Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern but eventually nods her

opens the door for me. “I

I hope you feel better,

thank her before finally

one except her saw me like

I trusted her. Which

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside

drop myself onto the seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

can‘t even imagine what Adam thought

for

shirt in front of me,

kiss his naked chest?

hell was wrong with me? I

things together, but we never went all

need to

Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe to say that

in the same

again

I‘ve done things with Bryan

initiate anything; he was always the one to

went along with it until

then I would stop him

he never forced

things I

was different with Adam, however. So, so

Tonight, if he had only touched me

stop. I

wanted to do with me.

point that I want to go in

and hide

myself No one

 

but he never forced

the things I had

with Adam, however.

he had only touched me back,

him to stop. I

wanted to

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to

corner and hide... From myself. No

power over me.

forget his reaction to

him. It doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His skin was

looked, and if I licked my

I would probably be

wrong with me?” I groan against

his rejection not enough for me

this? Why couldn‘t I have just

was much easier back then

know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the

kissed his chest

go and remove his shirt

still didn‘t understand how he knew how much the

on his shirt bothered me. And why

please me? He

it because of me, and I just had to reward

a complete

you still love him?‘

confessed that I did, so how did I know

felt after my

I would be able to

that he did bounce into my

because he was trying to protect me? My heart warms

of that being true.

that will matter

made tonight,

Why did I

How is it that I have

dangerous indeed,

heard about my entire life. He

made me feel things that should

get a hold of

me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened,

up to the gigantic

my

moment I step inside, my parents are

for me. I can‘t imagine

entire time; even though they did this just for

Bryan, it was the first time they‘d ever

me to attend a party. They must have been crazy

what trouble I‘ve gotten myself

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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them that I

and let them deal with me to end this torture?

cheeks so

suspiciously

I try to think of a

I try

to the environment; I guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

you speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would

concerned about 

speaking to me, yes,” I answer him.

them, just

can‘t just forget what they

take some time before I forgive them.”

I ever can forgive them, I don‘t say this

don‘t want them on my back every single

this matter

to my room now?”

father, and they

ahead.” 

my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I

the bed 

 

the chair and places my shirt out

to her. I go rigid

my naked chest; why

from earlier? I kept

my

It was one simple touch, one

me almost lose my f*****g mind. How were they

many lovers in the past, but

such

close my eyes, and it somehow

she isn‘t here with me

it‘s like

room

yet exotic red hair is begging me

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