Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern

the door for me. “I understand. We

I hope

thank her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

like that. Even though I

her. Which was

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside

the seat with tears

my cheeks

can‘t even imagine what Adam thought about me now.

I‘m a lunatic for pulling a

his shirt in front of me, and the first

his

was wrong with me? I was never like that

things together, but we never went all

never felt the need to be close to him

to be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I

would never want to be in

again

the times I‘ve done things with Bryan not

he was always

touching me. I always went along with

going too far, then I would stop him immediately. He

he never forced himself onto

things I had loved about

was different with Adam, however. So, so

Tonight, if he had

I would have let

to do with

the point that I want

and

No one should

 

but he never forced himself onto me;

the things I had loved about him.

different with Adam, however. So,

only

to stop. I would have

to do with

frighten me to the point

corner and hide... From myself. No one should have

power over me. No

I‘ll never forget his reaction to

him. It doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His skin

looked, and if I licked my

probably be able to taste

with me?” I groan against

enough for me to stop thinking

couldn‘t I have

from afar? It was much easier back then

that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy

his chest without his

to go and

still didn‘t understand how he

me. And why would he

trouble to please me? He was nice enough

of me, and I just had

a complete

you still love

I confessed that I did,

after my confession? I had

didn‘t think I would be able to sleep

possible that he did bounce into

to protect

possibility of that

that will

I made

Why did I have

that I

around him? He was dangerous indeed, but

I‘ve heard about my entire life. He was dangerous

made me feel things that should be

a hold of myself before I entered

that something terrible had happened,

and walk up to the

upon my arrival.

my

for me. I can‘t imagine what they have been thinking

they did this

Aria and Bryan, it was the first time

a party. They must have

worry about what trouble I‘ve

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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them that I kissed the

with me to end this

so red?” My

suspiciously

try to think of

party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m

environment; I guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

father questions me. Of course,

concerned about 

tried speaking to me, yes,” I

do with them,

multiple times before. I can‘t just forget what they did to

will take some time before

them, I don‘t say this to

on my back every single day

this matter

I go to my room now?”

looks to my father, and they both

ahead.” 

my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw

the bed 

 

onto the chair

chest to her. I go rigid

kissing my naked chest; why can‘t these

from earlier? I kept

my

was one simple touch, one f*****g touch,

made me almost lose my f*****g mind. How were they

that soft? I‘ve had many lovers in

such soft

it. I close my eyes, and it

to see her face; she isn‘t here with

clearly that it‘s like she is with us in the

room

exotic red hair is begging

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