Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern but eventually nods

for me. “I understand.

in school. I hope you feel better, Amiera.”

thank her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

one except her saw me like that. Even

Abigail, I trusted her. Which

 

I enter the limousine

myself onto the seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

what Adam thought about

I‘m a lunatic for pulling a

off his shirt in front of me, and the

kiss his

hell was wrong with me? I was never like that

together, but

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to

to be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think

never want to be in the same room with me

again

with Bryan not once

anything; he was always the one to start

me. I always went along with it

going too far, then I would stop him immediately. He

never forced himself onto

things I had

with Adam, however. So, so

if he had only touched me

stop. I would have let him

he wanted to do with

thoughts frighten me to the point

and hide

one should

 

annoyed, but he never

one of the things I had loved about him.

Adam, however. So,

he had only touched me back,

him to stop. I would have let

he wanted to do with

point that I want to go

From myself. No one should have

over me. No one.

onwards, I‘ll never forget

that it felt so good. His

it looked, and if I licked

I would probably be able to

with me?” I groan

not enough for me

like this? Why couldn‘t I

him from afar? It was much easier

know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy

kissed his chest

did he have to go and remove his shirt

understand how he knew how

on his shirt bothered me. And why would he go

me?

me, and I just had to reward him

a complete psycho.

still love

I confessed that I did, so how did

after my

would be able to

he did bounce

he was trying to protect me? My heart

of

don‘t think any of that will matter

I made

was wrong with me? Why did I have to

How is it that I

around him? He was dangerous

I‘ve heard about my entire life. He was

feel things that

a hold of myself

would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by

and walk up

upon my arrival.

moment I step inside, my parents are already there

for me. I can‘t imagine what

even though they did this just for me to

it was

me to attend a party. They

worry about what trouble I‘ve

ch..diball 

tell...

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I tell them that I kissed the dark

and let them deal with me to

your cheeks so red?” My mother

suspiciously

and I try to think

first party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m not

I guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

you speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s

concerned about 

me, yes,” I answer him.

nothing to do with them, just like I‘ve been

I can‘t just forget what

day; it will take some

them, I don‘t say this

on my back every

this matter

I go to my room now?” I ask.

looks to my father, and

ahead.” 

towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw

the bed 

 

the chair and

my chest to her. I go rigid when

chest; why can‘t these

that one kiss from earlier? I kept

over my

simple touch,

lose my f*****g mind. How

many lovers

had such soft lips.

I close my eyes, and it somehow makes

face; she isn‘t here with me right now, but I

still see her so clearly that it‘s like she is with us

room

is begging me to

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