#Chapter 7 Bastien is Drunk
10 Days Until the Rejection Ceremony
Selene’s POV
The spinning blades of the ceiling fan whirl over my head, their swift revolutions mesmerize my senses, distracting me from all the unwelcome thoughts in my head.
Today is my three year anniversary, but instead of champagne and gifts, I lay alone in my bed while my husband is out doing Goddess knows what. I’ve been staring at the ceiling for the better part of an hour, and I don’t plan on going anywhere anytime soon.
When I lost Luna, I thought I’d lost the ability to love. I imagined that nothing could ever come close to the pain of her death, that my heart was incapable of feeling any deep emotions without her.
I wasn’t entirely wrong; I do feel things less intensely than I did before. But if I’d known there was an emotion so powerful that it could destroy me even when I can’t feel it completely, I would never have married Bastien.
My husband is going to reject me in ten days, and I can’t even be angry with him. Bastien sacrificed three years of his life for me; he put off his own dreams, his own happiness, to care for me. He doesn’t owe me anything, and to ask him to stay married to me when he doesn’t want to would be incredibly selfish.
It’s Bastien’s turn to start a new chapter, and as painful as it is to contemplate, I have to let him. I owe him that and so much more; it’s not his fault he doesn’t love me.
I’m still lying there when my phone rings.
Bastien’s name flashes across the screen, and I pause a moment before answering. There’s no reason to broadcast my desperation. “Hello?”
I do not hear my husband’s voice on the other end of the line. Instead a woman’s high, tinkling laugh filters through the receiver. “Oh Bastien you’re too much!”
I don’t recognize the voice, “Hello?” I try again, the call sounds very muffled. A pocket-dial perhaps?
“Bella, would you behave for once?” I know that voice – only too well.
“Only if you make me.” I can practically hear her eyelashes batting through the phone. Some of the static fades, her voice suddenly sounding very clear. “Mmm,” She moans, “You remember just how I like it.”
I stab my finger into the ‘end call’ button, cutting off the exchange before the nausea rising in my throat can overwhelm me.
Arabella Winters has returned to Elysium, and Bastien is spending our anniversary with her instead of me. The she-wolf disappeared after my mating ceremony, traveling around to other packs in search of adventure or a new beginning. But whatever Arabella had been looking for, she clearly hadn’t found. Perhaps because she already knew where it was, but it was simply out of reach.
Well, it won’t be out of reach for much longer.
As disgusted as I am by the phone call, I know I don’t really have a right to be angry with Bastien. Our marriage has always been one of convenience, and I don’t want to get in the way of his happiness. I wish he would wait until we are officially separated, but he’s given me everything. The least I can do is return the favor.
I don’t want to be an anchor chaining Bastien to the past when he deserves to forge his own future, but that’s exactly what I will become if I tell him about the baby.
He can’t know, not ever.
After the rejection ceremony I’ll take some time to get my affairs in order, and then I’ll leave. I’ll take a page out of Arabella’s book and search for a new beginning with a new pack. In some ways it’s freeing. The last time I started over I didn’t get to choose my path. I love Bastien, but even the most successful arranged marriage will always be tainted by its forced beginning,
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# Chapter 7 Bastien is Drunk
Besides, I have a lot to look forward to as well. After all, I will be taking a piece of Bastien with me. I will have my baby; someone who I can love unconditionally and who will love me in return.
I slide my palm to my belly, resting it over the most precious secret I’ve ever held. I imagine this is how my mother must have felt when my father died – the similarities between our journeys do not escape me, but I’m determined not to continue on her path.
she was in such dire straits she could not turn down an offer for help, no matter from whom it came. That will
not need to indebt myself to a man in order to survive, and I will not marry no matter how much judgment I incur for being a
time it’s Aiden and I answer immediately; Bastien’s Beta only
“Aiden?”
and distorted music fill my ears, soon followed by the Beta’s baritone. “Selene, I’m sorry to call you like this, but we have a bit of a situation: Bastien is plastered and apparently determined to give himself alcohol poisoning. We
“Where are you?”
