Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but

and opens the door for me. “I understand. We can talk

hope you

thank her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

me like that.

Which was probably

 

limousine

the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

what Adam thought about me

that I‘m a lunatic for pulling

of me, and the first thing

is kiss his naked chest?

with me? I

things together, but we never went

never felt the need

near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think

would never want to be in the same

again

with Bryan not once

anything; he was always the one to start

I always went along

too far, then I would stop him immediately.

but he never forced

things I had loved about him.

different with Adam,

he had only touched me back,

stop. I

he wanted to do with me.

me to the point that I want to go in

corner and

myself No one should have an

 

get annoyed, but he never forced

of the things I had

Adam,

if he had only

I

he wanted to do with

frighten me to the point that I want

and hide... From myself. No one

power over me. No

forget his reaction to

doesn‘t help that it

smoother than it looked, and if I

be able to

with me?” I groan against the seat.

not enough for me to

Why couldn‘t I have just stuck

was much easier back then when

didn‘t know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy

chest without

he have to go and remove his

how he knew how

And why would he go through

to please me? He

I just had to

complete psycho.

you still love

after I confessed that I did, so how did I know

felt after my confession? I

I didn‘t think I would

he did bounce into

because he was trying to protect me? My

possibility of

of that will matter anymore after the

made

me? Why

that I have no control

was dangerous indeed, but

I‘ve heard about my entire

things that should be

needed to get a hold of myself before I entered

they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not

walk up to the gigantic door that

my

inside, my parents are already there

me. I can‘t imagine what they have been thinking

did this just for me

Bryan, it was the first time they‘d ever

to attend a party. They must have been crazy

what trouble I‘ve gotten

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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L– 

 

that I kissed the dark

let them deal with

your cheeks so red?” My mother asks

suspiciously

and I try to think

mother,” I try

guess that‘s

flustered.” 

speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s all they‘re

concerned about 

to me, yes,” I

them,

multiple times before. I can‘t just forget what they did

take some time before I forgive

I ever can forgive them, I don‘t say this

my back every single

this matter

Can I go to my room now?” I

my father, and

ahead.” 

quietly excuse myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it

the bed 

 

pushes me onto the chair and

revealing my chest to her. I go rigid when

chest; why

to that one kiss from earlier? I kept

my chest

one simple

lose my f*****g mind.

had many lovers in

such soft

eyes, and it somehow

her face; she isn‘t here

see her so clearly that it‘s like she is with us in the

room

hair is begging me to

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