Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but

and opens the door for me. “I understand.

school. I hope you feel

and thank her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

saw me like that. Even

Abigail, I trusted her. Which was

 

limousine waiting outside

myself onto the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

even imagine what Adam

must feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling

takes off his shirt in front of me, and the first thing that I

is kiss his naked chest?

hell was wrong with me? I was never like that

things together,

never felt the need to be close to him

still have no idea

want to be in the same room with

again

done things with Bryan not once did |

was always the one to start

I always went along with

then I would stop him immediately.

annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me;

the things I had loved

was different with Adam,

Tonight, if he had only touched me

have wanted him to stop. I

wanted to do with me.

the point that I want to go

corner and

one

 

but he never forced himself onto me;

of the things I had loved

different with Adam, however. So, so

had only touched me back,

stop. I would

wanted to

frighten me to the point that I want to go

myself. No one should have

me.

onwards, I‘ll never forget his

help that it

smoother than it looked, and

would probably be able to taste

wrong with me?” I groan

rejection not enough for me to

couldn‘t I have just stuck with

him from afar? It was

existed. Now, I‘ll always

chest without his

he have to go and remove

understand how he knew

his shirt bothered me. And why would he go through

me? He was nice

of me, and I just

complete psycho.

you still

after I confessed that I did, so how did I know

really felt after my confession? I

think I would be able

he did

to protect

possibility of that

of that will matter anymore after

made

was wrong with me? Why did I have

that I have no control

was dangerous

entire life. He was

me feel things that

of myself before I

like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by them

the limo and walk up to the

my

step inside, my parents

I can‘t imagine what they have

did this

was

me to attend a party.

trouble I‘ve

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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tell them that I kissed the dark

and let them deal with me to end

cheeks so red?”

suspiciously

heartbeat accelerates, and I try to

was my first party, mother,” I try to explain.

to the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask

concerned about 

yes,” I answer him.

nothing to do with them, just like

before. I can‘t just forget what

day; it will take some time before

forgive them, I don‘t say

my back every single

this matter

I go to my room

mother looks to my father, and

ahead.” 

the door as soon as I reached it and threw

the bed 

 

me onto the chair and places my

revealing my chest to her. I go rigid when

kissing my naked chest; why can‘t these kisses

that one kiss from earlier? I

hair sprawled over my chest

one simple touch, one

me almost lose my f*****g mind. How were they

lovers in the

such

it. I close my eyes, and it somehow makes

face; she isn‘t here with

clearly that it‘s like she is with

room

yet exotic red hair is begging me to touch

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