shouts over
know the bar, though I’ve never been inside. I’ve gotten used to being
unpleasant scene awaiting me.
step out of the car, eyeing the neon bar sign and imposing doorway with great trepidation. Taking one final soothing breath, enter the
my attention. First, Bastien is not the only one on a bender. The bar is in borderline chaos, so packed with wolves I think it must be a fire hazard. Second, Aiden is not Bastien’s only drinking buddy. Arabella stands close by his side, her body language
closer to its boiling
this before; if he drinks heavily enough his demons emerge to torment him. I’ve
would prefer to stay near an exit, I do not like the
how naturally it parts for me. Though no one bothers pretending they are not watching the
a second to process my appearance, but the vivid flash of emotion in his eyes broadcasts his surprise once he does. My presence seems to sober him slightly, some of the manic energy he’d
distance between us. If I didn’t know any better I’d think he’s scanning the
me, wrapping his large body around me protectively. “What are
to admit I feel infinitely calmer than I did a second ago. I’m also
Bastien
moment, “You could have called,
isn’t one for public scenes, and it occurs to me that he’s probably especially opposed to creating one in front of Arabella. “You’ll
responds instantly,
get home Bastien is all but passed out. I circle around to
sound of my voice,
bad wolf.” I tease, “Let’s get you to
eyes. “Is
good on the offer. “I meant your bed.” I finally answer, “But I’ll tell you what: If you can get yourself up and into the house, I’ll invite you to do whatever you want with me, wherever
shoulder digging into my stomach. He carts me into the house like a sack of potatoes, navigating to his bedroom and tossing me onto the bed.
Selene’s POV
stare up at Bastien with wide eyes, my heart racing in my
dance up my cheeks, and I know I must be bright red. Lust, excitement and fear war for control of my body, swirling around each
and pinning my hands against the mattress on either side of my head. He swallows my
from my lips. I open myself to him, giving my body up for his conquest and letting him sweep me away from reality. I lose all sense of my surroundings, the ecstasy of Bastien’s
way possible, but I’ve never felt such desperation to make us one. I am painfully aware that this kiss will be our last, that we are
it will all be over for good. I want to brand his lips into my skin, I want to scorch the image of him, powerful
until I’m gasping and moaning in his arms. I arch
better than his own, and he revels in taking me to the very limits of pleasure. He works me over until my body is no longer my own, until my very existence has been reduced to a throbbing, searing ache that only he
with a frustrated whine, and Bastien all but purrs with satisfaction. “Greedy little wolf.” He chuckles, dragging my lips from mine. He lays a
behind my ear where he continues
tasting me. I can’t take it anymore. Please, Bastien, I want to touch you.” i squirm, trying to
Bastien finally settles between my legs, fusing every inch of his body to mine. I writhe beneath him with delicious friction and he loosens his commanding grip. freeing my wrists. I bury my hands in his
enough to meet my eyes. Flames engulf Bastien’s intense gaze, and I’m at a loss to determine whether he is
I freeze.
room. I push at Bastien’s shoulders until he rolls off me. There it is, the truth I’ve always known but he’s never spoken. Arabella is Bastien’s mate, and I took him from her. He sacrificed his destiny to do what he considered right, to help me when I was too lost and
so much, that I’m responsible for that tortured expression on his face I sit up slowly and glancing at Bastien over my shoulder. He’s laying on his back, looking at me with such pain and regret
with emotion, and I get to my feet before he can notice and catch me. By the time I get to the door Bastien is half-asleep. I can’t recall ever seeing him
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In Chapter 7 of the Pregnant and Rejected by My Alpha Mate series,Bastien Dururrand Married Selene Moreau but in his heart he did not like this marriage. Mother Selene Dies early and she is with her cruel father, she is tormented physically and mentally. After marrying Bastien Co, I thought I would have another happy and protected life. But contrary to her thoughts Bastien is quite cold to her,... What will their marriage be?... Will this Chapter 7 author Caroline Above mention any details. Follow Chapter 7 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
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