Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern but eventually nods her

for me. “I understand.

I hope

thank her before finally escaping.

except her saw me like that. Even though

Which was

 

the limousine waiting

myself onto the seat with tears

my cheeks

can‘t even imagine what Adam thought

feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like

front of me, and the first thing that

is kiss his naked

was wrong with me? I was never like

together, but

never felt the need to be close to

to be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe to say

be in the same room

again

things with Bryan

he was always the

I always went along with it

then I would stop him immediately. He

get annoyed, but he never

the things I had loved about

Adam, however. So, so

Tonight, if he had only touched

stop. I would have let him do

to do with

point that I

and hide

myself No one

 

annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me; it

the things I had

Adam, however.

if he had only touched me

have wanted him to stop. I would have let him

wanted to

me to the point that I

myself. No one should have

power over me.

never forget his reaction to me

doesn‘t help that it felt

it looked, and if

probably be able to taste

wrong with me?” I groan against the seat.

for me to

Why couldn‘t I have

It was much

didn‘t know that I existed. Now,

kissed his chest

and remove his shirt in

didn‘t understand how he knew how much

bothered me. And

that trouble to please me? He was

and I just had

a complete

you still love

else after I confessed that I did, so how did I

felt after my confession? I had

I would

possible that he did bounce into my

because he was trying to protect me? My

just the possibility of that being true.

any of that will

I made

was wrong with me? Why did I

like that? How is it that I have no control over

around him? He was dangerous indeed, but not for the

my entire life. He

me feel things

to get a hold of myself before I

like this, they would know that something terrible

up

my arrival.

I step inside, my parents

me. I can‘t imagine what they have been thinking

time; even though they did this just

Bryan, it was the

me to attend a party. They

what trouble I‘ve gotten myself

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tell...

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them that I kissed

let them deal with me to end

so red?” My mother

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to

I try to explain. “I‘m not

environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

My father questions me.

concerned about 

to me, yes,” I answer

them, just like I‘ve

just

in a day; it will take some time before

I ever can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my parents

them on my back every

this matter

I go to my

to my father, and they both

ahead.” 

my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my shirt

the way, revealing my chest to her. I

chest; why can‘t these

from earlier?

red hair sprawled over my chest as her soft lips

simple touch, one f*****g touch, and

almost lose my

that soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the past,

had such soft lips.

I close my eyes, and

her face; she isn‘t here with me

clearly that it‘s like she

room

red hair is begging me to touch

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