Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but eventually

opens the door for me. “I understand. We can

hope you feel

and thank her before finally

except her saw me like that.

Abigail, I trusted her. Which

 

the limousine waiting outside for me

the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

imagine what Adam

for pulling a stunt like

front of me,

kiss his

with me? I was

I did things together, but

I‘ve never felt the need to be close to

I still have no idea

in the same room with

again

with Bryan not once did |

initiate anything; he was always the one to

touching me. I always went along with it until

going too far, then I would

get annoyed, but he never forced himself onto

one of the things I had loved

was different with Adam, however. So,

he had only

to stop. I

to

frighten me to the point that I

and hide

myself No one should have

 

never forced himself onto me;

I had loved about him.

was different with Adam,

if he had only

stop. I would have

he wanted to

the point that I want

hide... From myself. No one should have so

power over me. No

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to me

help that it felt

smoother than it looked, and if I licked

be able to taste

I groan against

enough for me

like this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck with

afar? It was much

know that I existed. Now,

his chest without his permission.

did he have to go and remove

understand how he knew how much

shirt bothered me. And why would he go

trouble to please me? He was nice

me, and I just had to reward

a complete psycho.

you still love

I confessed that I did, so how

after my confession? I had so many

think I would be able to sleep

did bounce into

to protect

possibility of that

don‘t think any of that

I made

was wrong with me? Why did I have

that I have no control

He was dangerous

heard about my entire

things that should be

needed to get a hold of myself before I entered

would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m

walk up to

my

inside, my parents

me. I can‘t imagine what they have

time; even though they did

was the first time they‘d

attend a party.

what trouble I‘ve

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

I kissed the dark

deal with me to end this torture?

are your cheeks so red?”

suspiciously

I try to

party, mother,” I try to explain.

environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m a bit

flustered.” 

you speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course,

concerned about 

me, yes,”

them, just like I‘ve been

just forget what they

it will take some

I ever can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my parents

them on my back every

this matter

Can I go to my room now?” I ask.

my father, and

ahead.” 

excuse myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it

the bed 

 

pushes me onto the chair and

chest to her. I go rigid when she

chest; why can‘t these

to that one kiss from earlier? I

my chest as

me. It was one simple

me almost lose my f*****g

lovers in the

had such

my eyes, and it somehow makes

her face; she isn‘t here with me right

her so clearly that it‘s like she is with us in the

room

red hair is begging

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