Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

concern but

and opens the door for me. “I understand. We

in school. I hope

and thank her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

saw me like

Which

 

limousine

seat with

my cheeks

what Adam

a lunatic for pulling a

off his shirt in front of me, and the first thing

his

me? I

Bryan and I did things together, but we

I‘ve never felt the need

no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s

never want to be in the same room

again

things with Bryan not once did |

was always the one to

went along with it until

too far, then I would stop

annoyed, but he never

of the things I had loved about

with Adam,

he had only

have wanted him to stop. I would have let

to

to the point that I

corner and

myself No one should

 

get annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me;

things I had

with Adam,

if he had only touched

to stop. I would

wanted to do with me.

frighten me to the point that I want to go in

hide... From myself. No

power over me. No one.

I‘ll never forget his reaction

It doesn‘t help that it felt so

and if I licked my

would probably be able to taste

with me?” I

not enough for me to stop

him like this? Why couldn‘t

afar? It was much easier back then

Now, I‘ll

kissed his chest without his permission.

and remove his shirt in the

understand how he

bothered me. And why would he go through

me? He was nice enough

me, and I just had

complete

you still

after I confessed that I

my confession? I had so

I would be

it possible that he did bounce into my

trying to protect me? My heart

the possibility of that

that

made tonight,

Why did I have to

that I have no control over

He was dangerous indeed,

about my entire

he made me feel things that should

hold of myself before I entered my

would know that something terrible had

walk up to the gigantic

upon my

moment I step inside, my parents are

I can‘t imagine what they have been thinking

time; even though they did this just for me

it was the first time they‘d

a party. They must

about what trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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them that I kissed

them deal with

your cheeks so red?” My mother asks

suspiciously

I try to

first party, mother,” I try to

I guess that‘s

flustered.” 

and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they

concerned about 

me, yes,” I answer him. “But!

with them, just like I‘ve

just forget what they did to

a day; it will take some

I ever can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my parents

my back

this matter

I go to my room now?”

father, and they both sigh,

ahead.” 

I. shut the door as soon as I

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my

way, revealing my chest to her.

naked chest;

one kiss from

sprawled over my

simple touch, one

my f*****g mind. How

had many lovers in the past, but

had such soft lips.

it. I close my eyes, and it somehow makes it

face; she isn‘t here with

so clearly that it‘s like she is with us in the

room

red hair is begging me to touch it,

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