Chapter 19

I felt a pang in my heart. The sweet, juicy watermelon immediately turned sour in my mouth.

I kept my silence as I frowned and tossed the watermelon skin back onto the table. Then, I wiped myself clean with the towel.

Was that a harmless insult? Or did he really look down on me that much?

He was perfect. As someone who’d had a crush on him for the longest time ever, how much harder did I have to work to shift my affection to somebody else?

I didn’t know if I was destined to spend the rest of my life alone while waiting and hoping that my childhood sweetheart would finally come to his senses.

“Felix White, you’re a meanie. Can’t you stop being so cruel to me?” I whined inwardly.

It was bad enough that he didn’t like me. But he didn’t have to rob me of my peace either.

Please, could he just leave me the fuck alone?

Both our families still spent Christmas Eve together.

Mom, Dad, and I were all quickly ushered over to Uncle Austin’s house early in the morning. Mom then looked at Christmas dinner recipes with Aunt Mel while Dad and Uncle Austin pored over a game of

chess.

p with fairy

decals, and the rest of the house was lights. We’d hear caroling outside the door from time to time, and the TV just kept

nothing for me to do, and I wanted nothing more than to go home and burrow under my warm, cozy blankets. But Aunt Mel stopped me from leaving and suggested that I spend some time

his room.

but I also didn’t do as she told me. Instead, I sat down

scrolling

in my brain, and I didn’t allow myself to forget it either. Even if

a very unforgiving person who held on to grudges, i just knew that there was a deep scar in my heart that never healed. Maybe I would never recover for the rest of

and soul, but I also didn’t dare

alone? You look like a

snatched away, making

a tall person. He held onto the armrest on the couch and brought my

I liked tort was good. Rather, I chose it because it was a very long movie, and it was good for

back to me,” I said, reaching

phone back come to my room to get it.” Then, he turned on his

to his room, much less chase after

long time. He didn’t

up and went to his room to retrieve

room, he was sitting by his table. He was holding my phone with one hand, and

very widely and happily, showing all of his

liked. He shouldn’t give me any false hope by leading me on. He should just let me be my miserable self for the day. Why couldn’t he just leave me be instead of disturbing

time?

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