Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern

me. “I understand. We can talk

hope

thank her before

her saw me like that. Even though I

Abigail, I trusted her. Which was probably not

 

enter the limousine waiting outside for me

onto the seat with tears

my cheeks

can‘t even imagine what Adam thought about me

for pulling

off his shirt in front of me, and the first thing

is kiss his naked

wrong with me? I was never like that

things together, but we never

need to

be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s

never want to be in the same

again

I‘ve done things with Bryan

always the one to start

me. I always went along with

I

get annoyed, but he never forced

of the things I

was different with Adam, however. So, so

Tonight, if he had only touched me back,

to stop. I would

to do

frighten me to the point that

and

No one

 

but he never forced himself onto me; it

I had

different with Adam,

he had only touched

I would have let

to do with me.

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to

hide... From myself. No one

power over me. No one.

today onwards, I‘ll never forget

help that it felt so good. His skin

smoother than it looked, and if

probably be able

with me?” I groan

rejection not enough for

couldn‘t

afar? It was much easier back then

didn‘t know that I existed. Now, I‘ll

kissed his chest

to go and remove his shirt

still didn‘t understand how he knew how much the

And why would he

please me? He was nice

it because of me, and I just had to

a complete

still love

after I confessed that I did,

felt after my confession? I had so many

think I would be able to sleep

did bounce into

was trying to protect me? My heart

of that being true.

don‘t think any of that

made tonight,

me? Why did I

is it that I have no control over my

dangerous indeed,

entire life. He

he made me feel things that should

hold of

that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by them right

the limo and walk up to the gigantic door that

my

step inside, my

for me. I can‘t imagine what they have been

they did this just

and Bryan, it was the first time

party. They must

about what trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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tell them that I

deal with me to end this torture?

your cheeks so red?” My mother

suspiciously

try to think of a lie.

mother,” I try to

guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

me. Of course, they would ask this question;

concerned about 

tried speaking to me, yes,”

do with them, just like I‘ve been

times before. I can‘t just

in a day; it will take some time before I forgive

I don‘t

don‘t want them on my back every single day

this matter

to my room now?”

looks to my father, and they

ahead.” 

bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it

the bed 

 

chair and places my

to

naked chest; why can‘t

from earlier? I kept seeing

sprawled over my chest as

me. It was one simple touch, one f*****g

lose my f*****g mind. How

had many lovers

had such soft lips.

eyes, and it somehow makes

isn‘t here with me

it‘s like she is with us in

room

is begging me to touch

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