The Alpha King’s Possession

35. Trying To Do Better

KIAN

I couldn’t fucking lose her. The moment she was ready to walk away, I couldn’t stop myself, I needed her and so I promised her something which I knew was going to throw the entire fucking summit into chaos. But… She was worth it.

We had a fucking messed up start, but I couldn’t fucking continue. Each day my resolve was breaking and I was pushing her away. If she wanted to be my one and only, officially, then that was fine… I didn’t get women; it wasn’t like I was going to cheat on her. I would deal with the Alpha’s and the backlash this was going to cause… Yes, the timing was fucking off, but if this could solidify the treaty between her kingdom and mine, it may ease the council’s wrath.

“She is strong.’ Thanatos growled encouragingly.

‘I know, she’s already fucking broken me down.’ ‘I have a complaint.’ Thanatos grumbled as I stripped out of my clothes, shifting into wolf

form.

‘You always fucking do.’

‘Mate, looked so sexy tonight. Why didn’t you eat her for dessert? You are a bad date.’

I mentally cocked a brow.

‘Seriously, as much as I want to eat her out, she’ll probably snap my neck if I tried.’

As we broke into a run, he laughed and I relished the wind that rushed through my fur, mind linking Corbin to keep an eye out that no one broke into my quarters. Although I had guards posted all around, I still wanted someone I truly trusted around her.

I wasn’t sure what they would think of this but I was too fucking close to losing her.

‘Sage.’

‘Kian?’ Her hopeful voice came.

‘I want to talk to you first thing in the morning. Meet me on the west side.’

Oh ok, I’ll be there. I hope you’re ok Kian, you weren’t at the dinner.’

‘I’m fine. See you tomorrow, Sage.’

I cut the link, thinking I was going to do this.

I returned home and slipped into my bedroom. She had changed out of that fucking dress that had me hard for her. Her gorgeous hair was still in its curls but her flawless face was free

of the makeup that had made me fucking want to tell her I’ll fucking worship her day and night as long as she stayed by my fucking side.

over her stomach, the other one, curled into a fist, was tucked under her chin. The bedding was a fucking mess, which meant she had been asleep for a while. My she-devil didn’t know how to stay in one spot when she was asleep. I smirked slightly, thinking I

into the

at all. Sleep

in itself tells me it’s fucking wrong… I promised her

fucking becoming a

you just love

skipped a beat. Was that it? Had I fallen

no good flashed in my mind. The burning passion in her eyes when she wanted to fucking kill me. The way she had self respect… I smiled slightly. Life wasn’t so bad when you had

on and leaving the bathroom. I walked over to the shelves, grabbing my journal and walking over to

“Dummy Alpha… Mh…” 1

cocked an

was she fucking insulting me in her sleep

sleep

her lips lingered on mine. Entering my office, I

may end up in

was never good with fucking words, but everything became a lot easier when you had a pen or brush in your

a while since she’s come here, and without even trying, I’m falling for her. She’s just like a rose in full bloom, beautiful, perfect, and armed

off as I wrote down how the fuck I was feeling. The hope that

a future was growing stronger with every fucking word. I knew I needed to make it u p to her, but I wanted to get inside her head, wanted to know exactly how she thought, what was on her mind and what pleased her. Without

There was no clue as to who the fucking culprits were, but my people were suffering. I was doing my best but two thirds of the kingdom shared borders with other kingdoms, leaving most of it

back, staring at the ceiling. The Elven kingdom was the only one I was sure was not involved. They

and on top of that, my mate. That red dress fucking threw me off big time with the tempting back details. All I had wanted was to fucking rip it off her and now I

head…

light was on here and there in the courtyards below, but

her? Was this what it felt like to have a fucking

her safe. She was my fucking strength right now, I knew if

got back to work despite the worries that flitted through

before heading out to meet Sage. She was already there, clearly having gotten

ok?” She asked, concern clear

both began walking, I slipped my hands into my pockets and fixed m y gaze on the rising sun in

talk about?” She asked, brushing a strand of her hair off her face the moment we were a

“About you becoming Luna…”

I talked to several visiting Luna’s yesterday and they seemed to approve of your

we-”