Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

concern but eventually nods her

me. “I

hope

her before finally

me like that. Even though

trusted her. Which was probably

 

the limousine waiting

the seat with

my cheeks

imagine what Adam

feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt

shirt in front of me, and the

his naked chest?

with me? I

together, but

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to be close

have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe to say that

to be in

again

things with Bryan not once did |

always the

I always went along

then I would stop him

get annoyed, but he never forced

the things I had loved about him.

Adam, however. So, so

he had only touched me

wanted him to stop. I would

to do

me to the point that

corner and

myself No one should have an

 

annoyed, but he never forced

things I had loved

was different with Adam, however. So,

only touched

him to stop. I would have let him do

he wanted to

point

corner and hide... From myself. No

power over me. No

I‘ll never forget his reaction to me

him. It doesn‘t help that it

it looked, and if I licked my lips right

would probably be able to taste him.

I groan against

his rejection not enough for me to stop

couldn‘t I have

from afar? It was much easier back

Now, I‘ll always be

his chest without

he have to go and remove his shirt in the

still didn‘t understand how

me. And why

please me? He

of me, and I just had

complete psycho.

still love him?‘

that I did, so how did I know

my confession?

didn‘t think I would be able to

possible that he did bounce into my

because he was trying to

the possibility of that being

that will matter anymore after the

I made tonight, though.

Why

like that? How is it that I have no control

was dangerous

heard about my entire life. He was dangerous

things

get a hold of myself before I

parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by them

exit the limo and walk up to the gigantic

upon my arrival.

inside, my parents are already there

can‘t imagine what they have

though they did this just for

was the first time they‘d

a party. They

trouble I‘ve gotten

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

tell them that I kissed the

deal with me to end this

are your cheeks so red?” My mother

suspiciously

heartbeat accelerates, and I try

party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m

to the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m a

flustered.” 

and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s all

concerned about 

yes,” I answer him. “But!

do with them, just like I‘ve been

times before. I can‘t just forget what they did to

will take some time before I forgive them.”

ever can forgive them, I don‘t say

them on my back every single day

this matter

to my room

father, and they both

ahead.” 

and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as

the bed 

 

the chair and

way, revealing my chest to her. I go rigid when

kissing my naked chest; why can‘t these kisses

to that one kiss from earlier? I kept seeing her

sprawled over my chest as her soft

me. It was one simple touch,

me almost lose my f*****g mind.

had many lovers in the past, but no one‘s

had such soft lips.

my eyes,

face; she isn‘t here with me right now, but

see her so clearly that it‘s like

room

red hair is begging me to touch

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