My Bully’s Love by Stacy Rush

CHAPTER 23: LETTING GO

“Now strip…”

Watching him train a sub wouldn’t have been at the top of my list of things to watch him do, but I have to admit that it was hot. Is there something wrong with me in thinking that the guy who is interested in me is turning me on as he trains another woman? When I first saw him put his hand between her legs while inspecting her, I wasn’t a fan, but as I watched him work, I swear he paid more attention to me than he did the sub. Not once did I see his pants bulge either, while working with her. I did learn a few things about being a sub during the session, though, and it was enlightening. Now that it’s over, and I’m drenched, all I can think about is being able to come.

It’s like I’m in a trance as I begin to undress myself, stripping away all the barriers that are keeping me from achieving great pleasure. It’s only now that Jace starts to grow hard as he watches me undress. The sub was a beautiful girl, and so for him not to be turned on doing everything he did with her, but then get a boner when all I’m doing is taking my clothes off, tells me that he really is interested in me that way.

“Get out of your head, Ella. I can see those wheels turning, so no more thinking, only feeling.” He lifts a hand and gently caresses a nipple, causing it to harden, and him smirk, “How about you practice the pose I told you to memorize, so I can see that pretty little cunt of mine.”

I look over at the bed, and then back at him. What am I doing? I know what my body is telling me to do, but my head is so mixed up with different feelings, “Maybe we should just head home.”

“What’s going on, Ella?”

“I don’t know what you mean.” I bend down to grab my clothes, but he stops me, pulling me against him.

“Is this some kind of game that you’re playing with me?”

“What are you even going on about? I just want you to take me home.”

“A moment ago, you couldn’t get out of your clothes fast enough, and now you’re wanting to forget having me make you come. Why are you being a fucking tease?” Igasp, “I’m not, but I can’t help that I’ve changed my mind!”

“Okay, if you don’t want me to help with your release then that’s your right, but you will help with mine,” grabbing my arm, he tosses me onto the bed, “So, how do you want to do this?”

“What do you mean? I don’t want to do this at all, I want to go home!” I try crawling off the bed but then stop dead in my tracks at what he says next.

“You do realize that we have a signed contract?”

*Are you blackmailing me just so you can get off? Well, you can go fuck yourself, because I’m not doing it for you!”

“ON. YOUR KNEES…NOW!” That voice, it’s like there is magic to it, making me submit to all of his demands.

I kneel on top of the bed and wait for him to do his worst. The only problem is that now I’m throbbing. My stupid treacherous body is doing it again. Tears roll down my cheeks as Jace steps closer and runs his hand through my hair before fisting it at my nape. Pulling my head back firmly, he sticks his tongue out and licks part of a tear away.

“You’re so beautiful when you cry, Ella,” His green gaze feels like it’s burning a hole into me, “I hate making you cry, but at the same time, it turns me on. Why do you need to be a tease, hot and then cold? Why can’t you just accept our fate?” He bruises my lips with his kiss while his hand snakes its way between my legs. Yanking his mouth from mine, he smirks at me, “Your mouth says one thing, but your body, Ella,” he sucks his fingers, “Your body says something else.”

He shoves me backwards and grabs my legs, pulling me to the edge of the bed. Squatting down so that his face is right in front of my crotch, I start to squirm, but my ribs are still tender, so I stop. I feel his tongue lick me down there and I let a moan slip out. His

thumb rubs against my nub, and with the sensation from his tongue combined with it, my body jerks in response.

“Tell me to stop, Ella. Tell me that you don’t want this, that you don’t want me, and I’ll stop right now.” His tongue goes back to

licking before he thrusts it inside of me.

“Jaceno

to stop because you’re too confused, or you finally let go and give in to your needs.

what he’s saying, and I know he’s right, but I’m so confused,

“What is it, Ella?”

I literally can’t force them out of

off the bed, “Go into that bathroom and

Jace…”

“GO!”

snatch my clothes up off the floor and hurry to the bathroom. Once I’ve shut and locked the door, I slide down until my butt hits the floor and I let the flood gates open. I don’t blame him for being upset, he was right, I was a tease tonight. I can’t explain what is going on between my body and my

composed, I open the door to find an empty room. I walk through the house and find Jace by the front door, waiting on me. Without saying a word, he holds the door open and then closes it behind

this time when we pull up in front of my house. I unbuckle my seatbelt and open the door, “l’ m sorry, Jace.” It’s the last thing I say before climbing out and closing the door. He speeds away as though he couldn’t get away fast

I just

book my flight to Connecticut once more, and fly out the next day. We sent my boxes on ahead soon after booking my flight, so they should be at my new place tomorrow. My parents cry as they see me off, and even Elise had tears in her eyes as she gave me

miss you, El!”

and for a brief visit between summer and fall classes. It’s not like I’m leaving forever.” I smile sadly, “And I’ll miss you too. Please watch yourself, Elise, Don’t trust anybody.” I can’t help what Jace may do once he learns that I’m gone. Will he

were

and maybe I will tell you some day, but please just listen to

being able to make up your mind!” She jokes, but if she only knew just how true her

give Eli another big hug for me, will you?” Eli had

so now, but this needs to happen. With one final wave, I hand my ticket to the lady at the counter, and she points me in the direction of the terminal. I’ve watched too many romantic movies where one of them are about to get on a plain, and the other one comes running in to stop them. Deep down, I wish that was me right now, hoping that Jace will come rushing in, calling my name, and professing his undying love for me. I turn around and look around, but all I see are

an older gentleman sits in the aisle seat. My flight is about five and a half hours, non-stop, so I made sure that I had plenty of reading material and my air pods to help pass the time. It’s going to be tough not thinking about him while stuck on this plane, but I have to try hard to

Letting Go

future. Letting go of someone that has been a huge part of your life whether it was good or bad, is always hard, but the best thing that I can do for myself is to forget. The first

town itself. I’ve never

home, but here I am in New Haven, Connecticut. The people are friendly and oh so nosey! Now I know where the saying “Can’t even take a shit, without the whole town knowing’, comes from, but still, I truly believe that I’m going to love it

for employment. I got

into one another. We both laughed and apologized to each other. I had learned that her name was Reece and that she lived on the third floor whereas I lived on the second floor. She also lived with

a microwavable dinner in to heat, I grab my phone and call my mom, “Hey, Mom, how’s it going?” I ask when

sweetie, so good to hear your voice!? We are

just talked to you last

always good to hear your

my family, and even though I have made a new friend, I’m still a bit

I haven’t heard about it,” she laughs, “I’m too busy

will probably have a few good stories for me.”

you, though. Did

been doing pretty

and she knew nothing about you

where I’m at and what college I’m going to?” Please

did honey, she’s my best friend, and I am

my eyes, I sigh and rub my

mean?

hardly call it dating; besides, he didn’t talk to me for a week and a half before I left. I have