The next two hours are…an education in boy world. I sit perched up on my bunk, staring around in awe. This room has more than a hundred boys in it right now, and we’ll all be sleeping in here together through candidacy. When that’s done, if we make it, we’ll move up to the castle to more private dorms.

But seriously? Until then? I’m kind of…thrilled.

The atmosphere here – it’s totally different than anything I’ve ever experienced. There’s a great deal of shouting and laughter, and two fist fights have already broken out, along with quite a few arm-wrestling matches.

Girls? We’d all be simpering and sizing each other up. Guys? They just clasp hands and smack each other on the back, instant friends.

But then a boy walks by in his underwear – which I’m not complaining about in itself – but my eyes go wide with shock when he just blatantly, casually dips a hand into his boxers and scratches his balls –

“So, what do you think, cousin,” Jesse says, making me jump as he pops up at my side, standing on Rafe’s bunk and using the leverage to hook his arms over the edge of mine, grinning at me. “Regretting your choices yet?”

“Boys are…” I whisper, still looking around with awe, “a completely different species.”

“I think our prim little Princess likes it,” Jesse says with a laugh, observing my fascination.

I laugh too and lift a finger to my lips. “Don’t tell Rafe,” I whisper, knowing my brother – like my dad – is crazy over-protective.

“Your secret is safe with me,” Jesse whispers back, giving me a wink. “Just…try to look more boyish, all right? You’re sitting up there like a pretty little barn owl, staring around with those big eyes.”

I gasp a little, realizing that he’s probably right. I hunch my back a little, unfolding my legs so that I’m not so prim. “Is this better?” I murmur, pitching my voice lower and laughing because I feel ridiculous.

“Just scratch your ass a little more around people,” Jesse suggests with a grin, “let people see you burp.”

I glare at

and then holds out his arm to me, wrist up. “Here,” he says.

he has some little present hidden in his fist.

beckons me closer. I lean towards him and, lightening quick, Jesse wipes his wrist across both sides of my neck and then across my own

that for?” I

marking,” he replies in a whisper. “Sometimes you smell like a girl. This will disguise it a little,

I just smell like you?” I ask,

replies. “No one will notice or

then I lean back in my bunk as Jesse jumps down and goes to talk to a light-haired boy who has just come to introduce himself to Rafe. I didn’t even think about smelling like a girl – what else is going to give

watching them, studying how they move so I can move like that and start to blend in. I can’t even really keep track of which one is which as they

is why it is so incredibly disconcerting when I find my head snapping to

most amazing scent that has

leaps inside me, which is itself shocking – she’s usually so calm that I sometimes forget she’s there

commands, instantly starting to prowl, go find it – you have

suddenly a little freaked out. But then I lift my nose and almost moan aloud when I smell it again – that incredible, amazing

– all of my goals, all of my dreams – just wipes them away in the singular pursuit of it,

wolf howls, lifting her nose to the sky and singing the word, her feet dancing. Go! Get up! Go and

back against my pillows because I know it now – know it for certain in my

frantic, something…something else crosses

have to press my eyes shut against the

something else snaps within me, shaking me to the core, so much so that my shoulders start to tremble with

still there

still there, both bonds now calling to me, urging me to run

gravity reorients itself in two directions, trying to point both north and south at the same time, my

raise my hands to my temples and give another

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