Book Two – Ch.# 48

“What?!” I yelled, feeling as if my legs were going to give out from under me. “What did you just say?”

… You killed him,” she repeated, stating it in a matter-of-fact way. “Why are you so surprised? I don’t think I’ve ever seen you look so queasy about killing someone before.”

Was this some kind of sick joke? How could I not be surprised to hear that? I owed so much to Kieran that even the thought of ever physically hurting him seemed unthinkable.

“…Rheyna… the way you’re acting…,” she started, looking confused again. “It’s almost like… well, it’s just… you don’t have feelings for him, do you?”

Instantly, I became flustered feeling put on the spot. This conversation had taken such a turn that I didn’t know how to react.

“Well, I… I-I mean…,” I stuttered. “He did so much to help me….”

And Clarissa’s face paled even more, clearly not expecting that answer. “…I thought you were just joking. I never expected you of all people to fall for him, let alone give a shit about the mate bond. Rheyna, his sister literally tries to kill you, not to mention she brings doomsday. He’s just like the rest of them-.”

“-No,” I said, cutting her off. “No, he’s not. He’s different.”

But Clarissa just shook her head slowly in disbelief. “…This is a bad dream. I can’t believe this is happening right now,” she whispered to herself.

How could I be so different to my past self? None of this was making any sense. If this timeline was meant to align with the first one, then how was it that we had completely different mindsets towards Kieran? Let alone have it in me to… do that to him.

…Almost as if I’d never changed from the Raven I’d been for my father.

“You need to reject him as soon as possible,” she then said. “I mean it. There is a war coming, one that we will emerge victorious. But I can’t have you distracted from what needs to be done in order to achieve that.”

“Reject’? I already told him we couldn’t be together…,” I said, unsure of her meaning.

However, she sighed, clearly annoyed by my ignorance. “I mean you need to break the mate bond. Officially reject him. Normally, it’s one of the first things you do upon returning. Once there is no connection between you, it removes one more catalyst for Allison. Plus, it’s not like you usually care about magical bonds anyway.”

…But it wasn’t really the mate bond that had made me fall for Kieran. It was merely something that added to it.

“I need to warn you that it’ll be incredibly painful,” she added. “But the pain will become bearable if you just don’t pay attention to it. After a while, it’ll… sort of become like background noise. Or so you told me. Though I don’t think the dreams. ever truly stop, unfortunately.”

“That sounds horrific…,” I pointed out. How the hell would that help either of us?”

“…Because if there comes a time where you finally have a chance to end Allison once and for all…,” she started darkly, “…then I need to know you won’t hesitate in doing what needs to be done. We can’t have anything holding you back from our mission.”

I stood perfectly still, confliction flowing through me. She wasn’t wrong in thinking it had been Kieran’s influence that had stopped me from attacking Allison sooner, but… that didn’t mean I wanted to go through with what she was proposing.

“Rheyna,” she said, snapping me from my thoughts. I looked towards her tentatively. “I need you to promise me that you’ll do this.

Book Two Ch.# 48

That you’re committed to the cause and doing whatever it takes.”

“I…,” I fumbled.

Hadn’t I told Clarissa I’d stop fighting her and do exactly what she said? To put my faith in her? And whilst I hadn’t expected this… wouldn’t my pain still be worth it if it meant ultimately saving so many people?

“I… Okay,” I said, though my voice lacked any real confidence. “I’ll… I’ll reject Kieran when we next cross paths.”

Clarissa immediately looked relieved. “Good. I’m glad at least some sense can get through to you.”

She continued to talk after that, rambling off about how the rejection process worked, but the entire time she spoke, I just stared down at my hands. Almost as if I were seeing them coated in the blood of doing something unspeakable to Kieran… and it reminded me of something.

Weeks ago, when he had convinced me to try shifting in the Lockdale City Hotel, the time I had awoken from the blackout believing I had killed him… it had felt so real. I’d seen the blood everywhere, saw the large gash across his chest.

of him actually been

through my body, nausea filling

I didn’t recall

“Rheyna!”

looked up sharply again.

“Are you listening?”

further. ” Sorry… just trying to process everything. It’s a lot of information.”

focused,” she said. “We’ve still got a long journey ahead, though… speaking of which, we’ll need to start moving soon.

ached at just the thought of carrying her again

being hunted? It’s not like we can go

I pointed out.

she shook her head.

one place we can go to stay hidden,” she said. “You don’t need your memories to figure that one

hide from Ashwood had recently been with my father… though I wasn’t sure how to explain

before I could come to an answer,

how to hide a body? Or…

clicked… followed by confusion.

you don’t mean….”

eat the soup and mentally prepare myself for

the last part of the journey on foot. She didn’t need to explain further about why. My first attempt at crossing the

did lead to

been something nagging at me ever

power of the Goddess. An irrefutable command that forced the other to do as they wished, regardless of the pack

choice. Completely undetectable as they took all responsibility for

just needed to influence the

allow me through. Something that was noticeable to those around them, instantly alerting them to the discovery of someone

a Saintess could do… or, more specifically in recent

knew then that it really

ended up taking around three days. A day to make it to the next town where we stole the car, a half day to then drive as close as we could to the Silent Forest pack… and then, finally, one and a half days of trekking until we eventually made it safely across the border. A task

we did successfully

“It’ll be another few days

Clarissa said.

what’s the plan? You’re not actually expecting me to walk all the way

have to. We made

that, I could hear the sound of a

I

she simply answered by holding out her little thumb over my

out here? There’s nothing around

something,”

truck then started to

mumbled, walking over to the passenger

asked the man. “What are you doing out

…Think…

sick,” I said awkwardly. “Car battery died and I’m trying to get

to Lockdale. But wouldn’t it be better to drop you off at Swanston? It’s a

has a… rare medical condition. Her specialist lives in Lockdale,” I said.

sick though, then wouldn’t it

“If you could help us get

appreciate it….”

moments, his expression softening as he took in my request, and

give you a hand to lift her into

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