Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but eventually nods her

the door for me. “I understand. We

school. I hope you feel

thank her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

saw me like that. Even though

Abigail, I trusted her. Which was probably

 

limousine waiting outside for

seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

Adam thought about me now.

feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like that. A

takes off his shirt in front of me, and the first thing that I

is kiss his naked chest?

hell was wrong with me? I was

did things together, but we never went

felt the need

needed to be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened

want to be in the same room with

again

done things with Bryan not once

he was always the one

went along with

I would

but he never forced

one of the things I had loved about

was different with Adam, however.

Tonight, if he had only touched me

to stop. I would have let him do

he wanted to do

point that I

and

myself No one

 

annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me;

one of the things I had loved about him.

was different with Adam, however. So,

he had only

him to stop. I would have let him

he wanted to

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to go

From myself.

over me. No one.

never forget his reaction to

It doesn‘t help that it felt so

lot smoother than it looked, and if I licked

probably be able to taste him.

me?” I groan against

for me to stop thinking

like this? Why couldn‘t I have

him from afar? It was much easier back then

that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the

kissed his chest without

he have to go and remove his shirt in the first

how

bothered me. And why would

that trouble to please me? He was nice enough to

I just had

complete psycho.

still love

I confessed that I did, so how did

really felt after my confession? I had

think I would be able to sleep tonight.

that he did bounce into

to protect me? My heart

the possibility of that being

of that will matter anymore after the

I made tonight, though.

me? Why did I have to

it that I

was dangerous indeed, but not for the

about my entire life. He was

made me feel things that should be illegal.

get a hold of myself

my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being

and walk up to

my

moment I step inside, my

can‘t imagine what they have been

entire time; even though they did this just for me to

Bryan, it was the

me to attend a party. They must

trouble I‘ve

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tell...

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them that I

and let them deal with me to end this

your cheeks so

suspiciously

I try

mother,” I try to explain.

guess that‘s why I‘m a bit

flustered.” 

Aria?” My father questions me.

concerned about 

me, yes,” I answer him.

with them, just like I‘ve

times before. I can‘t just

day; it will take some time before I

can forgive them, I don‘t say this to

on my back

this matter

to

father, and they both sigh, “go

ahead.” 

the door as soon as I reached it and threw myself

the bed 

 

me onto the chair and places my

my chest to her. I go rigid when

my naked chest; why can‘t

kiss from earlier?

over my

one simple

lose my f*****g mind. How were

soft? I‘ve had many lovers in

such soft lips.

close my eyes, and it somehow makes it

to see her face; she isn‘t here with me right now, but

it‘s like she is with

room

messy yet exotic red hair is begging me to touch

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