Chapter 13

I sigh and drop my head back on my pillow as I finish my sandwich, curling up tight and pressing my eyes shut, going over every moment of my conversation with Luca in my

head.

Thinking about his handsome face, the way his eyes fell to my mouth, the ran down his spine —

The fact that I did that to him…

This is…

I sigh, feeling suddenly overwhelmed.

Because this is getting into some dangerous grounds, isn’t it?

way

the shiver

Some wonderful grounds, my wolf corrects, curling into a little crescent and tucking her nose warmly beneath the edge of her tail. Sneak back over – let’s see if we can make him go all shivery again!

No, I growl inwardly, shaking my head. Because as much as I’m completely distracted and fascinated by my new connections, I have to resist the urge to explore them right now. There’s far too much at stake –

If I let Luca or Jackson in too much, I could get caught and then I risk losing my shot at trying myself in the Academy and I’ll risk having to go home and fulfill my promise to marry Prince Edward. As much as I’m intrigued…

I have to keep my distance. Which means doing my best to avoid my mates during the two weeks of candidacy.

I can do that, right? Mates are forever – I will have time to explore my connections with them later, and right now I need to turn my mind to other things.

I can do this, I tell myself with a steady nod, my eyes still pressed shut.

No you can’t, my wolf sighs sleepily, closing her eyes.

But I just ignore her, determined, and steady my breathing, willing myself to fall asleep.

When a hand shakes my arm the next morning, I gasp awake out of a much–needed deep.

in

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dreamless sleep.

Jesse says quietly, grinning down at me from his perch on the side of my bed.

of noise, all the candidates getting ready at once. I sit up and look around, realizing that

down from the side of the

pressed to Jesse’s lips as he

we’re going to be talking

Jesse and I sneak quietly to the bathroom for our morning ablutions and then out the door of the barracks. As we pass my bunk I smile at my brother’s sleeping form, grateful again that

big crazy family there wasn’t much choice but to be able to sleep through a great deal of

the barracks and slips a friendly arm around my shoulders as we walk out into the dawn light, the fresh morning air bracing as the door shuts behind us. But

why are we

all determined to hold themselves to the rules. Because the school is going to cut the bottom

just come and go at will?”

is what we’re doing.” He gives me a wink and a little

drops open before I scowl at him. “You said walk!”

and starting off on the track at

with my cousin, who I know is only doing this for my benefit anyway. I really do

puts me through my paces, making me stay by his side until I’m panting for air while he, infuriatingly, barely breaks a sweat. When we get to the top of a hill he signals to me to take a break and I put my hands on my knees,

so much fitter than me,” I gasp, glaring at

deep breath, looking out over the gorgeous, hazy countryside with a

are in contrast to such a beautiful landscape. “I hate that you and Rafe got to become bastions of athletic prowess and I got to train to be a perfect wife

says gently, letting me have my bitterness while still pointing out the

ask, my eyes wide.

that guy was not your mate – so why the hell would we let you go into a marriage that we knew would fail? But Aunt

head to stare at him, baffled by this. “So, you knew the whole time too? And wait – they had this conversation in front

and runs his hand through his hair. “I may

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a little bit.”

shout, reaching out to smack him but laughing as I do. Jesse – he’s always been good at being

dodges my hand, still smiling at me. “You trained your whole life to be a Queen, and it didn’t work out in that way, but the fact that your mate is here? Training for the Academy at the same

“It feels like…grandma has a

his head a little at our inside joke of calling an all–powerful moon goddess “grandma.”

to him, a little surprised to hear him use my full name in such serious tones. I raise my eyebrows, inviting him to say what he

hand on my shoulder. “I get that you’re a big girl now, and that I have no right to tell you what to do, and that you’ve already got an overprotective big brother to play this role.

ask, a little

mate – he hasn’t figured out

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