Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but

me. “I understand. We can

school. I hope

her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

saw me like that. Even though I

I trusted her. Which

 

the limousine waiting

onto the seat with

my cheeks

imagine what Adam

lunatic for pulling a stunt

in front of me,

is kiss his

with me?

I did things together, but we never went

I‘ve never felt the need to

still have no idea what happened back there, but I

be in the same room

again

times I‘ve done things with Bryan not

initiate anything; he was always the

me. I always went along with

too far, then I would stop him immediately.

never

of the things I had loved about

Adam,

if he had only touched me

him to stop. I would have let

to do with me.

the point that I want to go

and

myself No one should have

 

never forced himself onto

one of the things I had loved

different with Adam,

he had only touched

to stop. I would have let him do

wanted to

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to go in

corner and hide... From myself. No one should

over me. No one.

forget

help that it felt

than it looked, and if I licked my

would probably be

with me?” I

enough for me

like this? Why couldn‘t I have just

afar? It was much easier back then

didn‘t know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be

his chest without

have to go and

understand how he knew how

bothered me. And why

please me? He was nice

me, and I just had

a complete

still

else after I confessed that I did, so how

felt after my confession?

would be

it possible that he did bounce

because he was trying to protect me?

the possibility of that being

think any of that will matter anymore after

I made tonight,

with me? Why did I have to do

like that? How is it that I have no control over my

him? He was dangerous indeed, but not for the

I‘ve heard about my entire life. He was dangerous

me feel things that

get a hold of

my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not

limo and walk up to the

upon my

moment I step inside, my parents are already there

imagine what they

entire time; even though they did this just

Bryan, it was the first time

attend a party.

about what trouble I‘ve

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

that I kissed the dark prince’s bare

them deal with me to end this

cheeks so

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to think of a lie.

mother,” I try to

I guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s all

concerned about 

me, yes,” I answer

them, just like I‘ve

can‘t just

will take some time before I forgive them.”

them, I don‘t say this to

don‘t want them on my back every

this matter

exhausted. Can I go to my

mother looks to my father,

ahead.” 

the door as soon

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my shirt out

my chest to her. I go rigid

chest; why can‘t

that one kiss from earlier? I

over my chest as her

was one simple

my f*****g mind. How were they

soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the past,

had such soft lips.

it. I close my eyes, and it

she isn‘t here with me right

it‘s like she is with us

room

yet exotic red hair is begging me to

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