Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

I wake up feeling woozy, laying on my stomach in my bed. What the Hell? Was last night some sort of weird dream? I think the Alpha from Blood River attacked me. No. That doesn't seem right. As hard as I try, I can’t remember the details.

I hear unfamiliar voices in the hallway but I also hear the doctor and nurse Diane. There is a large man, wearing all black, standing in the doorway with his back facing me. I realize I'm not wearing a shirt. I'm only covered by a sheet and my back is covered in bandages.

"Lex, are you there?" I ask, suddenly feeling scared.

"I'm here, Kas," Her voice is soft and far away.

"Are you okay, Lex? I'm so sorry," I can feel her weakness and pain. Tears sting my eyes.

"You have nothing to apologize for, Kas. I'll be alright. You were strong. You held out as long as you could. I tried to slow down time to give you more time to get help but it made me weaker."

"Wait, that was you?"

"Well, yeah, but it didn't work the way it was supposed to. I can explain more later. I’ve been on guard while you were resting, listening to what is happening around us and I think you are safe. Now that you’re awake, I need to rest so I can finish healing you. Don’t worry, we will be back to our old selves in another couple days."

"Okay. Thank you, Lex. You're the best wolf a girl could ask for," I breathe a small sigh of relief knowing that Lex is okay and that she thinks we might be safe.

"Thanks, Kas. You're the strongest person a wolf could ask for," I feel her curl up in the back of my mind for a nap.

"It's been two days!" A man’s voice snarls in an angry, loud whisper, "How long do you expect me to leave her in this disgusting dungeon? I need to get her out of here as soon as possible."

Two days?! I have been knocked out for two days?!

"I understand Alpha, but trust me, the best thing for Kas is to wake up in her own bed," the doctor explains, "The last time this happened, waking up in the hospital wing was traumatizing for her. I know it may not be comfortable for you to be down here, but this is what she has known for thirteen years. It's what's best for her."

"The LAST time?! This is bullshit! How could you know a pup is being abused, being forced to live in a fucking dungeon for Goddess sake and not do something about it?" A woman says angrily. I think it's Beta Lenora.

The doctor pauses, then continues, "I understand your position, but rest assured, I didn't know how bad things were for her until the past few months, or I would have done something about it a long time ago."

my eyes shut, trying to ignore the voices. After the trouble I caused the other night, it's only a matter of time before Alpha

for me to change her dressings," I hear Nurse Diane say. She quietly walks into the room and

finger to

she looks at the doorway as she whispers

so I won't whimper out loud. When she’s done, she tells me I should be healed in the next day or two, then hands me a pill to take for pain. She covers

able to stop him. They stripped the titles from everyone in the Silver Moon pack and banished Alpha Graham. In support of his father,

given the option to stay or leave peacefully. They could either willingly

shocked to hear all those changes are

there?" The guard growls from the

notes. I'll be done soon," Diane calls

to happen

assume you're going to go to Blood River to

he knows I'm a weak wolf. He's going to take me back to his pack and kill me. He doesn't want a weak wolf as his Luna. I have to

feel the pill taking effect and close my eyes. I can

skin. There is snow on the ground leaving

my heels but it's not able to catch me. I run until I get to the edge of a cliff. I look down and see the river below, full of

to find the wolf cornering me on the cliff. He has a whip in

around us, chilling me to the bone, as the wolf lowers his head in preparation to

the quilt to my chest. I can feel tears already streaming down my face. I'm shaking

into the room and places his large hands on my shoulders. Sparks of electricity overwhelm me where he touches my bare skin. He is breathing heavily and I can feel his hands

the solid black eye of his wolf, an unfamiliar sensation washes over me: he’s different from Alphas I've had run-ins with before. I can sense his worry, anger, sorrow and even fear as he looks

those things when he looks at me? Could he actually care?

my hysterical imagination. I'm just a slave, a weak wolf.

happened?” His voice is deep and gruff.  He looks at me with a furrowed

an actual memory, not just a dream. Thinking about the wolf that was chasing me,