Alpha Osiris by Naomi D

I wouldn’t say I don’t pay attention to what I wear, but I do like to be comfortable. I get a lot of paint stains on my clothes anyway. Usually I wear pants or jeans with a nice top, blouse or sweater depending on the weather. And in the summer I wear shorts and summer dresses.

Because I am more curvy than my sisters I can’t always borrow their clothes, although they love stealing my comfy sweaters and vests when they’re cold. But we all have different styles anyway.

Angelina wear dresses all the time, she has hated pants ever since she was little. She wear leggings to workout in and that’s it. Emma has a more edgier style, in her case that means she wears a lot of black.

Even though I am often jealous of my sisters they’ve actually always treated me nicely. I know they’ve got their own insecurities and issues, they just don’t talk to me about it. Probably because I am the youngest.

But today I decided to pay some extra attention to my clothing and make-up, not too much or I’d seem to desperate. I used some eyeliner, I hated making wings though. I always got one wrong, but today they looked pretty even. I wore some black jeans with a top that showed some cleavage, but not too much. And I wore my hair in a high bun, so my face and neck were visible. Apparently that was a thing some men liked, seeing the place where they would mark you. Sasha also told me it’s really sensitive in that area. 

When I got to school it was hard to focus, thinking what I would do and say during lunch. I tried to practice in my mind, but it only made me more nervous. When lunch finally came everything was different than I had expected.

at his table awkwardly and we barely spoke to each other. I just sat there like someone who didn’t belong while most of the kids ignored me. Wasn’t this supposed to be a date? At the end Noah put his hand

my answer, as if he wasn’t used to hearing no often. I went to my classes and felt a

my hand and pulled me close to him. I blushed and looked up at his eyes. “If you can’t have lunch with me tomorrow maybe we

home I didn’t know what to do with myself. Should I change my clothes? I didn’t even know what we

a player right? Once you’ve had sex

finally getting some attention,” I replied and I stormed off. I guess I would just stick to

downstairs, Noah gave me a big smile “ready?” he

are we

a walk,” Noah replied as

 Noah talked about school and asked me about

will be good to have something to do