Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but eventually nods her

opens the door for me.

hope you feel better, Amiera.”

and thank her before finally escaping.

one except her saw me like that. Even though I

Abigail, I trusted her. Which was probably

 

the limousine waiting outside for me

seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

Adam

a lunatic for pulling

shirt in front of me, and

his

was wrong with me? I was never like that

did things together, but we never

I‘ve never felt the need to be close to

to be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back

to be in the same room with me

again

I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did |

anything; he was always the

me. I always went along

too far, then I would stop

get annoyed, but he never forced himself

things I had

with Adam, however. So, so

if he had only touched

I would have let him do

wanted to do with

thoughts frighten me to the point that

corner and

myself No one

 

he never forced himself onto

things I

was different with Adam, however.

Tonight, if he had only touched

wanted him to stop. I

wanted to do with me.

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to go in

hide... From myself. No one

me. No one.

onwards, I‘ll never forget

It doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His

looked, and if I licked my lips right

I would probably be

I groan against the

for me to stop thinking

couldn‘t I

was much easier

existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy

chest

go and remove

how

me. And why

that trouble to please me? He was

I just

a complete

still love him?‘

after I confessed that I

felt after my confession? I had so many

think I would be able to

did

because he was trying to protect me? My heart warms

of that being

any of that will matter

made

me? Why

that? How is it that I

around him? He was dangerous

I‘ve heard about my entire life. He was

me feel things that should

hold of myself before I

me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by them

walk up to

upon my arrival.

inside, my parents are already

me. I can‘t imagine what they

they did

and Bryan, it was the first

party. They

about what trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

them that I kissed the dark

them deal with me to end this torture?

so red?” My mother

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to think

first party, mother,” I try

I guess

flustered.” 

questions me. Of course, they

concerned about 

yes,”

with them, just like I‘ve been

times before. I can‘t just forget what

a day; it will take some time before I

I don‘t say this to

don‘t want them on my back every single day

this matter

I go to

mother looks to my father, and

ahead.” 

shut the door as soon as I reached it

the bed 

 

pushes me onto the chair

to her. I go rigid when

naked chest;

to that one kiss from earlier?

my chest as her soft lips

simple touch, one f*****g

lose my

had many lovers in

such soft lips.

I close my eyes, and it somehow makes it

see her face; she isn‘t here with me right

clearly that it‘s like

room

exotic red hair is begging me to touch it,

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