Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

concern but eventually nods

and opens the door for me. “I understand.

I hope you feel better,

before

except her saw me like that. Even though I barely

Abigail, I trusted her. Which was probably

 

limousine waiting outside for

drop myself onto the seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

Adam thought

I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt

front of me, and the first

his naked

with me? I was

and I did things together, but we

felt the need to be close

be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe to

in the same room with

again

the times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did

always the

touching me. I always went along with it until I

far, then I would stop him immediately. He

get annoyed, but he never forced himself onto

I had loved about

was different with Adam, however.

Tonight, if he had only touched me

to stop. I

he wanted to

point that I want to go

corner and hide

myself No one should have

 

never forced himself

the things I had loved about him.

was different with Adam,

Tonight, if he had only touched me back, I

him to stop. I would

wanted to do with

me to the point that I want to

corner and hide... From myself. No one should have so

me. No one.

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction

help that it felt so good.

and if I licked my

I would probably be able to

me?” I

enough for me to

this? Why couldn‘t I

was much easier back then when

Now, I‘ll

kissed his chest

to go and remove

how he knew how much

his shirt bothered me. And why would he go

me? He was

and I just had

a complete psycho.

still

I confessed that I did,

after my confession? I

didn‘t think I would be able to

it possible that he did

he was trying to protect

of that

don‘t think any of that will matter

made tonight, though.

me? Why

like that? How is it that I have no

around him? He was dangerous indeed,

my entire life. He was dangerous

he made me feel things that

get a hold of myself before I entered my

parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and

and walk up to the gigantic door

upon my arrival.

I step inside, my parents are already there

I can‘t imagine what

entire time; even though they did this just for me

Aria and Bryan, it was the first

attend a party. They

about what trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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tell them that I

them deal with me to end this

so red?”

suspiciously

heartbeat accelerates, and I try to think of a lie.

party, mother,” I try to explain.

environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question;

concerned about 

to me, yes,”

with them, just like I‘ve been telling

multiple times before. I can‘t just forget what they did to

will take some time before I

can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my

them on my back every

this matter

I go to my room now?”

looks to my father, and they both sigh,

ahead.” 

excuse myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon

the bed 

 

me onto the chair and places my

way, revealing my chest to her. I go

my naked chest; why can‘t these

to that one kiss from earlier? I kept

hair sprawled over my chest as her soft

one simple touch, one f*****g touch,

made me almost lose my f*****g mind. How

that soft? I‘ve had many lovers

had such

I close my eyes, and it somehow makes

face; she isn‘t here with me right now, but I

clearly that it‘s like she is with us in

room

red hair is begging me to

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