Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but eventually nods

for me. “I understand. We can

in school. I hope you

and thank her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

like that.

trusted her. Which

 

the limousine waiting

drop myself onto the seat with tears

my cheeks

Adam

I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like that.

in front of me, and the

his naked chest?

hell was wrong with me? I was never like

I did things together, but we never went

need to be close to him the

Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe to say that

in the

again

things with Bryan not once did |

initiate anything; he was always the one

went along

was going too far, then I would stop him immediately. He

annoyed, but he never forced himself

things I

was different with Adam, however. So, so

had only

wanted him to stop. I would have

he wanted to do with me.

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to go

and hide

myself No one should

 

but he never forced himself onto

the things I

with Adam, however. So, so

had only touched me

him to stop. I

to do with

frighten me to the point that

and hide... From myself. No one should

me. No

I‘ll never forget

help that it felt so good. His skin

it looked, and if I

be able

me?” I groan against

rejection not enough for

Why couldn‘t I have just stuck

It was much easier back then

didn‘t know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy

his chest without

and remove his shirt in the first

still didn‘t understand how he knew how much

bothered me. And why would he go

that trouble to please me? He

and I

a complete psycho.

you still love

confessed that I did, so

after my confession? I had so many

think I would be able to

did bounce into my

trying to protect me? My

just the possibility of that being

of that will

made

me? Why

that? How is it that

dangerous indeed, but

heard about my entire life. He

he made me feel things that should

to get a hold of myself before

that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by

walk up to the gigantic door that

my arrival.

inside, my parents are already

can‘t imagine what they

they did this

was the first time they‘d

party.

what trouble I‘ve

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

I tell them that I kissed

deal with me

cheeks so

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to

I try to explain. “I‘m

the environment; I guess

flustered.” 

Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me.

concerned about 

speaking to me, yes,” I answer him. “But!

do with them, just

just forget what

in a day; it will take some time before I forgive them.”

forgive them, I don‘t say this

want them on my back every single day over

this matter

go to my room now?” I

to my father, and they both

ahead.” 

rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw myself

the bed 

 

the chair and places

way, revealing my chest to her.

my naked chest;

from earlier?

over my chest as her

one simple touch,

my f*****g mind.

had many lovers in the

had such soft

it. I close my eyes, and it somehow makes

her face; she isn‘t here with

clearly that it‘s like she is with us in

room

red hair is

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