Stronger by Ang Chris

As was the tradition I was bathed the morning of the tournament. I had herbs and scent blockers placed all over me.

I was dressed in a simple blue dress that was cotton and flowed. It didn’t go past my knees so that I wouldn’t attract attention.

My mother put my hair in a simple braid. She covered me in a jacket.

She k*ssed my cheeks and left me with Gia and Cea.

They had to watch me until it was time.

I wasn’t allowed to leave until there were only five men left.

I had selected 10.

I didn’t even know who to hope for. I hadn’t said a word all morning. I ate what they placed in front of me and drank when told to. I felt hollow.

Something was missing. I felt like I was betraying a part of myself. I didn’t know everything I needed to.

I felt like I should be doing something anything to fix this.

Then at the same time, I was so ready to find the person I was going to spend my life with today. The outcome wasn’t the problem, it was the Who.

I felt like I was hurting someone. I had no clue why.

My mother closed the door and my heart picked up pace.

What was I missing? Why was there this gnawing feeling clawing up my arms and wrestling into my tummy?

I had done everything I could this week to find someone I’d like. They still had to prove their strength but I believed in them.

Believed in who?

There was someone I was hoping for. I felt it like a pinprick on my tongue. There was something that I knew was waiting and I couldn’t quite get to it.

“You ready for this?” Cea grabbed my arms and spun me towards her. “I’ll run if you want as fast as we can,”

I shook my head before I even thought.

There was something about to happen.

“Are you alright?”Gia rubbed my shoulder. “You look like you’re gonna pass out,”

“No,” my voice was so serious. “I’m ready. I’m ready,”

I was ready. I wanted to be there to go now. I felt a strong pull forward.

*Something was going on. *

there. They would all help to mask my

the room anxious that I was not

father’s voice cleared through

spun towards the window itching

*I needed more. *

of me

with you?” Cea walked

to be

smiled

I needed.

I don’t know.

out there

“Anna?”

my heart leap a

*Yes hurry. Hurry. *

“Anna?”

me get out

in my lungs growing

grunts and cheers from the crowd, calls of anger, and

either take wolf form or human form; that choice was up to

all chose human for some

men who fell

me go. Let me go.

“Anna?”

wafting into my room. They were falling and

be there.

“Anna!”

into the eyes of

I was too but most

stepped out of

off running leaving my shoes where they had been waiting

My b*dy was like an arrow loose for its target. There was a strong

wants to turn around now. No need to stay here in the golden childhood. I had to get

down the hall and steps watching my feet while maintaining my pace, careful

the front door of my home and did

was all I

*Take me there *

fears I had were gone. This destiny was all I had to

going down the road kicking up the rocks behind me

of my people

I smelled him.

The pine.