Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

3. Emma’s back

I sat on the cold hospital chair breathing in then out. Mother was still sobbing and she couldn’t be consoled. My heart broke for her. I understand it isn’t easy losing the man you love in such an unexpected way.

It was still a shock. I expected him to make a full recovery but now he was dead and I had no idea how to feel.

We never saw eye to eye and even though he hated me. I loved him. He was after all my father so how could I not love him?

“You okay?” Rowan asks sitting down beside me.

He arrived about an hour ago and this is the first time he talked to me since he came. I didn’t know what to do with the concern he was showing. After all he has never taken my feelings into consideration before.

“Yeah” I manage to say.

I haven’t shed a tear since we were given the news. Maybe it was belated shock or maybe I ran out of tears for him. Right now I was doing all I could to stay afloat since everyone else was breaking down.

I see feet in my peripheral vision and when I look up I find Travis staring at me. Just like always there isn’t a flicker of warmth in his eyes when he looks at me. I know what I did was a wrong but I haven’t I paid enough for that night?

“What?” I ask him.

shot so she should be arriving soon. She still doesn’t

need to know that her name still affects him. The warmth he provided just a few minutes ago turns cold

I mumble because what else is

years. I doubt she would want to be in the same vicinity as me

give her space” mother adds, wiping the tears from her

know what you’re asking me

won’t let you do that again especially now that your father is no

hate how they keep throwing the past in my face. Haven’t I already paid enough for the actions I took when I was young and foolish? Yet

case you’ve forgotten I’m also your daughter or am I also dead to

answer. I stand up and leave. I needed fresh air.

them fall. What am I even doing here? Why did she bother calling me if she feels like

myself part of their family and they didn’t consider me as one of their own too. I should just leave and forget about them just

daughter?” a nurse appears

after calming down my erratic

body” she softly tells me,

give me

after that giving me the space to make my decision. Despite his neglect, he still provided for me so I owe him. With

could be the perfect little family. They would no longer

back inside, I ask for the direction to the morgue. By the

the slab. He looks so at peace. Kind of like he does when he is

I

he wasn’t the