Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but eventually

for me. “I understand.

I hope you feel

thank her before finally

like that.

I trusted her. Which was probably

 

the limousine

seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

what Adam thought about me now.

must feel that I‘m a lunatic for

in front of

his

was wrong with me? I was

things together, but we

never felt the need

no idea what happened

be in the same room with me

again

the times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did |

he was always the one to

always went along with it until I thought

I

get annoyed, but he never

of the things I had loved

different with Adam, however. So,

he had only touched me back,

him to stop. I would have let him do

to do with

frighten me to the point that I

and

myself No one should

 

he never forced himself onto

I had loved about him.

Adam, however.

Tonight, if he had only touched me

wanted him to stop. I would have let

he wanted to do

point that I want to go in

and hide... From myself. No one should

me. No one.

I‘ll never forget his reaction to me

that it felt so good. His skin

and if I

be able to

wrong with me?” I groan against the seat.

not enough for me to stop thinking

like this? Why couldn‘t

afar? It was

existed. Now, I‘ll always

chest without his permission.

did he have to go and

understand how

shirt bothered me. And why would he

please me? He was nice enough

it because of me, and I just had to reward him

a complete psycho.

still love him?‘

after I confessed that I did, so how did I

my confession? I had so

would be able

possible that he did

trying to protect me? My

possibility of that being true.

don‘t think any of that will

made

Why did

How is it that I have no

him? He was dangerous indeed, but not for

heard about my entire

made me feel things

hold of myself before I entered my

my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned

and walk up to the gigantic

my

inside, my parents are already there

I can‘t imagine what

time; even though they did this

and Bryan, it was the first

me to attend a party. They must

trouble

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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– 

L– 

 

I kissed the dark

with me to end this

cheeks so red?” My mother

suspiciously

heartbeat accelerates, and I try

party, mother,” I try to

environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

father questions me.

concerned about 

yes,” I answer him.

to do with them, just like I‘ve been telling

times before. I can‘t just forget what they did to

it will take some

ever can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my

my back every single

this matter

exhausted. Can I go to my room now?” I

father, and

ahead.” 

the door as soon as

the bed 

 

me onto the chair and places my shirt out

the way, revealing my chest to her.

naked chest; why

that one kiss from earlier? I

sprawled over my chest as her soft lips

me. It was one simple touch, one f*****g

lose my f*****g mind.

lovers in the past, but no

such

I close my eyes,

face; she isn‘t here with

that it‘s

room

is begging me to touch it,

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