Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but eventually nods

the door for me. “I understand.

I hope

and thank her before finally

like that. Even

Which was probably not

 

limousine waiting outside for me

drop myself onto the seat with

my cheeks

imagine what Adam thought

a lunatic for pulling a stunt like that.

takes off his shirt in front of me, and the

his naked

wrong with me? I was never like

I did things together, but

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to him the

I still have no idea what happened back

to be in

again

done things with Bryan not once did |

always the

touching me. I always went along with it until I

was going too far, then I would stop him

get annoyed, but he never forced himself onto

of the things I had

was different with Adam, however. So, so

he had only touched me back,

have wanted him to stop. I would have let him do

he wanted to do with me.

point that I want to go in

corner and hide

myself No one should have

 

annoyed, but he never forced himself

of the things I had loved

was different with Adam, however. So,

he had only touched me

to stop. I would have let him

he wanted to

me to the point that I want

corner and hide... From myself.

me. No

never forget his reaction to me

him. It doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His

and

probably be

with me?” I groan

his rejection not enough for

like this? Why couldn‘t I have

afar? It was much easier

existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy girl

chest without his

he have to go and remove his shirt

I still didn‘t understand how

his shirt bothered me. And why

please me?

me, and I just had to reward him

a complete

you still love him?‘

after I confessed that I did, so how

my confession?

didn‘t think I would

did bounce into

he was trying to

of

any of that will matter

I made

wrong with me? Why

How is it that I have no control over my

was dangerous indeed, but

about my entire life.

things that

hold of

if my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for

walk up to the gigantic door

upon my

moment I step inside, my

for me. I can‘t imagine

did

it was the first

party.

about what trouble I‘ve

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

I tell them that I kissed the

them deal with me to

cheeks so red?”

suspiciously

try to think of a

my first party, mother,” I

the environment; I guess

flustered.” 

My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s all they‘re

concerned about 

me, yes,” I answer him. “But!

to do with them, just like I‘ve been

multiple times before. I can‘t just forget what they did

it will take some time before I forgive

them, I don‘t

want them on my back every single day over

this matter

to my room

to my father, and they

ahead.” 

myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw

the bed 

 

chair and places

the way, revealing my chest to her. I

chest; why can‘t

one kiss from

my chest as

was one simple touch, one f*****g touch, and

almost lose my f*****g

I‘ve had many lovers in the

had such

I close my eyes, and it

isn‘t here with me right now, but I

clearly that it‘s like she

room

red hair is begging me to touch

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