A Gift from the Goddess

Chapter Twenty-Two 

Chapter Twenty-Two “Woah, little wolf,” Cai said, looking stressed that he’d accidentally upset me further. We had walked into a communal gathering area outside of the hall by this point and I was grateful that no one was around to see me in this state.

He strode up to one of the couches and gently put me down, crouching in front of me so we were eye level. “Do you want me to tell me what that was all about?” Cai asked. When I only continued to cry, he gently touched my shoulder, his tone then becoming darker, more serious. “…Has he hurt you?” It was a question that had a ridiculous answer. Had he hurt me? Yes… and no. Not yet… but at the same time, he had already hurt me far more than a flesh wound could, ruining me to a state that I may never recover from.

I shook my head at him. It wasn’t to say ‘no’ to his question, but rather to show I couldn’t give him the answer he wanted to know.

I wiped the tears from my eyes and tried to calm myself. “I’m too weak, Cai. You had said so yourself as well. I’m always going to be begging for just the right to live.”

Seeing Aleric again and having the same feeling of being powerless made me realise that, if he ever did decide to raise a hand against me again, I would still never be strong enough to stop him. Being book smart in my past hadn’t been enough when he had held my life in his hands every day. “I think you misunderstood,” Cai said. “My words were that you had plenty of time to become stronger. I saw how you handled yourself with those wolves. You have more potential than many to become incredibly strong… if that’s what you truly wanted. I’m sure if it was almost any other kid in that battle, we would have both died.”

I looked up into his eyes and saw he was being serious. “But I saw you in that meeting hall with your Alpha just now,” he continued. “You may not be physically strong, but your intellect is like none I have ever seen before. That’s nothing to be ashamed of, especially at your age.” “Brains aren’t going to stop me from getting murdered,” I mumbled quietly to myself. He moved back a little, shocked at hearing what I’d said.

“Is this about the marking?”

Yes… and no. So many of the questions he was asking me had too many complex answers.

right? Can’t you just… ask your dad to train you?” It seemed like sound logic on the surface. The reality was that I was sure I’d be letting down m y parents if I told them

nothing I could have done would have disappointed him. But that was the old Aria. The perfect daughter Aria who had worked diligently every day to become the very best she could be for the pack. He would think I

training when I

of school during the day and Luna classes on weekends. Any spare time after school was for self-study and homework. There would be no time for met o dedicate to training without stopping one of those. I didn’t see any way they’d let me drop something they were confident I would probably change my mind on one day. They most likely thought I was going through a phase and would fall head-over-heels for Aleric once I

“It’s not that simple. They will still prioritise something that they think I may change my mind about one day, over something

will you?” he asked. “Will I

being Luna?” I smiled bitterly. “Does it look like I’m going to fall in love with him any time soon?” “Can’t say I’ve ever seen someone look so scared of their mate before they’ve even been confirmed as mates before.” He chuckled darkly. “But are you going to tell me why you reacted like that? I know you said you felt weak, but it honestly doesn’t explain what I saw back there.” I couldn’t tell him, I couldn’t tell anyone. It was better this way. “It’s too difficult to explain… I-I just….” I was trying to find the right words so I wouldn’t sound too strange but I really wasn’t sure what I could possibly tell him.”…He can be very

close by my side just in

I saw a small figure was pacing

little against my shoulder. She stepped back but held onto my hands, looking at me with eyes so red and puffy. “I came to check up on you and was told you were summoned by

um… sorry,” I

waiting for you to wake up so I could say thank you. I heard what you did

owe you my life too, Alpha heir,” she said and bowed her head a little. She didn’t have a legitimate reason for needing to bow to him but I could

at seeing the girl having a small crush. She was such a nervous and quiet