The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin 17. My Demons
SKYLA.
As the door shuts behind him, my small smirk fades away, and I look around the cottage. That cosy touch feels empty… My stomach drops, guilt filling me, followed by a void, one so deep it almost hurts to
breathe. This is the part I hate the most; I know my flaws… I know when I’m fucking up but it doesn’t stop me from self- sabotaging everything. Even then, it’s easier to identify my flaws and another thing entirely trying to move away from them. 1
Breaking a cycle that, for a fleeting moment, fills that emptiness, is hard. I live in those moments… It offers me temporary relief, a distraction I really need from the constant war that wages in my mind. But it always comes to an end and then it all sinks in, knowing I fucked up. But deep down I know I’ll do it all over again, because I need that,
those small moments of reprieve they offer
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Picking up my phone, I unlock it and click on the chat app. It’s instinctual, another bad habit of mine that I’ve picked up recently. It
has become a part of my routine… One I
always knew would probably end in disappointment, yet still, I check my
messages anyway.
Still nothing.
Sighing heavily, I stare unseeingly at the
screen.
I can still feel his touch on my body, and I
don’t know how to feel about it. In the
moment everything feels good, but then… now, I feel hollow. Moving toward the front door, I can still smell his scent clinging to me, to this place…. 1
Locking the door, I sigh, resting my forehead against the wood before I slowly
turn and head to the bedroom. A place that
still smells of him and sex… It’s like I can’t
escape him, escape what I did. I messed up and once Royce finds out…
I sigh heavily, feeling sick with guilt and I
turn away, shutting the door, hoping hist scent won’t linger too long.
“Meow?”
Malevolent’s whine draws my attention to
her, and I smile softly as I crouch down and
scoop her into my arms. “Come on, little
one.” I whisper, nuzzling my nose into her
neck. She’s my forever one.
Nothing helps, nothing ever helps.
Royce’s words fill my mind. ‘You’re worth
one-night hook-up…’
so much
shake my head; he just
able
to the lounge and
cradling Malevolent to
watch the
curtains are open, but I have no energy to get up and close
I do
casual hook-ups
and is a teacher at the
I wanted Royce, and his refusal was getting to me…
I know it makes me a bitch,
for his brother.
Nicely played Sky…
out, I bet
to the other
Nice work.
side, I
hair, breathing deeply,
than to hurt
and cry, the
can I always be
I’m a fucking
I’m tough and
have… but no one sees the fucked up shit inside my head…
a deep breath, I flex my fingers, trying
void so big
it and never
where you want to
threatening to take
havoc and
or even… destroy
want to feel something other than
thing, I can’t let it happen again even if he
down, I know I’ll
stare at
if I’m betraying him, but he’s the one refusing to
couple-
His ex. Fuck!
jolt upright, my heart thundering, and I
together again.
but I should
doesn’t mean he needed to
with me… and stop
You’re overthinking Sky, chill.
my anger and frustration rising,
Fuck calm down…
and right now, I can’t lose control. I hate how I have empty blanks
to the bedroom. Pulling open my top chest drawer, I scramble around, dropping my phone in the process; it hits the floor, but I
and bite off the lid, my eyes blazing, my aura raging around me so powerfully that even the spells Delsanra and Raihana, two of the most powerful
my aura, are not enough
Lycan tries to
scream in agony as it cripples me, making me fall to my knees. The poison bleeding through me, setting my blood on fire, as it eats away at the
within me. 4
like my head will burst as I grab
but I can’t
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