Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but

opens the door for me.

in school. I hope

before finally escaping.

like

Which was probably not the

 

I enter the limousine

myself onto the seat with tears

my cheeks

what Adam thought about me

I‘m a lunatic for pulling

shirt in front of me,

kiss his naked chest?

wrong with me? I was never

did things together, but we

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to

Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe to say that

to be in the same room

again

I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did |

anything; he was always

went along

I

but he never forced

one of the things I had loved about

with Adam,

he had only touched

wanted him to stop. I would have

he wanted to

to the point that I

corner and

No one should have

 

but he never forced himself onto me; it

one of the things I had loved about

with Adam, however.

only touched

have wanted him to stop. I would have let

he wanted to do with me.

the point that

corner and hide... From myself. No one should have so

over me.

onwards, I‘ll never forget

doesn‘t help that it felt so good.

smoother than it looked, and if I licked my lips

I would probably be able to taste

I

enough for me

him like this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck with

afar? It was much easier back

Now, I‘ll always be

chest without

to go and remove his

how he knew how much

shirt bothered me. And why would he go through

please me? He was nice enough

of me, and I

a complete psycho.

still love him?‘

that I did, so how

he really felt after my confession?

I didn‘t think I would be able to sleep

that he did bounce into my

was trying to protect me?

possibility of that

think any of that

made tonight, though.

with me? Why did I have to do

is it that I have no control over

him? He was dangerous

entire life. He was

me feel things that should

needed to get a hold of myself before I entered

me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by them right

and walk up to the gigantic door

upon my arrival.

my parents are

imagine

though they did this just for me

Bryan, it was the first time

party. They must

worry about what trouble I‘ve gotten myself

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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L– 

 

I tell them that I kissed

them deal with me to end this

so red?” My mother

suspiciously

I try to think of a

mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m not

the environment; I guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

father questions me. Of course, they would

concerned about 

yes,” I

do with them, just

times before. I can‘t just

will take some

can forgive them, I don‘t say this to

on my back every

this matter

to

mother looks to my father, and they both sigh,

ahead.” 

shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw

the bed 

 

the chair and places my shirt

way, revealing my chest to her. I go rigid when

my naked chest; why can‘t

that one kiss from earlier? I kept

sprawled over my

was one simple

almost lose my f*****g mind.

many lovers in the

had such soft

close my eyes, and it somehow

here with me right

still see her so clearly that it‘s like she is with us in the

room

exotic red hair is begging me to touch it,

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