Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern

door for me. “I

school. I hope you feel better,

and thank her before

like that. Even though I barely

trusted her. Which was

 

enter the limousine waiting outside

the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

even imagine what Adam thought about

I‘m a lunatic for pulling a

takes off his shirt in front of me, and the

kiss his naked chest?

me? I was never

Bryan and I did things together, but we

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to be close

Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but

in the same

again

the times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did

always

I always went along with it until I

too far, then I would stop him

get annoyed, but he never forced

the things I

was different with Adam,

had only touched me

him to stop. I would have let him

to do with me.

the point that I want to go

and

No one should

 

he never forced

the things I had loved about him.

different with Adam, however.

he had only

have wanted him to stop. I would have

wanted to do with me.

to the point that I want to go

myself. No one should

over me. No one.

forget his reaction to

it felt

smoother than it looked, and

probably be able

me?” I groan against the seat.

not enough for

this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck with

afar? It was much easier back

existed. Now, I‘ll always

chest without

have to go and remove his shirt

how he knew how

shirt bothered me. And why would he go

me? He was

and I just had to

a complete

still love him?‘

I did, so how did

felt after my confession? I had so

would be able to

did

to protect me? My heart

just the possibility of that being true.

any of that will matter anymore

made tonight, though.

me? Why did I have to do

How is it that I

him? He was dangerous

I‘ve heard about my entire life. He was dangerous

things that should

needed to get a hold of myself

that something terrible had happened,

the limo and walk up to the gigantic

upon my

moment I step inside, my parents are already there

me. I can‘t imagine what

they did this just

Bryan, it was the first time

attend a party.

worry about what trouble

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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L– 

 

I kissed

let them deal with me to end this torture?

so red?” My mother asks

suspiciously

heartbeat accelerates, and I try to think of a lie.

party, mother,” I try to explain.

guess

flustered.” 

to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would

concerned about 

me, yes,”

them, just like

I can‘t just forget what they did

day; it will take some time

I don‘t say this

my back every single day over

this matter

to my room now?” I

my father, and they both sigh, “go

ahead.” 

the door as soon as I reached it and threw myself

the bed 

 

me onto the chair and places my

chest to

kissing my naked chest; why can‘t these

one kiss from earlier?

my chest as

me. It was one simple touch, one f*****g touch, and

me almost lose my f*****g mind. How were they

I‘ve had many lovers in

such

it. I close my eyes, and it somehow

to see her face; she isn‘t here with

her so clearly that it‘s like

room

is begging me

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