Chapter 11

It felt like a dream a bit. Knowing this was the last day your home was your home. The feeling was not something natural. I felt hyper aware of the time going by.

Ella had come over after breakfast and we had started packing my clothes. My mother and Cea helped as well.

I kept stopping and looking around remembering forgotten moments of my childhood. Mornings before school, studying, sleepovers, dancing around, playing pretend. It felt like it had all happened in a split second.

Now I was supposed to pack all of it up and move myself across countries to live a life that always seemed like a far off island waiting for me.

What do you do when someday arrives?

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“Anna remember you’ll get plenty of clothes there so don’t pack everything,”

I sighed looking at my hoard of clothes and decided she may possibly be right.

I started sifting through my shirts deciding what I would like and what I would not. In truth I was ill prepared for the cold of Canada but I was excited all the same.

I decided to leave a good portion of my summer clothes for donation and I took all of my warm clothes. The two pairs of jeans that I had.

“A lot of the women on our land wear skirts during winter because the harvest is over, it’s like wearing a blanket,” Ella told me.

“I suppose I’ll have to learn to make some,”

“You’ll want some sweaters too. And some long underwear if you ever go out for a winter hunt. Alpha loves to ice fish and snowmobile as well so I suggest we order you some,” Ella recommended.

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It was nice that she was here. It helped me to have someone to teach me about the new life I would have. Grayson was too busy or distracted to do so.

I looked around my room as this surge of doubt entered me. It felt like a wave washing up inside my b*dy.

Should I leave my home for him? He had barely spoken to me. I had to force him to go to dinner.

I knew that this was going to be difficult. I could feel the wall of a challenge rising in front of me. Was I ready for this when I had no idea it would be worth it?

I had no clue what was holding him back, I had no clue if he saw me as a mistake. Should I leave all of this for a risk that would shatter me?

And if I stayed? I would never know.

I shoved a lot of my clothes into garbage bags for donation. His pack did make clothes so I shouldn’t bring too much

anyways.

“Anna before I forget what color silk do you want for your binding dress?” my mother asked me and the whole room stopped.

she’d tell me he would

“Navy blue,” I mumbled

right now too so I know you’ll look amazing in

a little at her

to me for all his people know. Matt said that he takes advice from his people

folded the clothes I was keeping and began putting them in boxes

the unholy amount

gonna take a

have to bring them all?” Cea whined next to me flopping

leaving without them,”

go through this I needed a place of escape. Reading never failed to take me to whoever I wanted

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Cea picked up the ring

and furniture to get to her and stop her from opening it but

on earth is this! Oh, it is so beautiful! How have I

had a halo of diamonds around it on a white gold

that the ring could dazzle in the sunlight of the

the ring from Cea. “It’s gorgeous,

as

had known Grayson was my mate I would have worn it with pride, but I hadn’t, and I didn’t

face. Now it was still in the

to put it on when I felt this

request,” Ella walked over and

looked at me

but that is a claim on me,” I gave

my ring until three years into our marriage. For humans, this came after getting to know one another but

me my ring he’d let me pick it

two pear-shaped diamonds on the side on a

when a couple gifted rings it meant they

me it was a

Now it felt cheap.

me his soulmate and he wasn’t

goddess at creation and

began pricking

I can’t I cannot cry. This is not my dream romance but nothing ever goes as it does in your head.

and grabbed the box from my mother and placed it in the bag

keep it safe but won’t wear

was worried you didn’t like it,” Ella chimed

and grabbed her hand, shaking it once for reassurance. “I just can’t wear it until

half the books were packed and with endless complaints from Cea about my hobby I suggested she break with the books and pack up some other

go make us some sandwiches,”

three thousand miles from me,” Cea

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