Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but eventually

for me. “I understand. We can talk

I hope

and thank her before finally

like that. Even though I barely

her. Which was

 

the limousine waiting outside for me

drop myself onto the seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

imagine what Adam thought about me

that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt

off his shirt in front of me,

kiss his naked chest?

with me? I was never like

things together, but we never

felt the need to

I still have no idea

to be in the same room with me

again

done things with Bryan not once did |

was always the one to start kissing

I always went along with

I would stop him

get annoyed, but he never forced himself onto

the things I had

different with Adam,

had

stop. I would have let him do

to

the point

and hide

No one

 

but he never forced himself onto

one of the things I had loved about him.

Adam, however. So, so

he had only touched me back, I

wanted him to stop. I would

wanted to

frighten me to the point

From myself. No

me.

I‘ll never forget his reaction

him. It doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His skin was

smoother than it looked, and if I licked

I would probably be

me?” I groan

for

Why couldn‘t I have just stuck with

was much easier

didn‘t know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always

kissed his chest

he have to go and remove his shirt in the

I still didn‘t understand how he knew how much the

And why would he

me?

it because of me, and I just had to reward him

complete psycho.

still love him?‘

I did, so how

he really felt after my confession?

I didn‘t think I would be able to

that he did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

trying to protect me? My

of that

don‘t think any of that will matter anymore

I made tonight,

me? Why

that I

him? He was dangerous indeed, but not for

I‘ve heard about my entire life.

feel things that

a hold of myself before

if my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up

limo and walk up to the

upon my arrival.

inside, my parents

for me. I can‘t imagine what they have been thinking

they did this just for

Aria and Bryan, it was the first

a party. They must have

what trouble I‘ve gotten

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tell them that I kissed the dark

let them deal with

cheeks so red?”

suspiciously

and I try to think of a lie.

my first party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m not

environment; I guess that‘s

flustered.” 

you speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this

concerned about 

tried speaking to me, yes,” I

with them, just

before. I can‘t just forget

day; it will take some

them, I don‘t say this

on my

this matter

exhausted. Can I go to my room now?” I ask.

looks to my father, and

ahead.” 

bedroom. I. shut the door as

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my shirt

revealing my chest to her. I go

chest; why can‘t these kisses

one kiss from earlier?

hair sprawled over my chest as her soft

It was one simple

me almost lose my f*****g mind. How were

soft? I‘ve had many lovers

had such soft lips.

it. I close my eyes,

to see her face; she isn‘t here with

so clearly that it‘s like

room

messy yet exotic red hair is

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