Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern

opens the door for me. “I understand. We

in school. I hope you feel better,

and thank her before finally escaping.

her saw me like that. Even though

trusted her. Which was probably not

 

limousine waiting outside for me

onto the seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

Adam thought about me

a lunatic for pulling a stunt like that. A

shirt in front of me, and the first thing

kiss his naked chest?

me? I was never

Bryan and I did things together, but we never

and I‘ve never felt the need to

needed to be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but

never want to be in the same room

again

with Bryan not once did |

initiate anything; he was always the one to start kissing

went along with it

far, then I would stop

annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me; it

things I had loved about him.

Adam, however.

Tonight, if he had only touched

to stop. I would have

wanted to do with me.

frighten me to the point that I

and hide

one should have

 

annoyed, but he never forced himself

I had loved

with Adam, however.

had only touched me

have wanted him to stop. I would

to do with

to the point that I want to

From myself. No one should

over me. No

today onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to me

It doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His skin

and if I licked my lips

I would probably be

me?” I groan against

enough for me to stop

couldn‘t I

was much easier back then

know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always

kissed his chest without his

he have to go and remove his shirt in the

understand how

And why would he go

that trouble to please me?

of me, and I just had to

complete

still

that I did, so how did I

felt after my confession? I had

I didn‘t think I would be able to sleep tonight.

it possible that he did bounce

trying to protect me? My heart

of that being

think any of that will matter anymore

made

wrong with me? Why did I have

it that I have no control over

dangerous indeed,

entire life. He was

feel things that should

needed to get a hold of myself before I

if my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible

limo and walk up to the

upon my arrival.

my

can‘t imagine what

though they did this just for

Bryan, it was the first time they‘d

me to attend a party. They must have been crazy

about what trouble I‘ve

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I kissed

them deal with me

cheeks so red?” My mother

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to

first party, mother,” I

I guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s all they‘re

concerned about 

me, yes,” I

do with them, just like I‘ve been telling

I can‘t just forget what they did to

day; it will take some time before I

can forgive them, I

them on my back

this matter

go to

mother looks to my father, and they both sigh, “go

ahead.” 

the door

the bed 

 

me onto the chair and places my shirt out

the way, revealing my chest to her. I go rigid when she

my naked chest; why can‘t these kisses

one kiss from

my chest as her

It was one simple touch, one f*****g touch,

me almost lose my f*****g mind.

I‘ve had many lovers

such soft lips.

it. I close my eyes, and it somehow

isn‘t here with me right now, but I

her so clearly that it‘s like she is with us in the

room

messy yet exotic red hair is begging me to touch it,

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