The Dark Side of Fate

07 Surrender To Live

~Tamia~

“No need,” I replied, and he walked to me and looked into my eyes. I knew he was hurting, but his pain was nothing

compared to mine.

He was the one on the gaining side.

“I can’t let go, Tamia,” he said and placed his hands gently on my shoulders.

“It is normal to give up on a situation and someone you don’t understand, Tamia. I understand your anger and why you will flirt with Devin. I know you have a strong reason to give up on us, but I am asking you to give me a chance. I know we can make this work. I am willing to do anything for you, Tamia. I know I am

wrong, but tell me what to do to keep you.

I will do anything to keep you, Tamia. I was hoping you could teach me how. I will learn to be a better person for you please. Amanda was beyond my control. I am sorry. You know I tried. Please, Tamia,” He pleaded with me with tears in his eyes. 3

Leo went on his knees and hugged my legs.

“Please, Tamia. I am trying to the best of my ability. Let me prove myself to you. Let me make it work,” He said in tears, and I knew he wouldn’t let up.

“Get up,” I said, and he stood up.

I looked up to see the hurt in his eyes. He was deeply conflicted.

“All you had to do was reject her, but instead, you let her father bully her way into our home. You left our bed and went to her. You pushed me aside. I thought I would have to share, but you didn’t even

leave room for that. You abandoned me. I am a laughing stock. Most pack members do not even respect me anymore. As far as they are concerned, I am no longer their Luna. What do you want me to do, Leo? How do you want me to cope? You should let me go. If you love me, you will reject me and let me go. You have to reject one of us, and that will be me, Leo. Let me get over you in peace,” I said, and he shook

his head.

My heart was breaking too.

We were so good together. I had many happy memories with Leo.

Why did this happen to us? My heart was breaking.

He leaned close to me and kissed me on

my lips.

I let him because I needed comfort. It was

a messed up situation.

He was the cause of my pain, and he was giving me comfort.

My body needed it. I kept telling myself, just this once, Tamia’.

Somehow trying to justify what was about to happen between us. He was my husband, and it shouldn’t feel wrong.

My body ached, and he was right when he implied that I was aroused, but I still

wanted him.

So I threw caution to the wind and

wrapped my legs around him. I knew it was going to be a long night. Kaira purred in my head.

He was trying to get another chance, but

this was my goodbye to him. I just had

one more month before receiving a

response from a southern Alpha, to

whom I sent a request.

Once it comes, I will leave regardless of what it says. It was for the best. Seeing the way Leo was, he wouldn’t be able to

let go of me, and neither would he let

Amanda go. I had to decide for him. So I set aside my grudge and gave him access. I allowed him to make love to me.

Leo made love to me all through the night. It was as if he was auditioning, trying to make me remember.

I never forgot how I felt about him. I just ignored my feelings, so I didn’t hurt more than I was already.

There was nothing wrong with what we were doing. He was my husband, but I was scared because the more I let myself enjoy it, the more hurt I would be when I woke up alone on my bed.

Leo went four rounds with me that night until I couldn’t take anymore. I wondered

from. It reminded me

old times. Times I knew

forever.

my surprise, Leo was

to me in bed.

up in my eyes, and I wanted

morning before I went on my runs. Fate had messed up my life completely, and I doubted if I

up and wore my robe to cover my

Amanda. What was

her door. Why was she banging on mine?

abruptly and looked at

morning,” he said,

if he should open the door

eventually got up and went to the door.

it, and Amanda

out. I

Amanda and

was explosive.

was married and

Amanda.” He said, pleading with

doesn’t fight me when I am with you. You have to accept that it will be like this,” he said, and I heard a slap. She had slapped Leo on the face, and I wanted to

said, using the same old

half rejection.

if only Leo

take it. The only reason

with me was out

especially Alphas, never bother because

would want their women, but in his case,

which meant he could

challenge. All I had to do was accept, and Leo will have

to accept the

me regarding a challenge. He put on all that sports all night long to prove he

make me change my mind about him. If I ever get an opportunity

never look

ahead, finish the sentence. I’m sick

this shit,” I heard Leo tell her and I

was

is how it will be

Tamia is my wife, and

will change that. If

had a perfect life before all this

I have gone against myself and

love for this

Tamia and I have

built this pack

to turn my back on her because I won’t.” He said, and tears welled

her, returned to my room, and

went to lie on the

like doing

To

urged me, and I smiled

spent four nights a

times, but she had to

reported us to her father, but the man could not get

they were wrong. He truly cared for

but Leo forced his wolf to comply. I could not bear Black’s pain, but Leo asked me to ignore Black. He was trying, there was no

started giving my

people even blatantly

they wanted to

carrying out the task I gave them.

Pack had two

going to the office

luna duties. Amanda

done, but I

issue,

Amanda to attend.

again, and a month passed quietly. 1

***

commotion

and I wondered what was

my office

rush.

are under attack, Tamia, Northern Wolves from the Dark Alpha,”

I became

happened?” I asked, leaving