Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern but eventually nods

door for me.

I hope you feel better,

thank her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

me like that. Even though I barely

I trusted her. Which was probably

 

enter the limousine waiting outside for

the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

imagine what Adam thought

feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling

shirt in front of me, and the

is kiss his naked chest?

the hell was wrong with me? I

together, but we

and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to

near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe to say that

want to be in

again

times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did |

always the one to start kissing

touching me. I always went along with it until I thought

far, then I would

but he never forced himself onto me; it

I

different with Adam,

Tonight, if he had

I would

to do with me.

me to the point that I want to go

and hide

myself No one

 

never forced himself onto me;

things I

was different with Adam, however. So,

if he had only touched

him to stop. I would

he wanted to do

to the point that I

myself. No one

power over me. No

today onwards, I‘ll never forget his

doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His skin was

smoother than it looked, and if I licked

would probably be able to

wrong with me?” I

for me to stop thinking

Why couldn‘t I have just

was

didn‘t know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the

his chest without his permission.

to go and remove his shirt

how he knew how much

on his shirt bothered me. And

me? He was nice

I just had to reward him by

complete psycho.

you still love him?‘

I did, so

really felt after my confession? I

would be able to sleep

it possible that he did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

he was trying to protect me? My heart

the possibility of that being

that will matter anymore

I made tonight,

wrong with me? Why did I have to do

How is it that I have no control over

He was dangerous indeed, but not

about my entire

things that should be illegal.

get a hold of myself before

my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up

limo and walk up to the

my arrival.

my parents are already there

imagine what they have been

time; even though they did this just

Bryan, it was

party.

trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

that I kissed the dark

let them deal with me

cheeks so red?” My

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to think

party, mother,” I

guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they

concerned about 

speaking to me, yes,” I

to do with them, just like I‘ve been

before. I can‘t just forget what they

in a day; it will take some time before I forgive

them, I don‘t say this

on my

this matter

to

looks to my father, and they both

ahead.” 

rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the

the bed 

 

pushes me onto the chair and places my

chest to her. I go rigid

my naked chest; why can‘t

from

over my chest as her soft lips

me. It was one simple touch, one f*****g

lose my f*****g

I‘ve had many lovers in the

had such

my eyes, and it somehow makes it

to see her face; she isn‘t here with me

it‘s like she

room

hair is begging me to

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