The Female Alpha’s Sanctuary

Chapter 6

Chapter 6
“Understand that this isn’t a request. I I love your sister. I’m sorry, I’m sorry the Moon Goddess made the mistake of pairing us together, but I can’t abandon her. She’s my life. Bond or no bond, she is who I choose. You have to accept that, I won’t let some bond dictate what I will and won’t have in my life. I wish it could’ve been any other way, but ”
He swallowed,
“This is how it has to be.”
He looked almost sympath etic. The initial anger and disgust in his eyes softening to mere sadness.
I was the charity case in his eyes.
He was definitely hurting internally, but it wasn’t in full effect. I glanced at their clasped hands. He had support. He had someone steadying him by his side even if his wolf was howling in the worst kind of agony. In some way, Landon and Hestia’s wolves formed some type of companionship. Never passing the boundary of a platonic relationship because they could only ever feel that way for their mates, but it was to the point that they’d receive a sort of comfort from each other’s touches.
The kind of comfort I would’ve gotten from Hestia.

The family kind.
But I had no one.
“What about me?”
I asked quietly. The tears trailed down my cheeks. I didn’t bother wipe them away when I knew they’d just keep coming. I didn’t care if it made me look weak. I didn’t care if the whole Pack saw this. My heart was bleeding from inside out and the only form of consolation I had was to let it go. The sister who would comfort me was the reason this was happening.
“You have Hestia, but what about me? I didn’t do anything. I- I’m being forced to watch you two stay together while I can’t find my happiness. You say you don’t want the bond to take control, but ”
I suc ked in a shaky breath,
“Why do I have to get punished? Why are you punishing me for something out of my control? You may not want a mate but I do. Wolves only get one mate, Landon. No wolf can ever be truly complete without their other half. I only ever wanted my mate. Who will I have if not you?”
My voice cracked at the end. The strength that held me up slowly leaving me. I felt so weakened. So drained both emotionally and physically. I could feel our bond pri ck with waves of discomfort and despair. Landon’s eyes closed for a brief second before he pried them open. They were hardened, glossed over with certitude. I begged the Goddess above for him to give me a chance. Path etic as it was, he was my future. The future I wanted so desperately. Even if it made me look like the bad guy, I wanted to have him. Even if I looked like a fo ol chasing after him.
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