Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

concern but eventually nods

the door for me.

I hope

before finally escaping.

saw me like that. Even though I

trusted her. Which was probably

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside

onto the seat

my cheeks

what Adam thought

a lunatic for pulling a

takes off his shirt in front of me, and the first thing that I

is kiss his naked

wrong with me? I was never

I did things together, but we never

felt the need to be close to him

still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe to say

want to be in the same room with

again

times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did

anything; he was always the

me. I always went along with

I would stop him

never

of the things I had loved about

was different with Adam,

if he had only

him to stop. I would

wanted to do

frighten me to the point

corner and hide

myself No one should

 

but he never forced himself

one of the things I had loved about

with Adam, however. So,

had only touched

wanted him to stop. I would have

wanted to do with me.

me to the point that I want to go

myself. No one should have so

power over me. No one.

I‘ll never forget his reaction

doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His skin

and if

I would probably be able to taste him.

wrong with me?” I groan against

for

like this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck

was much easier back then when

existed. Now, I‘ll always be

his chest without his permission.

have to go and remove his shirt in the

still didn‘t understand how he knew how

And why would

please me? He was

because of me, and I

a complete psycho.

still love

else after I confessed that I did, so how did

after my confession? I had so many

I would be able to sleep

that he did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

trying to protect me? My heart warms

the possibility of that being

any of that will matter anymore

I made tonight, though.

with me? Why

it that I have

dangerous indeed, but

my entire life.

feel things that should

of myself before I entered

terrible had happened, and

and walk up to the

upon my

inside, my parents are already

me. I can‘t imagine what they

even though they did this

Bryan, it was the first time they‘d

party. They must have been

worry about what trouble I‘ve gotten

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that I kissed

them deal with me to end this torture?

your cheeks so red?” My mother

suspiciously

try

first party, mother,” I try to

environment; I guess that‘s

flustered.” 

Aria?” My father questions me.

concerned about 

yes,”

do with them,

I can‘t just

will take some time before I

forgive them, I don‘t say

them on my back

this matter

to my room now?” I

to my father,

ahead.” 

quietly excuse myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw myself

the bed 

 

pushes me onto the chair and places my shirt

way, revealing my chest to her. I go rigid when

naked chest; why can‘t these kisses

kiss from earlier? I kept

over my chest as her

me. It was one simple

me almost lose my

many lovers in the past, but no

such soft

it. I close my eyes, and

she isn‘t here with

see her so clearly that it‘s like

room

red hair is

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