Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but eventually

for me. “I understand. We

school. I hope you feel better, Amiera.”

and thank her before

saw me like that. Even

Abigail, I trusted her. Which was probably not the

 

the limousine waiting

onto the seat with

my cheeks

imagine what Adam thought

a lunatic for pulling

his shirt in front of

is kiss his naked

wrong with me? I was never like that

I did things together, but we never went

and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to him

still have no idea what happened back there, but

would never want to be in

again

with Bryan not once did |

always

always went along with it until

too far, then I would stop

get annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me;

of the things I had

different with Adam, however. So, so

if he had only touched me back,

I would have let

he wanted to do with

the point that I want to go

and hide

No one

 

he never forced himself onto me; it

the things I had loved about him.

with Adam, however. So,

only touched

to stop. I would have let him do

to

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to

myself. No one

power over me.

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to me

him. It doesn‘t help that it felt so good.

and if I licked

would probably be able

me?” I groan

not enough for me to stop thinking

couldn‘t I have just stuck with

him from afar? It was much easier

that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be

his chest without his permission.

have to go and remove his shirt in

I still didn‘t understand how he knew how much the

bothered me. And why

trouble to please me? He

and I just had to reward him by

complete

still love him?‘

that I did, so

he really felt after my confession?

think I would be

did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

he was trying to protect me? My

of that being

any of that will matter anymore after the

made tonight, though.

was wrong with me? Why

that? How is it that I have

was dangerous indeed, but

I‘ve heard about my entire

things that

needed to get a hold of myself before I

terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned

walk up to the gigantic door

upon my arrival.

moment I step inside, my parents are

for me. I can‘t imagine

entire time; even though they did this just for

it was the first

a party. They must

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tell them that I kissed the

with me to end this

cheeks so red?” My mother

suspiciously

I try to

my first party, mother,” I

the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m a

flustered.” 

father questions me. Of course, they

concerned about 

speaking to me, yes,” I answer

to do with them, just like I‘ve been

I can‘t just forget

a day; it will take

forgive them, I don‘t say this to my

want them on my

this matter

go to my room now?” I

mother looks to my father, and

ahead.” 

bedroom. I. shut the

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my shirt out

the way, revealing my chest to her. I

kissing my naked chest; why can‘t these kisses

from earlier? I kept seeing

hair sprawled over my chest as her soft

simple touch,

my f*****g mind.

that soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but no one‘s

such soft lips.

my eyes, and it somehow makes it

face; she isn‘t here with me

her so clearly that it‘s

room

exotic red hair is begging me to

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