Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but

door for me.

I hope

her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

like that. Even though

Which was probably

 

the limousine waiting outside for

drop myself onto the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

what Adam

lunatic for pulling a stunt like that.

off his shirt in front of me, and the first thing that

kiss his

wrong with me? I was never

did things together, but we never went all

and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to

I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe to say

never want to be in the same room with me

again

I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did

anything; he was always the one to start

me. I always went along with

was going too far, then I would stop him immediately.

get annoyed, but he never

of the things I had loved about

was different with Adam, however.

had only touched me

stop. I would have let him

wanted to

frighten me to the point that I want

and hide

No one

 

annoyed, but he never

one of the things I had loved about him.

Adam, however. So, so

had only touched

him to stop. I would

to do with me.

the point that

and hide... From myself.

me. No

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction

him. It doesn‘t help that it felt

it looked, and if I

I would probably be

with me?” I groan

rejection not enough for me to stop

Why couldn‘t I

It was

that I existed. Now,

chest

he have to go and remove his shirt in the first

understand how he knew

shirt bothered me. And why would he go through

me? He was nice

of me, and I just had to reward him

complete psycho.

you still

that I did, so how did I

really felt after my confession? I had

would be able to sleep

did bounce into my

trying to protect me?

the possibility of that being true.

think any of that will matter anymore after the

I made

wrong with me? Why did I

like that? How is it that I have no control

He was dangerous indeed,

heard about my entire

feel things that

of myself before

like this, they would know that something terrible

walk up to

upon my arrival.

step inside, my parents are already there

for me. I can‘t imagine what

they did this just for me to

and Bryan, it was the first time they‘d

a party. They must have been crazy

trouble

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

I tell them that I

with me to end this

so red?” My mother

suspiciously

try to think of a

was my first party, mother,” I

environment; I guess that‘s

flustered.” 

to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me.

concerned about 

tried speaking to me, yes,” I answer him.

them, just like

times before. I can‘t just forget what they

a day; it will take some time before I forgive

I ever can forgive them, I don‘t say

my back

this matter

go to my room

father, and they both sigh, “go

ahead.” 

I. shut the door as

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my shirt out

to her. I

naked chest;

that one kiss from earlier? I kept seeing her

red hair sprawled over my

one simple touch, one f*****g

made me almost lose my f*****g mind. How

that soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the

such

it. I close my eyes, and

isn‘t here with me right now,

so clearly that it‘s like she

room

is begging me

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