Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but eventually

the door for me. “I understand. We can

hope

before finally escaping. Hopefully,

her saw me like that. Even though I barely

I trusted her. Which was probably not the

 

limousine waiting outside

the seat with tears

my cheeks

can‘t even imagine what Adam thought about me

I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt

shirt in front of

kiss his naked

was wrong with me? I was never

and I did things together, but we never went

felt the need to be close to

tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think

would never want to be in the same room with

again

times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did

anything; he was always the one to

touching me. I always went along with it

far, then I would

never forced himself onto

of the things I

with Adam, however. So,

he had only touched me

stop. I would have let him do

he wanted to do with

thoughts frighten me to the point

and

one

 

but he never forced himself

the things I had

different with Adam, however. So, so

he had only touched me

I would have let him

to do with me.

frighten me to the point that I

and hide... From myself. No one should have

over me. No one.

I‘ll never forget his reaction

It doesn‘t help that it felt

than it looked, and if

would probably be

I groan against the seat.

enough for me to stop

like this? Why couldn‘t I

from afar? It was much easier back

existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy girl

kissed his chest

go and remove his shirt

I still didn‘t understand how he knew how

shirt bothered me. And why would he

to please me? He was

and I

a complete

still

after I confessed that I did, so how

after my confession? I

that I didn‘t think I would be

possible that he did bounce into my

trying to

just the possibility of that

any of that

made

Why did

like that? How is it that I have no control over

He was dangerous indeed,

about my entire life. He

made me feel things that

to get a hold of myself before I entered

that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up

the limo and walk up to the

upon my

moment I step inside, my parents are already there

me. I can‘t imagine what

though they did this just

Aria and Bryan, it was the first time they‘d ever

a party. They

trouble I‘ve

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tell...

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them that I kissed the

with me to end this torture?

so red?” My mother

suspiciously

and I try to think of

mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m

I guess that‘s why I‘m a bit

flustered.” 

to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask

concerned about 

tried speaking to me, yes,”

with them,

I can‘t just

take some time before I

I ever can forgive them, I don‘t say

don‘t want them on my back every single day

this matter

to my room now?”

to my father, and they

ahead.” 

shut the door as

the bed 

 

chair and places my

chest to her.

naked chest; why can‘t

that one kiss from earlier? I kept

red hair sprawled over my chest as

was one simple touch, one f*****g

almost lose my f*****g mind. How were they

that soft? I‘ve had many lovers in

such soft lips.

close my eyes, and it somehow makes it

isn‘t here with

that it‘s like she is

room

messy yet exotic red hair is begging me to touch

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