Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but

opens the door for me. “I understand. We

in school. I hope you feel better, Amiera.”

her before

except her saw me like that. Even

her. Which was

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside

myself onto the seat with

my cheeks

even imagine what Adam thought

must feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like

front of

is kiss his

was wrong with me? I was never like that

Bryan and I did things together,

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to be close

idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe to say that

in the same room

again

things with Bryan not once

always the one to

went along with it until I thought

going too far, then I would

annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me;

I had loved about

Adam, however.

Tonight, if he had only touched

stop. I would have let

he wanted to do

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to go

and

one should have

 

annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me; it

I

with Adam,

he had only touched

have wanted him to stop. I would have

wanted to do with

the point that

myself. No one should have so

me.

forget his reaction

help that it

looked, and if I licked my

I would probably be able to

I groan

his rejection not enough for me to stop thinking

couldn‘t I have just

from afar? It was much easier back

existed. Now, I‘ll

his chest

did he have to go and remove

didn‘t understand how he knew

me. And why would he go

that trouble to please me? He

me, and I just had to reward

complete

still love

after I confessed that I did, so

my confession?

didn‘t think I would

did bounce into my

to protect me? My heart warms

just the possibility of that

of that will

made tonight,

wrong with me? Why did I have

it that I

around him? He was dangerous indeed, but not for the

I‘ve heard about my entire

he made me feel things that should

needed to get a hold of myself before I entered my

terrible had happened,

walk up

my

I step inside, my parents are already there

can‘t imagine

even though they did this just for

and Bryan, it was the

party. They must have

worry about what trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

ch..diball 

tell...

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them that I kissed the

with me

so red?” My

suspiciously

try to think of a

party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m

guess

flustered.” 

questions me. Of course, they would

concerned about 

me, yes,” I answer

with them,

before. I can‘t just

take some time

them, I don‘t say this

on my back every single day over

this matter

to

to my father, and they

ahead.” 

I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and

the bed 

 

the chair and places my shirt out

my chest to

my naked chest; why can‘t

to that one kiss from earlier? I kept seeing her

over my chest

me. It was one simple

me almost lose my f*****g mind. How were they

soft? I‘ve had many lovers in

had such

my eyes,

isn‘t here with me right now,

that it‘s like she

room

messy yet exotic red hair is begging me to touch

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