Chapter 13

I sigh and drop my head back on my pillow as I finish my sandwich, curling up tight and pressing my eyes shut, going over every moment of my conversation with Luca in my

head.

Thinking about his handsome face, the way his eyes fell to my mouth, the ran down his spine —

The fact that I did that to him…

This is…

I sigh, feeling suddenly overwhelmed.

Because this is getting into some dangerous grounds, isn’t it?

way

the shiver

Some wonderful grounds, my wolf corrects, curling into a little crescent and tucking her nose warmly beneath the edge of her tail. Sneak back over – let’s see if we can make him go all shivery again!

No, I growl inwardly, shaking my head. Because as much as I’m completely distracted and fascinated by my new connections, I have to resist the urge to explore them right now. There’s far too much at stake –

If I let Luca or Jackson in too much, I could get caught and then I risk losing my shot at trying myself in the Academy and I’ll risk having to go home and fulfill my promise to marry Prince Edward. As much as I’m intrigued…

I have to keep my distance. Which means doing my best to avoid my mates during the two weeks of candidacy.

I can do that, right? Mates are forever – I will have time to explore my connections with them later, and right now I need to turn my mind to other things.

I can do this, I tell myself with a steady nod, my eyes still pressed shut.

No you can’t, my wolf sighs sleepily, closing her eyes.

But I just ignore her, determined, and steady my breathing, willing myself to fall asleep.

When a hand shakes my arm the next morning, I gasp awake out of a much–needed deep.

in

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dreamless sleep.

at me from his perch on the side of my bed. “Time to get

here are a mess of noise, all the candidates getting ready at once.

whispers, hopping silently down from the side of the bed. “We’re going

god,” I sigh, but I pull my blankets off and hop down softly, taking note of the single finger pressed to

we’re going

for our morning ablutions and then out the door of the barracks. As we pass my bunk I smile at

choice but to be able to sleep through a

around my shoulders as we walk out into the dawn light, the fresh morning air bracing as the door shuts behind us. But as we start to walk, I glance back at

aren’t there any guards?” I ask, confused. “Like, why are we able

around happily at the pretty morning as we start out on a dirt track that leads towards the hills. “Candidates are all here voluntarily and they’re all determined to hold themselves to the rules. Because the school is going to cut the bottom 20% anyway, there’s no reason to stop candidates who want to take

just come and go

run. Which is what we’re doing.” He gives me a wink and a little squeeze around the

jaw drops open before I scowl at him. “You said

the track at

hurry to catch up with my cousin, who I know is only doing this for my benefit anyway. I really do need to

as he puts me through my paces, making me stay by his side until I’m panting for air while he, infuriatingly, barely breaks a sweat. When we get to the top of a hill he signals to me to take a break and I

are you so much fitter than me,” I gasp,

and I for this since we were kids.” He takes a deep breath, looking out over the gorgeous, hazy

crap, you know.” I say, crossing my arms and shaking my head, aware that my angry thoughts are in contrast to such a beautiful landscape. “I hate that you and Rafe got to become bastions of athletic prowess and I got to train to be a perfect wife and Queen.” I cross my arms, bitter as I stare out at the beautiful view. “A whole lot of good it did me,

that engagement, Ari,” Jesse says gently, letting me have my bitterness while still pointing out the truth. “That was all you. Mom was pissed

ask, my eyes wide.

the hell would we let you go into a marriage that we knew would fail? But Aunt Ella said you had to be free to make your own choices.”

him, baffled by this. “So, you knew the whole time too? And wait – they had this conversation in

hand through his

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a little bit.”

but laughing as I do. Jesse –

trained your whole life to be a Queen, and it didn’t work out in that way, but the fact that your mate is here? Training for the Academy at the same time you are?” he shrugs and grins at me, a little baffled. “Honestly, I think it sounds a little bit like fate – like you’re meant to

I whisper, nodding with him. “It

shaking his head a little at our inside joke of calling an all–powerful moon goddess “grandma.”

surprised to hear him use my full name in such serious tones. I raise my eyebrows, inviting him to say what

no right to tell you what to do, and that you’ve already got an overprotective big brother to play this role. But…” he

a

mate – he hasn’t figured

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