Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern

door for me.

in school. I hope you feel better,

thank her before finally escaping.

me like that. Even

trusted her. Which was

 

limousine waiting outside for me

seat with

my cheeks

Adam thought

feel that I‘m a lunatic for

his shirt in front of me, and the first

kiss his naked

the hell was wrong with me? I

together, but

felt the need to be close to him

needed to be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe to say that

would never want to be in the same

again

things with Bryan not

initiate anything; he was always the

always went along with it

far, then I would stop him immediately.

he never forced himself onto me; it

of the things I had loved about

with Adam,

had only touched me back,

to stop. I would have let

he wanted to do

frighten me to the point

and

myself No one

 

never forced himself onto

things I

Adam, however. So,

he had only touched me back, I

have wanted him to stop. I would have let

wanted to do with me.

the point

corner and hide... From myself. No one should

power over me.

onwards, I‘ll never forget his

it felt so good. His skin was

lot smoother than it looked, and if I licked my lips right

I would probably be able to taste

wrong with me?” I

for me to stop thinking

him like this? Why couldn‘t I have just

was much

existed. Now, I‘ll always be

chest without his

he have to go and remove his shirt in the first

how he knew

his shirt bothered me. And why would he go through

please me? He was nice enough

because of me, and I just had to reward him

a complete psycho.

you still love

that I did, so how did

felt after my confession? I had so

would be able to sleep tonight.

that he did

because he was trying to

of that being

don‘t think any of that will matter

I made

with me? Why did I have to do

How is it that

dangerous indeed, but not

about my entire life.

me feel things

to get a hold of

they would know that something terrible had

exit the limo and walk up

my arrival.

inside, my parents are already there

imagine what

time; even though they did

it was the first time they‘d ever

party. They must have

about what trouble I‘ve

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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them that I kissed the dark prince’s bare

them deal with me to end

are your cheeks so

suspiciously

and I try to think of a

party, mother,” I try to explain.

I guess that‘s why I‘m a

flustered.” 

speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would

concerned about 

yes,” I answer

with them, just

before. I can‘t just forget

it will take some time before I forgive

can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my

want them on my back every single

this matter

exhausted. Can I go to my room now?” I ask.

father, and

ahead.” 

excuse myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my

my chest to her. I go rigid when she

chest; why can‘t

kiss from

over my chest as her soft lips

one simple touch, one

lose my f*****g mind. How were

had many lovers in the past, but no

such soft lips.

I close my eyes, and it somehow makes

face; she isn‘t here with me right

her so clearly that it‘s

room

hair is begging me

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