Chapter 19

I felt a pang in my heart. The sweet, juicy watermelon immediately turned sour in my mouth.

I kept my silence as I frowned and tossed the watermelon skin back onto the table. Then, I wiped myself clean with the towel.

Was that a harmless insult? Or did he really look down on me that much?

He was perfect. As someone who’d had a crush on him for the longest time ever, how much harder did I have to work to shift my affection to somebody else?

I didn’t know if I was destined to spend the rest of my life alone while waiting and hoping that my childhood sweetheart would finally come to his senses.

“Felix White, you’re a meanie. Can’t you stop being so cruel to me?” I whined inwardly.

It was bad enough that he didn’t like me. But he didn’t have to rob me of my peace either.

Please, could he just leave me the fuck alone?

Both our families still spent Christmas Eve together.

Mom, Dad, and I were all quickly ushered over to Uncle Austin’s house early in the morning. Mom then looked at Christmas dinner recipes with Aunt Mel while Dad and Uncle Austin pored over a game of

chess.

p with fairy

rest of the house was lights. We’d hear caroling outside the door from time to time, and the TV just kept playing Christmas movies on repeat.

burrow under my warm, cozy blankets. But Aunt Mel stopped me from

his room.

do as she

started scrolling on my

deeply embedded in my brain, and I didn’t allow myself

held on to grudges, i just knew that there was a deep scar in my heart that never healed. Maybe I

him with all of my heart and soul, but I also didn’t dare to get any closer to

here alone? You look like a sad,

phone was suddenly snatched away, making me jump in

tall person. He held onto the armrest on the couch

I’d pulled up an action movie to watch. I didn’t choose it because I liked tort was good. Rather, I chose

me,” I said, reaching up to try and

phone back come to my

to his room,

taken by me, and I’d saved them for a long, long time. He didn’t know about those photos. I was worried that he would

got up and went to his room to

phone with one hand, and his other hand beckoned me in. “Come

was smiling very widely and happily, showing all of

me any false hope by leading me on. He should just let me be my miserable self for the day.

time?

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