Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but eventually

and opens the door for me. “I understand. We

hope you

before finally escaping. Hopefully,

like that.

trusted her. Which was

 

limousine waiting

the seat

my cheeks

Adam thought

I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt

in front of me, and the first

kiss his naked

me? I was

did things together, but we never went all

I‘ve never felt the need to be

be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back

never want to be in the same room

again

with Bryan not once did |

was always the

went along with it until

then I would stop him

he never forced himself onto me;

things I had loved about him.

different with Adam, however. So,

Tonight, if he had only touched me back,

I

wanted to do with me.

the point

and hide

myself No one should have an

 

never forced himself onto me; it

of the things I had

with Adam, however.

he had only touched me

have wanted him to stop. I

wanted to do with

point that

From myself. No one

power over me.

forget his reaction

doesn‘t help that it

smoother than it looked, and if I licked my lips

would probably be able

with me?” I groan

enough for me

Why couldn‘t I have

from afar? It was much easier back then when

that I existed. Now, I‘ll

kissed his chest

to go and remove his shirt in the first

still didn‘t understand how he knew how much

bothered me. And why would he go through

trouble to please me? He was nice enough

I just had to reward

complete

still

I did, so how

he really felt after my confession?

I would

it possible that he did bounce into

was trying to protect me? My heart warms

of that being true.

any of that will matter

I made tonight, though.

with me? Why did I

it that I have

dangerous indeed, but not

about my entire life. He was

he made me feel things that

a hold of myself

me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened,

limo and walk up to the gigantic door

upon my

I step inside, my parents are

for me. I can‘t imagine what they

even though they did this just

Aria and Bryan, it was the first time they‘d ever

me to attend a party. They must have been crazy

worry about what trouble

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tell...

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them that I kissed the dark

let them deal with me

are your cheeks so red?”

suspiciously

try to think

my first party, mother,” I try

the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

My father questions me. Of course, they

concerned about 

to me, yes,” I answer him. “But!

with them,

multiple times before. I can‘t just forget

day; it will take some time before

can forgive them, I

my back every single day over

this matter

exhausted. Can I go to my room now?” I ask.

mother looks to my father, and they

ahead.” 

quietly excuse myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it

the bed 

 

pushes me onto the chair

chest to her.

naked chest; why can‘t

one kiss from earlier? I kept seeing

sprawled over my chest as her soft

was one simple

me almost lose my f*****g mind. How were

soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but no

such soft lips.

I close my eyes, and it somehow

to see her face; she isn‘t here with me right now, but I

that it‘s like she is with us in

room

exotic red hair is begging me to

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