Chapter 13

I sigh and drop my head back on my pillow as I finish my sandwich, curling up tight and pressing my eyes shut, going over every moment of my conversation with Luca in my

head.

Thinking about his handsome face, the way his eyes fell to my mouth, the ran down his spine —

The fact that I did that to him…

This is…

I sigh, feeling suddenly overwhelmed.

Because this is getting into some dangerous grounds, isn’t it?

way

the shiver

Some wonderful grounds, my wolf corrects, curling into a little crescent and tucking her nose warmly beneath the edge of her tail. Sneak back over – let’s see if we can make him go all shivery again!

No, I growl inwardly, shaking my head. Because as much as I’m completely distracted and fascinated by my new connections, I have to resist the urge to explore them right now. There’s far too much at stake –

If I let Luca or Jackson in too much, I could get caught and then I risk losing my shot at trying myself in the Academy and I’ll risk having to go home and fulfill my promise to marry Prince Edward. As much as I’m intrigued…

I have to keep my distance. Which means doing my best to avoid my mates during the two weeks of candidacy.

I can do that, right? Mates are forever – I will have time to explore my connections with them later, and right now I need to turn my mind to other things.

I can do this, I tell myself with a steady nod, my eyes still pressed shut.

No you can’t, my wolf sighs sleepily, closing her eyes.

But I just ignore her, determined, and steady my breathing, willing myself to fall asleep.

When a hand shakes my arm the next morning, I gasp awake out of a much–needed deep.

in

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dreamless sleep.

perch on

all the candidates getting ready at once. I sit up

of the bed. “We’re going for a walk and

hop down softly, taking note of the single finger pressed to Jesse’s lips as he glances towards the

one thing we’re going to be talking about.

I sneak quietly to the bathroom for our morning ablutions and then out the door of

wasn’t much choice but to be able to sleep through a

door to the barracks and slips a friendly arm around my shoulders as we walk out into the dawn light, the fresh morning air bracing

confused. “Like, why are we able to just walk in and out

all here voluntarily and they’re all determined to

can just come and go at will?”

down at me and shrugs. “Some cadets like to go for an early morning run. Which is what we’re doing.” He gives me a wink and a little squeeze around the

scowl at him. “You said walk!”

on the track at a gentle jog. “Come on! You need to keep up!”

with my cousin, who I know is only doing this for my benefit anyway.

in silence for a long while as he puts me through my paces, making me stay by his side until I’m panting for air while he, infuriatingly, barely breaks a sweat. When we get to the top of a hill he signals to me to take a break and I put my hands on my

are you so much fitter than me,” I gasp, glaring at him. “I do…ballet. I do sports!”

out over the gorgeous, hazy countryside with a smile. I follow his gaze as my breathing comes easier, likewise admiring the

know.” I say, crossing my arms and shaking my head, aware that my angry thoughts are in contrast to such a beautiful landscape. “I hate that you and Rafe got to become bastions of athletic prowess and I got to train to be a perfect wife and Queen.” I cross my arms, bitter as I stare out

one forced you into that engagement, Ari,” Jesse says gently, letting me have my bitterness while still pointing out the truth. “That was all you. Mom was pissed as hell when

my eyes

me. “Yeah, she said that she had seen your future at your moonlight baptism and that guy was not your mate – so why the hell would we let you go into a marriage that we knew would fail? But Aunt Ella said you had to be free to make your own choices.”

this. “So, you knew the whole time too? And wait – they had this conversation in front

and runs his hand through his hair. “I may have been

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a little bit.”

I shout, reaching out to smack him but laughing as I do. Jesse – he’s always been good at being sneaky.

that way, but the fact that your mate is here? Training

know,” I whisper, nodding with him. “It feels like…grandma has a hand in

his head a little at our inside joke of calling

Jesse says, and I turn to him, a little surprised to hear him use my full name in such serious tones. I raise my eyebrows, inviting him to say what

have no right to tell you what to do, and that you’ve already got an overprotective big brother to play this role. But…” he hesitates and I step closer, wanting to hear what he has to say.

I ask, a little confused.

hasn’t figured out who you are yet,

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