Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern but eventually

and opens the door for me.

in school. I hope you

before finally escaping. Hopefully,

except her saw me like that.

trusted her. Which was probably

 

the limousine

onto the seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

imagine what Adam thought about

feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling

takes off his shirt in front of

his naked

with me? I

Bryan and I did things together,

and I‘ve never felt the need to be close

be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what

would never want to be in the same room

again

things with Bryan not once did |

he was always

me. I always went along

I would stop him immediately. He

get annoyed, but he never

the things I had loved about him.

with Adam, however.

if he had only touched me

wanted him to stop. I

to do with

me to the point that I want to go in

and

myself No one should have an

 

but he never forced himself onto me;

of the things I had

was different with Adam, however. So, so

had only touched

I would

wanted to do

frighten me to the point that I

hide... From myself. No one should

over me. No one.

today onwards, I‘ll never forget

doesn‘t help that it felt so

lot smoother than it looked, and if I licked my lips

I would probably be able to taste

with me?” I groan

enough for me

him like this? Why couldn‘t I

was much easier

know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy girl

kissed his chest

he have to go and

understand how

his shirt bothered me. And

please me? He

because of me, and I just had to reward him by

a complete

you still love

after I confessed that I did, so how did I know

my

think I would be able to sleep tonight.

did bounce into my

trying to protect me? My

of

don‘t think any of that will matter

made tonight,

was wrong with me? Why did I have to do

is it that I have no

He was dangerous indeed, but not for the

I‘ve heard about my entire life. He was

me feel things that

needed to get a hold of myself before I entered my

would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned

limo and walk up to the gigantic

my

step inside, my parents are already there

me. I can‘t imagine what they have

time; even though they did this just for me to

Aria and Bryan, it was the first time they‘d

me to attend a party.

trouble I‘ve gotten

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

tell them that I kissed the

and let them deal with me to end

your cheeks so

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to think of a lie.

my first party, mother,” I try to explain.

to the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m a

flustered.” 

and Aria?” My father questions me. Of

concerned about 

speaking to me, yes,” I

nothing to do with them,

times before. I can‘t just

it will take some time before I

ever can forgive them, I

on my back

this matter

I go to my room now?” I

looks to my father,

ahead.” 

and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and

the bed 

 

pushes me onto the chair and

to

kissing my naked chest; why

kiss from earlier? I kept

hair sprawled over my chest as her soft lips

me. It was one simple touch,

almost lose my f*****g

soft? I‘ve had many lovers

had such soft

eyes,

her face; she isn‘t here with me right now, but

her so clearly that it‘s like she

room

is begging me to touch

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