Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but eventually

for me. “I

school. I hope you feel better, Amiera.”

before finally escaping. Hopefully,

saw me like that. Even though

I trusted her. Which was

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside for me

drop myself onto the seat

my cheeks

Adam thought about me now.

for pulling a stunt like that. A

off his shirt in front of me, and the first thing that I

his

wrong with me? I was never like that

things together, but

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to him the

idea what happened back there, but

want to be in the same

again

the times I‘ve done things with Bryan

he was always

touching me. I always went along

too far, then I would stop him immediately. He

get annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me; it

things I had loved about

was different with Adam, however.

if he had only touched me

him to stop. I

to do with

me to the point that I want to go in

and hide

myself No one should have

 

he never forced

I had loved

different with Adam,

if he had only touched me back,

him to stop. I would have let

he wanted to do with

to the point that I want

From myself.

power over me. No

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to me

him. It doesn‘t help that it felt

smoother than it looked, and if I licked

I would probably be able to taste him.

with me?” I groan against the

his rejection not enough for me

like this? Why couldn‘t I have

him from afar? It was much easier back

know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always

chest without

have to go and remove his shirt

still didn‘t understand how he knew

shirt bothered me. And why would he

please me? He was nice enough

and I just had to

complete

you still love

after I confessed that I did, so how did I know

my confession?

didn‘t think I would be

did bounce

he was trying to protect me? My heart

of that

think any of that

I made

was wrong with me? Why did

that I

He was dangerous indeed, but not for

about my entire life. He was

made me feel things that

get a hold of myself before I entered my

something terrible

walk up to the gigantic door

upon my arrival.

my parents are

imagine what they have been

even though they did this just for me

it was the first time they‘d

to attend a party. They must

worry about what trouble I‘ve gotten

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them that I kissed

deal with me to end

so red?” My

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to think of

first party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m not

to the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this

concerned about 

yes,”

to do with them,

I can‘t just

will take some

can forgive them, I don‘t

want them on my back every single day over

this matter

Can I go to my

father, and they both sigh,

ahead.” 

rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw myself onto

the bed 

 

the chair and places

revealing my chest to her. I

my naked chest; why can‘t these

to that one kiss from earlier?

hair sprawled over my

me. It was one simple touch, one f*****g

almost lose my

that soft? I‘ve had many lovers in

such soft

my eyes, and it

to see her face; she isn‘t here with

her so clearly that it‘s like she is with us in the

room

hair is begging me

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