Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but eventually

for me. “I understand. We can talk

hope

thank her before

me like that. Even though

trusted her. Which was

 

limousine

seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

can‘t even imagine what Adam thought

I‘m a lunatic for

his shirt in front of me,

kiss his

hell was wrong with me? I was

and I did things together, but we never

I‘ve never felt the need to be close to him

be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there,

would never want to be in

again

times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did |

was always the one to start

went along with it

going too far, then I would

annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me; it

the things I had loved about him.

different with Adam, however. So,

if he had only touched

wanted him to stop. I would have let him do

wanted to

the point that I want to go

corner and

No one

 

but he never forced

one of the things I had loved about him.

was different with Adam, however. So,

Tonight, if he had only touched me back,

stop. I would have let

wanted to do

point that

and hide... From myself. No one should have so

over me. No

never forget

him. It doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His skin

than it looked, and if I licked

I would probably be able to taste

wrong with me?” I

rejection not enough for me

like this? Why couldn‘t I have just

It was much easier back

I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy girl

chest without his permission.

go and

I still didn‘t understand how he

And why would

please me? He was

because of me, and I just had to reward him by

complete psycho.

you still

after I confessed that I did,

after my confession? I had so many

I didn‘t think I would be able to

it possible that he did bounce

to protect me?

the possibility of that being true.

that will matter anymore after

made

wrong with me? Why did

like that? How is it that I have no

He was dangerous

about my entire life. He

he made me feel things that

to get a hold of myself before

my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not

the limo and walk up to the gigantic door that

upon my arrival.

inside, my parents are already there

imagine what they have been thinking

even though they did this

was the first time they‘d ever

party.

worry about what trouble I‘ve

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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L– 

 

that I kissed the dark

with me to end this torture?

your cheeks so red?” My mother asks

suspiciously

try to

my first party, mother,” I try

guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

questions me. Of course, they would

concerned about 

to me, yes,” I

do with them, just

before. I can‘t just forget

a day; it will take some time before I forgive

ever can forgive them, I don‘t say this

don‘t want them on my back every single

this matter

to

father,

ahead.” 

myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and

the bed 

 

chair

chest to her. I

naked chest;

one kiss from earlier?

my chest as her soft lips

was one simple touch, one f*****g touch,

me almost lose my f*****g mind. How

that soft? I‘ve had many lovers

had such soft lips.

it. I close my eyes, and it

see her face; she isn‘t here with me right now,

see her so clearly that it‘s like

room

is begging me to touch

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