Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but eventually nods her

opens the door for me. “I understand. We can talk

I hope

and thank her before

one except her saw me like that. Even though I barely

trusted her. Which was

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside for me

drop myself onto the seat with tears

my cheeks

can‘t even imagine what Adam thought

that I‘m a lunatic for pulling

front of me, and the first thing that

kiss his naked chest?

with me? I was never like

Bryan and I did things together, but

need to

idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe to say

to be in the same

again

times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once

anything; he was always the one to

touching me. I always went along with it until I

too far, then I would stop

get annoyed, but he never forced himself onto

of the things I had loved about

different with Adam,

he had only

him to stop. I would have let

to do with me.

to the point that I want to go

and hide

one

 

he never forced himself onto me; it

the things I had

different with Adam,

he had only touched me

him to stop. I would have

to

to the point

hide... From myself. No one

me. No

I‘ll never forget his reaction to

doesn‘t help that it felt

than it looked, and if

be able to taste

with me?” I groan against the seat.

for me to

him like this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck with

afar? It was

know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy

his chest without

and remove his shirt in the

how he knew

on his shirt bothered me. And

me? He was

because of me, and I just had to reward him by

a complete psycho.

you still love him?‘

that I

he really felt after my confession? I had

didn‘t think I would be able to sleep

it possible that he did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

trying to protect me?

the possibility of that

think any of that will matter anymore after the

I made

Why did I have

is it that I have

him? He was dangerous indeed, but not

heard about my entire life.

he made me feel things that should be

hold of myself before I entered my

terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by them right now.

up to the gigantic door

my arrival.

I step inside, my

can‘t imagine what

did this just for

was the

me to attend a party. They

what trouble I‘ve gotten

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

tell them that I

and let them deal with me

cheeks so red?” My mother asks

suspiciously

I try to

mother,” I

guess

flustered.” 

and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course,

concerned about 

me, yes,” I answer

nothing to do with them, just like I‘ve been

I can‘t just forget what they

day; it will take some time before

ever can forgive them, I don‘t

my back every single day over

this matter

Can I go to my room

to my father, and they

ahead.” 

I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw

the bed 

 

me onto the chair and

the way, revealing my chest to her. I go

chest; why

to that one kiss from earlier?

my chest as her

was one simple touch, one

almost lose my

had many lovers in the

had such

it. I close my eyes,

to see her face; she isn‘t here with

that it‘s like she is with us in the

room

yet exotic red hair is begging me

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