His Dark Obsession by Moonlight Muse

34. Clarity

ZEDKIEL.

I smirk internally as we somehow make it to my apartment in town, it’s closer and I don’t think I would have made it to the

castle. It had taken my all not to rip that dress off her in the car and fuck her right

there.

I fucking want her, but at the same time, I know how this goes… The bloodshed when my Lycan takes over… Unlike the rest of my siblings, mine has never spoken to me. I just feel his rage and anger that always seems to

bubble within me. I’m not sure if it’s

because I’m not a pure blood like them but instead part vampire… But his anger is something I can’t control… When he wants. blood, he gets it.

The moment I tug her through the door, I slam it shut and push her up against it, claiming her lips in another sizzling hot

kiss. Her sweet intoxicating taste makes me want to devour her. Her heart is pounding, and I feel a powerful urge of possessiveness overcome me. My eyes flash and I force

myself back… just in case… I need to make

sure things don’t go wrong, and that I don’t

hurt her…

“Wait here for me.” I command, guiding her to the bedroom and making her sit on the

bed, she looks up at me, eyes widening with confusion, but I don’t give her a chance to question me as I walk back out and to the fridge and take out a bottle of blood. I don’t

head back to the bedroom and instead take it

to the bathroom; I lock the door behind me

and down the entire bottle in one breath.

I look at myself in the mirror, licking my lips, and slowly place the bottle down. It’s sweet, pleasant, and rejuvenating but it’s nothing as delicious and tasty as her blood is

and I don’t care if I shouldn’t drink another

supernatural’s blood. I want hers.

I’m satiated… but I still don’t trust myself…

not after what happened last time… this is the only fucking chance I have… if I fuck this up, I know I’ll lose her, that is, if I don’t fucking kill her first…

My eyes snap to the cabinet on the right, and I rinse my mouth out, my mind made up. I will risk it all… I open the drawers, moving around the towels and toilet paper rolls before I feel one of the small syringes that sit behind everything else. I will give her something so lethal that I’ll be at her mercy. I know she could use this to run and I would fucking be too weak to do anything… but it’s a chance I’m ready to take.

I look at the liquid, frowning slightly. It’s a mix of the most lethal herbs to both vampires and Lycans, a serum designed specifically for me. 1

I hesitate, a small part of me is worried she’ll run… her words from earlier replay in my mind and a part of me tells me she won’t … that she’ll honour our agreement. I also know that she may have seen through

Sinclair’s guise, but she still doesn’t trust me fully and I know that.

I exit the bathroom to see she’s standing by the mirror, her arms crossed over her

breasts. She’s still in her dress and heels, but it is obvious she was scrutinising herself.

“Z-Zedkiel…” She says hesitantly and I see the confusion in her eyes as her gaze dips to my hard-on that is very obvious in my pants.

“What are you doing?” I ask, raking my eyes

over the woman that I am about to claim.

She shakes her head; her heart thudding and

I cock a brow but say nothing. There’s that vulnerability in her eyes as I approach her. I’m not sure if she’s getting cold feet, but

the beast and now… there’s

no backing out…

I’m about

her

say, holding the syringe that I

up in front

fingers.

that?” She asks, her heart thumping in fear.

to give

are fixed on the syringe and my own smirk fades. “It’s for you to use on me if at any time you feel that I’m

looks at me in total shock. “But why would you- “I place my finger to her lips, not wanting

had no answer to…

pillow to the side before I cup her face, kissing her deeply.

at first, probably still struggling with the syringe, but the moment I pull her close, squeezing her

something so appealing about

she radiates as

I slowly unzip the dress. that looks so good on her, but one

better on

and she parts them, allowing me entrance at the

to fall to the floor. Her breath hitches and she fists my shirt tighter as she kisses me back. My hands run over her bare, smooth back, and my fingers graze the strap to her bra. I throb hard as my arms tighten around her as I kiss her deeper. She moans

Fuck, tonight I’m going

of her.

her, pulling my own shirt off, my eyes lock with hers, her heart pounding and her eyes run over me, her cheeks heat up and she bites her lip. As much as I don’t mind giving her a show, and not wanting to be so restricted

run my own eyes over her body. She’s perfect, with sexy curves, smooth, perfect skin and hair that contrasts beautifully with her eyes. She really is the

I’ve ever seen. Clad in that satin

bra that has a little silver moon

innocent, yet at the same time with a body that’s made to sin, it’s the perfect concoction of

legs open as

I just can’t wait to devour….”

the bed before kissing her hungrily.

her lips harder, before kissing her down her jaw and neck, her scent, her taste… the ravenous hunger I feel like a man starved for far too fucking long. I kiss her over her breasts. Her

for the clasp on her bra which I unhook letting her breasts spill out, I throb hard, a low growl escaping me as I grab them, and flick one of her stiff soft pink nipples

she wraps her arms around my waist, gripping my shoulders. I play a little longer with her breasts. Her eyes are shut now, and she’s

with anticipation.

stomach, my hands raking over her hips, and

hip, gently sucking on

“Zed!” She whimpers.

calls me that… I glance up at

all I can see is her hands

will do a lot with…

all mine to play with…

into the fabric of her

are soaked and slowly drag

down, admiring every

I’ve not gone slow with

usually, it’s fast… but I

now… was it

couldn’t be so sure, I

be careful…

slide her legs out of

them aside.

too raw. I look away and instead go down on her, cupping those

clit, her moans a fucking turn on and it’s taking my all not to fuck her right now. She’s nearing and I focus

I can feel how damn tight she

since I’ve seen

I need to take

slip my finger out, making

I quickly unzip

her eyes