Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern but eventually nods her

the door for me. “I

school. I hope

and thank her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

saw me like that. Even

her. Which was probably not

 

limousine waiting outside

the seat with tears

my cheeks

imagine what Adam

must feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like that.

of me,

kiss his naked

me? I

things together, but we never

never felt the need

I needed to be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what

in the same room with

again

times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did |

was always

me. I always went along with it

then I would stop him immediately. He

he never forced himself onto me;

I had loved about

was different with Adam,

had

stop. I would have let him

he wanted to

to the point

and hide

myself No one

 

but he never forced himself onto me; it

one of the things I had loved about

Adam, however. So,

Tonight, if he had only touched

to stop. I would have

he wanted to do with me.

to the point that I want to go

hide... From myself. No

me.

today onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to

help that it felt so good. His skin

smoother than it looked, and if I licked my

be able to

me?” I

for

this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck

from afar? It was much

that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the

his chest without

he have to go and

how he knew how

And why would he

trouble to please me? He was

and I

complete

you still

else after I confessed that I did, so how did I know

really felt after my

I didn‘t think I would be able to sleep tonight.

it possible that he did

was trying to protect me? My heart warms

possibility of that being

that will matter

made

wrong with me? Why did I have

How is it that I

around him? He was dangerous

about my entire life.

feel things that

of myself before I entered my

saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m

and walk up to the gigantic door

upon my arrival.

my parents are

for me. I can‘t imagine what they

did this

was the first time

party. They

about what trouble

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

them that I kissed the dark

let them deal with me to

cheeks so red?” My

suspiciously

try to

my first party, mother,” I try to

guess that‘s why I‘m a

flustered.” 

me. Of course, they would ask this question;

concerned about 

me, yes,”

them,

before. I can‘t just forget what they did to

it will take some time before I

I ever can forgive them, I don‘t say this

want them on my back

this matter

to my room now?”

father,

ahead.” 

towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it

the bed 

 

chair and

the way, revealing my chest to

kissing my naked chest; why

one kiss from

over my chest as her soft lips

It was one simple touch, one f*****g touch,

lose my f*****g mind.

I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but no

had such soft lips.

eyes, and it somehow makes it

here with me right

it‘s

room

exotic red hair is

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