Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M
Chapter 19
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Nothing to give
I fix my hoodie so that I can look presentable instead of looking like I had a one on one with death.
“Why are you wearing a beanie, mommy” Noah looks at me suspiciously.
We were skyping after I had postponed it so many times. Mainly because I could barely keep my
eyes open for longer than five minutes. Today though, I was feeling much better
I leaned back against my headboard. The beanie was to hide the bandage. Noah still didn’t know
what happened to me and I would make sure he never does.
“It’s a bit cold and I’m feeling a bit chilly” I lie.
I feel guilty for lying to him, but I know it’s for the best. There was no need of worrying him.
“We have a heater mom, you could’ve just turned it on”
“It’s not working and I forgot to get someone to fix it”
Damn it, I hate lying to him. A part of me felt like I was being a terrible mother because it seems. I’ve done nothing but lie to him since father died. The other part though, understands that it’s
necessary. 3
“Okay then” he mumbles skeptically.
“So what did you do today?” I ask changing the subject.
Anything that he does excites me even though I’m not there to enjoy it with him. His happiness was my own and I would protect it at all cost.
The frown he had seconds ago transforms into a big smile.
“I saw dolphins today, I even swam with them…it was so fun!!” he shouts, his excitement contagious.
“I wish I was there to see you”
“Don’t worry mommy, grandma took a video. She said she’ll send it to you”
I nod my head at that. I had accepted the phone Rowan got me. Turns out he did more than buy me a new phone. He even replaced my sim card.
can. He calls sometimes to check up on how I’m doing. I try to keep those calls short and impersonal. Like I said,
Emma at dad’s house?” his unexpected
“What do you mean?”
+15 BONUS
yesterday and she was there sitting so close
like his father’s was now
but deep down they still do. Knowing that Rowan was already playing house with her brings
we’re hit by a trigger all that pretense
I mumble, trying to hide
wasn’t going to explain things to Noah. Rowan saw it fit to flaunt his relationship with Emma in front of our son, so he’ll be the one to explain things
want you and dad back together. So we can be a family again” he is sad and it breaks my already
you have to understand that your father and I are just too different to
That we were okay. It
married after I accidentally got pregnant. I was naïve back then. Thinking that I could make
were intimate, it meant nothing to him. It was a biological process. While my feelings were involved, his weren’t. We never made love because he didn’t love me. What we did was fucking and even then he was careful not to get me pregnant. Not to make the
love him?” Noah asks the same question
ago.
him but I’ve done enough
but sometimes loving someone isn’t enough. You won’t understand it now but one day, when you’re older, you will” it’s the only response I can
him to love and be loved. As much as I hate to say this, I hope one day he gets the kind of love Rowan and Emma have. One that has stood the test of time and it’s still burning bright. I pray that one day I’ll also find that
my open door makes me
here to see you, Ava” Lydia
+15 BONUS
Letty convinced me to let her
how
is that,
to let whoever it is in before I turn to
a nice lady called Lydia. She’s here to help me with
my guess was correct then it is either Letty or Ethan. Both have stopped by a couple
help? You’ve never needed it
Rowan’s mansion. I thought it would make him see me in a different light. That he would see that I am not as spoiled as Emma who couldn’t even boil water. That it would be a
to think that he would stop hating me a little less if I made sure that all his meals were
“Mommy?” he calls out.
but I’m saved from that when Travis walks in to my room. He was the last person I wanted
call you back…you uncle just arrived and I
“Okay
say our goodbyes and he signs off. The moment he does,
told you, I never want to see you again” I school my
emotions.
foot to foot. “You’re my sister,
because as
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In Chapter 19 of the Ex-Husband’s Regret novel series, The narrator, reeling from her divorce and Rowan's lack of affection, faces more challenges as her father, James Sharp, is shot. The strained family dynamics resurface as she navigates the hospital experience. The emotional distance with her family, especially her estranged sister, Emma, becomes more evident. The tragic news of her father's death adds another layer of pain. The story weaves together themes of love, loss, and family dynamics, creating a complex narrative for the narrator to navigate in the midst of personal and familial challenges.... Will this Chapter 19 author Evelyn M.M mention any details. Follow Chapter 19 and the latest episodes of this series at Novelxo.com.
Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Chapter 19
Ex-Husband’s Regret Chapter 19