Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

concern but

the door for me. “I understand. We can

school. I hope you

before finally escaping. Hopefully,

her saw me like that. Even though

her. Which was probably not the

 

limousine waiting outside for

onto the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

imagine what Adam thought about me now.

for

his shirt in front of me, and the first

kiss his

wrong with me?

I did things together, but we

never felt the need to be

needed to be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but

would never want to be in

again

the times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once

he was always the one

me. I always went along with

I would stop him immediately. He

never forced himself onto me; it

the things I

with Adam, however.

he had only touched

stop. I

he wanted to

thoughts frighten me to the point

and

No one should have

 

never forced himself onto

one of the things I had loved about

different with Adam, however. So,

had only touched

to stop. I

to do with

the point that

From myself. No

over me. No one.

I‘ll never forget his reaction

it felt so good. His skin was

lot smoother than it looked, and if

would probably be able

I groan against the

for me to stop

this? Why couldn‘t

afar? It was much easier back then

didn‘t know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always

his chest without his permission.

to go and remove his shirt

understand how he knew how

shirt bothered me. And why would

me? He

me, and I just had to reward

a complete

you still

I confessed that I did,

really felt after my confession? I had so

I would be able to

did bounce

trying to protect me? My heart warms

of that

think any of that

made

with me? Why did I have

that I have no control

He was dangerous indeed, but

about my entire

things that should be illegal.

of myself before

like this, they would know that something terrible

walk up to the gigantic

upon my arrival.

inside, my parents are already

me. I can‘t imagine

did this

Bryan, it was the first time they‘d ever

to attend a party. They must

worry about what trouble

ch..diball 

tell...

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I tell them that I kissed the dark

and let them deal with me to

so

suspiciously

try to think

first party, mother,” I try

I guess that‘s why I‘m a

flustered.” 

Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask

concerned about 

to me, yes,”

to do with them, just like I‘ve

before. I can‘t just forget what

day; it will take some time before I

forgive them, I don‘t say this to my parents

I don‘t want them on my back every

this matter

go to

to my father, and they both sigh, “go

ahead.” 

my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and

the bed 

 

pushes me onto the chair and places

chest to her. I go rigid when she

my naked chest; why can‘t

to that one kiss from earlier?

red hair sprawled over my chest as her soft

simple

almost lose my

had many lovers in the past, but no one‘s

had such soft lips.

close my eyes, and

to see her face; she isn‘t here with me right

still see her so clearly that it‘s like she is with

room

is

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