Divorce Anxiety (Kathleen and Samuel)

“I just want to have a proper husband, Samuel. If you can’t give me that, then stop trying to get yourself involved with me,” Kathleen pleaded in great distress. “Every time you kiss me, it makes me hesitate. I begin to wonder if you might like me just a little bit, but the things you do afterward shatter me completely. Please stop torturing me. I’m begging you.”

Tears were streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably.

The sorrow and pain she was experiencing were unbearable.

Kathleen was well aware of how much she loved Samuel.

It wasn’t just a matter of time. Rather, he had become a permanent part of her life.

Only she knew how agonizing it was to have to rip him out of her life just like that.

Despite the fresh wound that he had left behind, she still loved him.

It took time for wounds to heal, after all.

What she needed was time.

What she didn’t need was Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experience heart-wrenching torment once again.

At that point, she was bawling her eyes out in Samuel’s arms.

There was no way she would be able to head back in that state.

Samuel took off his suit and covered her with it before pulling her into his embrace. “Come on. Don’t cry.”

“Stop being so nice to me. Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate me,” Kathleen sobbed.

“Who else am I nice to other than you?” He felt like he was at his wit’s end.

“Nicolette,” she mumbled. Her eyes were red-rimmed. “I told you I wanted a proper husband, Samuel. If you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make things clear right now. Then, we can go our separate ways in the future.”

He stared at how pitiful she looked. There was slight hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can you give me a bit of time?”

That left Kathleen startled.

“Just give me some time to straighten everything out,” he said while caressing her face.

Truthfully speaking, he was quite reluctant to let her go.

“How long?” Her lips were pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as long as a year, either.”

“One month,” Samuel proposed in a deep voice.

After a moment of contemplation, she replied, “I can give you that much, but I have my own demands.”

“What are they?” he questioned. There was a smile on his face.

“Give me a copy of the divorce agreement with your signature on it. If you and Nicolette are still hung up on each other after a month, I’ll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have a backup plan for herself instead of waiting around like an idiot.

He chuckled in response. “Sometimes, I feel like you’re as innocent as a baby. Other times, I find you rather cunning.”

“Are you going to give it to me or not?” she complained.

Samuel slapped his hand against her outstretched one. “I will.”

“Good. I want it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit her lip.

“Sure.” He nodded his head.

Kathleen hesitated for a while, then stated, “This is really going to be the last chance I give you, Samuel. I hope you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I’m soft-hearted, but I would never let anyone take advantage of me.”

“I won’t trick you,” he promised while staring at her.

“Also…” Her gaze turned cold as she trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get intimate with Nicolette ever again.”

Upon hearing that, Samuel frowned.

Get intimate with her? I’ve never even done that before. Is she talking about physical contact?

“Got it,” he agreed.

Only then did she feel better.

Nonetheless, she was still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what Samuel’s true intentions were.

What am I going to do if he really is just trying to trick me?

“Let’s go back,” Samuel suggested. He grabbed her hand before heading outside.

“Shouldn’t we tell Dad?” Kathleen protested softly.

Even though she had just cried herself silly, she still hadn’t completely regained her composure.

On top of that, she hadn’t forgotten her manners either.

“Don’t worry about it.” He simply brushed the matter off.

“Where are we going, then?” she inquired.

where do you want to go?” asked

condominium,” said Kathleen

He proceeded to walk out of the

on a pair of indoor

used the same

ones, but he had only complained

fact, Samuel viewed most couple-themed

it, they were nothing but childish things that only young

forgotten, however, was the fact that Kathleen was a young girl herself, not to mention a soft and gentle

Samuel pressed her

was even more intense than the kiss they had shared back in the

pounded on his chest as she fiercely

“Why?” He grimaced.

“If you manage to pass the

be with her from then on, she would come clean about

exactly

one month, you’ll give in to me?” he questioned

she affirmed with

His calloused fingers tenderly brushed against her delicate

was being

way, she figured that once she told him that she was pregnant and couldn’t share a room with him, he wouldn’t be able

Hehe!

a shower,”

Kathleen nodded. “Okay.”

while she let out a sigh of

she could just

to give Wynnie a call. “Samuel and I won’t be going back tonight,

“Has he gone to see Nicolette again? He’s using

that’s not it,” Kathleen

get me a towel, Kathleen?” Samuel piped

“Coming,” she answered.

Wynnie heard that exchange, she could tell that it was Samuel’s

Got it,” she said with a

she

and went to pass Samuel a

to take

models in fashion magazines. No matter what he wore, he still looked slender; when

had something unique about him

conservative woman, Kathleen wasn’t really the type to open up to

experience that she had was with

of that, seeing him so exposed made her cheeks flush in embarrassment. Her face was so red that she looked like a tomato. She was

purity and innocence of hers were exactly what he

yet to be tainted by the

turned around. Even the tips

towel around himself and approached her from behind. He lowered his head and nibbled on her ear with his icy, thin lips.

her body.

he had

for wounds to heal, after

needed was

back to reopen that wound of hers right as she

point, she was bawling her eyes out in

way she would be able to head back

covered her with it before pulling her into his embrace.

to me. Just stay indifferent.

am I nice to other than you?” He felt like he was

If you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now

stared at how pitiful she looked. There was slight hoarseness to his voice

That left Kathleen startled.

to straighten everything out,” he said while caressing her

quite reluctant to

out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as

Samuel proposed

give you that much, but I

questioned. There was

up on each other after a month, I’ll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have a backup plan for herself instead of waiting around like an

response. “Sometimes, I feel like you’re as innocent

you going to give it to me or

against her outstretched one. “I

it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then

He nodded his

you’re not doing this to lead me on

you,” he promised while staring

gaze turned cold as she trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get

that,

never even done that before. Is she

“Got it,” he agreed.

did she

still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what Samuel’s true intentions

I going to do if he really is just