Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but

opens the door for me.

in school. I hope you feel

thank her before finally escaping.

saw me like that. Even though

trusted her. Which was

 

enter the limousine

onto the seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

what Adam thought about me now.

must feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a

in front of me, and the first thing

his naked chest?

hell was wrong with me? I was never

did things together, but we never went

the need to

still have no idea what happened back there, but I

never want to be in the

again

times I‘ve done things with Bryan not

initiate anything; he was always

I always went along with it until I thought

far, then I would

he never forced himself

one of the things I had loved about him.

was different with Adam, however. So,

had

have wanted him to stop. I would have let him do

to do

point that I want

and hide

No one should have

 

never forced himself onto me;

I

different with Adam, however. So,

he had only

wanted him to stop. I would have let him

to do

me to the point that

From myself.

power over me.

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to me

it felt so

looked, and

would probably be able to

wrong with me?” I groan against the

not enough for me

this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck with

him from afar? It was

that I existed. Now,

his chest

he have to go and remove his

understand how he

shirt bothered me. And why would

please me?

I just had to reward

a complete

you still

after I confessed that I did, so

after my confession?

I didn‘t think I would be able to sleep tonight.

did bounce into my

he was trying to protect me? My

just the possibility of that being true.

any of that will matter anymore after the

made

with me? Why did I

it that I have

was dangerous indeed,

about my entire life. He was

made me feel things that should be illegal.

of myself before I entered

terrible had

exit the limo and walk up to the gigantic door that

my

my

me. I can‘t imagine what they have been

did this just for me to

Bryan, it was the first

to attend a party. They

what trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

ch..diball 

tell...

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I kissed the

them deal with

cheeks so red?” My mother

suspiciously

I try to think of a lie.

first party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m not

to the environment; I guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they

concerned about 

yes,” I answer him. “But!

with them, just

I can‘t just forget what they did

it will take some time

I don‘t

them on my back

this matter

go to my room

looks to my father, and they both sigh, “go

ahead.” 

quietly excuse myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as

the bed 

 

pushes me onto the chair and places my shirt

chest to her. I go rigid

kissing my naked chest; why can‘t these kisses

one kiss from earlier? I kept

my chest

me. It was one simple touch, one f*****g

lose my f*****g mind. How

I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but no one‘s

had such

eyes,

she isn‘t here with me right

still see her so clearly that it‘s like she is with us

room

hair is

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