won’t be able to go back to
head to the lounge
Malevolent to my chest.
up, staring at the ceiling, and watch the shadowy patterns of the
the window reflect. I’m in the dark, and the curtains are
I
casual hook-ups aren’t
know and is a teacher at the school? Usually, I am not that foolish, nothing
getting to me… Yeah, I’m not making sense. Was I
and I know it makes me a bitch, but if I couldn’t have Royce,
for his brother.
Nicely played Sky…
me. If Royce finds out, I bet he’ll be disgusted that
other
Nice work.
side, I run
my hair, breathing deeply,
than
cry, the guilt and hollowness seeping
can I always
People think I’m a fucking
I’m tough
one sees the fucked
I flex my fingers, trying
a void
into it and never
where you want to
cry, both threatening to take over,
wreak havoc and destroy
or even…
something other than empty, angry or out
if I agreed to a casual thing, I can’t let it happen again even if he was pretty good in bed or if he gave me an incredible orgasm… I can’t… not with him. It’s wrong on so
down, I know I’ll fuck
stare at
to talk to me… but does it even
couple-
His ex. Fuck!
my heart thundering, and
together again.
thought hurts, but I
he needed to
and stop talking to
You’re overthinking Sky, chill.
and frustration rising,
Fuck calm down…
control. My heart thunders and right now, I can’t lose control. I hate how I have empty blanks
chest drawer, I scramble around, dropping my phone in the process; it hits the floor, but I don’t care. I
vials of serum with shaking hands and bite off the lid, my eyes blazing, my aura raging around me so powerfully that even the spells Delsanra and Raihana, two
to mask my aura,
Lycan tries
gulp it down. Pain. rips through me and I scream in agony as it cripples me, making me fall to my knees. The poison bleeding through me, setting my blood on fire, as it eats away at the
within me. 4
sting and it feels like my head will burst as
wood but I
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